Le Yi had bargaining power with the doctors.
Whether it was her blood or her clairvoyant ability.
As long as she kept silent, she could allow the doctor to secretly draw her blood more times, with no one the wiser, and he would earn several times more than his own salary.
The results of hypnotizing these children were simply too positive, so Jiang Yan tended to believe this hypnosis was carried out with goodwill.
The medical staff at Baishan Sanatorium were truly mediocre.
Here, it seemed that only Le Yi harboured real kindness toward those children.
After finishing her analysis, Jiang Yan found the livestream had quieted down.
[Donโt you want to spare your friends from suffering?]
[Since you can’t forget it yourself, at least let the others forget.]
[Ah, what a painful experience. Maybe itโs better to forget.]
Jiang Yan had no idea what they thought in the stream; she continued reading through the childrenโs files.
A few of them had their ages listed: Le Yao was thirteen, Le Tian and Le Jia were twelve, and Le Yi was eleven.
Jiang Yan had thought Le Yi couldnโt be more than nine due to her small stature, but it was clear this was the result of stunted development. Having her blood drawn so often, it would be hard for anyone to grow tall.
There was little useful information in the files. Jiang Yan prepared to return them.
This time, things were much easier. Zhang Lei had gone to work, and standing guard at the records room door was Lin Xinjiu, in a white coat, leaning against the entrance. When he saw Jiang Yan and Shen Xiaoxiao walking over, he reached out a hand.
Terse, he said, โRecords.โ
Jiang Yan simply raised her eyebrows and handed the files to Lin Xinjiu.
Lin Xinjiu hadnโt slept last night. Although the game didnโt require him to catch the white mice, the announcements had been too strange, so he had stood by the fifth-floor window all night, naturally able to deduce who the white mice were.
After Zhang Lei called him there today, he had searched for several kidsโ files for half an hour with no luck, so he guessed theyโd been taken by Jiang Yan and her group. Seeing this proved him right.
He took the files without a word and turned into the archive room.
Jiang Yan and Shen Xiaoxiao returned to the fourth floor.
At the moment, Xiao Tian and Xiao Jia were playing shuttlecock in the hallway, their noisy voices echoing through the floor.
To confirm her hunch, Jiang Yan went to get two bottles of drinks and asked the two children if they wanted them.
Xiao Jia shyly lifted her face. โCan I really have one?โ
Jiang Yan nodded.
Xiao Tian, however, showed no restraint, immediately reaching to take a bottle. โOf course I do!โ
After helping them open the bottles, Jiang Yan asked, โWeโve known each other for a while nowโcan you tell me your surnames? Surely your surname isnโt Xiao, is it?โ
Xiao Tian was momentarily confused. โHuh?โ
Xiao Jia also seemed puzzled. โIt is Xiao. Why canโt I have that surname?โ
Jiang Yan smiled. โItโs nothing, I just thought there was no such surname.โ
The two children, reassured, resumed drinking.
After a while, something seemed to occur to them. Sharing a look, they darted back to their room.
Moments later, they emerged with four clean paper cups. They poured each other’s drinks into the new cups, swapped, and then Xiao Jia offered one to Jiang Yan. โSister, donโt you want any? There are paper cups here; you should have some too.โ
Jiang Yan shook her head. โYou go ahead.โ
Watching the kids drink, her chin propped on her hand, Jiang Yan asked innocently, โAre you the youngest in the sanatorium?โ
โYou’re really quite young.โ
Xiao Jia nodded, now more courageous. โYes. Le Yi is the youngest.โ
โWere there ever other children?โ
Xiao Jia thought, then shook her head. โNo, itโs always just been the four of us.โ
โBecause I got sick, and my parents didnโt have money for treatment. They spent the last of their savings to send me here, and Le Yi was already here then… Donโt mind her if she seems ill-temperedโsheโs just a bit proud, really, very sweet!โ
Jiang Yan asked, โWhat illness do you have?โ
โUmโฆโ
Xiao Jia tilted her head, then turned to ask Xiao Tian, โXiao Tian, whatโs my illness again?โ
Xiao Tian responded instantly, โSame as mineโmental illness!โ
Xiao Jia blinked, looking back at Jiang Yan. โMental illness!โ
Jiang Yan: โSpecifically?โ
Xiao Jia: โSpecificallyโฆโ
She looked again at Xiao Tian, who scratched his head. โUh, post-traumatic stress disorder? I think I heard a nurse say that once.โ
Xiao Jia: โBut what trauma did we experience?โ
Xiao Tian hesitated. โMaybe it’s OCD, schizophrenia, depression, maniaโฆ?โ
Xiao Jia burst out laughing.
Xiao Tian shook his head wildly. โOh, I canโt remember. Donโt ask me anything elseโI hate exams!โ
Seeing no point in pressing them further, Jiang Yan let it go. At that moment, Le Yao walked out of her room. Seeing the others together, she beamed. โSister, want to play with us?โ
โWhat are we playing?โ
Le Yao thought. โHopscotch!โ
Jiang Yan pushed Shen Xiaoxiao forward to take a turn. Shen Xiaoxiao, knowing the children had suffered tragic lives, was happy to play with them, but as the game went on, her competitiveness caught up with her.
During a two-person round, in her rush, she accidentally bumped Xiao Jia.
Xiao Jia, frail as she was, immediately staggered and almost fell. Jiang Yan was quick to catch her.
The girl was nothing but skin and bones. Jiang Yanโs hurried grip tugged her shirt up slightly, exposing her flat stomach and a centipede-like scar.
A surgical scar.
โAhhh, Iโm truly at fault!โ Shen Xiaoxiao hurried over to apologize, fixing Xiao Jiaโs clothes as she spoke.
Xiao Jia shook her head. โItโs okay, it was my fault for not jumping right.โ
Jiang Yan pointed at her belly. โWhat happened here?โ
โAppendix surgery! Very minor.โ
Jiang Yan nodded.
Time passed quickly. Dinner approached, and Jiang Yan stood up to leave. Shen Xiaoxiao said goodbye to the children, and together they headed downstairs to eat.
Tonightโs dinner was again cooked by Yu Renwan.
Initially, Yu Renwan was only responsible for lunch, with buns and bread simply reheated for breakfast and dinner. But her red-braised pork at noon was so delicious that Head Nurse Fang Miao allowed her to go buy ingredients for the night meal as well.
But unlike lunch, tonight only the staff had meat on their plates. Patients only got vegetarian dishesโstill, Yu Renwanโs cooking made even vegetarian food taste wonderful.
The patients watched the evening news in the main hall as they hungrily shovelled rice into their mouths.
The screen showed the evening news from M City.
A dignified female anchor, speaking in a grave tone, recited the dayโs news. As the segment ended, she mentioned the discovery of an unidentified womanโs body in the woods outside Baishan Town.
Shen Xiaoxiao had already taken her meal to find her sister. Jiang Yan glanced up to meet Yu Renwanโs gaze.
Both had guessed the dead womanโs identity.
Wei Xian.
But the others at Baishan Sanatorium didnโt know. As one patient casually asked, โWhereโs Nurse Wei Xian? Sheโs been gone all day.โ
โProbably travelling. Didnโt Nurse Xu Jing go abroad for a week before?โ
The questioning patient nodded. โProbably. Must be rich.โ
Jiang Yan finished eating, stood, and was joined by Yu Renwan.
One after the other, they walked outside. In the corridor, Yu Renwan opened her backpack and pulled out a roast chicken wrapped in newspaper, its aroma quickly spreading.
โThis is for Jiang Jiang.โ
Yu Renwan was sneaking special food to Jiang Yan.
Xiao Wa stood by with hands on hips, her branch-like claws drumming the floor, ready to kick Jiang Yan if she didnโt share.
Jiang Yan grinned at Xiao Wa for a few seconds, then stuffed the chicken into her own backpack.
โThank you.โ
Xiao Wa flopped down in protest.
Yu Renwan quickly covered Xiao Waโs eyes and nose. โYouโre welcome.โ
She explained, โYou seem to eat meat with every mealโฆ I thought you might not get full without it.โ
So blunt.
So blunt that Jiang Yan felt awkward.
โMaybe so,โ Jiang Yan replied expressionlessly, heading upstairs. โIโll be revealing my identity to Le Yi later. Any issues?โ
โNo problem.โ
Yu Renwan understood what Jiang Yan meant.
Le Yi was a psychic; sheโd have her guard up against new arrivals. The best way to build trust was to show they were the same kind.
Yu Renwan needed to clean up the dishes, so she didnโt follow Jiang Yan and returned to the cafeteria.
Jiang Yan polled the group on her plan.
The twins were fine with it, and Lin Xinjiu replied indifferently, so Jiang Yan went to find Le Yi.
Le Yi was eating in the ward with the other three children, all sitting in a circle.
Le Yao stole the sweet chilli pepper from Le Yiโs bowl and then dumped half her potato strips into Xiao Jiaโs.
Xiao Tian: โI like potato strips too!โ
Le Yao was about to share hers with him, but Le Yi pinned down her chopsticks and glared up at Xiao Tian.
Xiao Tian: โโฆโ
Xiao Tian: โHmph, I donโt like potato strips anymore!โ
Le Yi rolled her eyes. โWanting everything just makes you fatter.โ
Xiao Tian: โWhy do you always call me fat? Youโre so annoying!โ
Jiang Yan closed the door, not quietly, and all the children turned to look at her.
Jiang Yan pulled out the roast chicken, broke it in half, and wrapped the rest before stowing it away.
โWant some?โ
Xiao Tianโs eyes shone. Even Le Yi couldnโt help sneaking a glance.
After a moment, Le Yi said, โYou two do know each other.โ
She meant Jiang Yan and Yu Renwan.
Patients werenโt allowed out, so only someone on staff could have bought Jiang Yan a roast chicken. Out of those, only the newly admitted cook, who arrived the same day, fit the bill.
Le Yi added, โI already suspected last night on the basement level.โ
โAnd those two hiding in the trees this morningโyou know them, too.โ
This little girl was very sharp. Jiang Yan realized there was no need to declare her identity; Le Yi had probably already figured it out.
She almost suspected Le Yi had guessed when she divided up the chicken.
The other three children delightedly split the chicken, the drumsticks given by Le Yao to Xiao Jia and Le Yi.
Xiao Tian, a bit sullen, picked at a few pieces of meat.
They all heard Le Yiโs words, mulling them over as they ate. Le Yao was first to understand. โYou know the sisters next door, and the cook, and now thereโs a new doctorโs assistantโI bet you know them all, right?โ
Jiang Yan nodded. โI do.โ
Xiao Jia blinked. โWhy are you all here togetherโฆ?โ
Le Yao guessed, โThis place is really weird. I bet theyโre like Le Yi saidโthe Lords of the World. They realized something was wrong and came to save us!โ
Xiao Tian, licking the oil from his lips, kept stealing glances at Jiang Yan.
Le Yi slapped the table. โIโm the only Lord of the World around here.โ
Le Yao laughed and nodded.
Ten minutes later, the children, well fed, left Room 405. Le Yi went to wash her hands, then walked over to Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan sat at the bedside.
They faced each other for a while before Le Yi spoke. โHow much do you know?โ
There was no need to hide things now.
The faster they uncovered information, the more faith Le Yi would have in their abilities.
Jiang Yan went straight to the point. โThe Underground Circus, and Pingping.โ
Le Yi pressed her lips together swiftly.
Jiang Yan continued, โYou and your companions donโt have mental illnesses.โ
โYou made a deal with the hypnotist, and your friends have all been hypnotized. I spoke with them this afternoonโthey donโt remember Pingping. Only you still remember those experiences.โ
โYouโre protecting them?โ
After a while, Le Yi nodded. โYes.โ
โSome things just arenโt worth remembering so clearly.โ
Jiang Yan asked, โDo you mind telling me your story?โ
Le Yi thought it over, then confirmed, โYou donโt seem all that greatโcan you really get us out?โ
It was the first time Jiang Yanโs ability was called into question.
But she nodded.
Le Yi: โMy friends and I need identities. We have no household registration books or ID cardsโcan you get those for us?โ
Jiang Yan figured the Supernatural Administration Bureau could, so she nodded. โWe can.โ
Le Yi: โAnd we need to go to school.โ
Jiang Yan: โThat can be arranged.โ
Le Yi: โI think I can skip a grade.โ
Jiang Yan: โAlright.โ
Le Yi: โCan the four of us live together? We need a big house.โ
โโฆโ
Jiang Yan replied with a smile, โWhat do you think?โ
Le Yi pouted, โCheapskate.โ
She leaned back, sitting on the hospital bed.
She was so short that her feet couldnโt reach the floor, just swinging in the air, before slowly coming to a stop.
โI was bought by Jiang He when I was four,โ she said suddenly.
Jiang Yan put on a serious, attentive expression.
โShe searched through several villages, finally buying five children. The youngest were three or four, like me and Pingping, and the oldest six or seven, like Xiao Jia and Xiao Tian.โ
โPingping was unusually good-lookingโor so Jiang He liked to say. She said Pingping looked like a budding beauty, destined to be kept inside a vase. I was too little then, donโt remember much. What I do know is that, ever since I have memories, Pingping was always in her vase.โ
โI know it sounds like a story to keep someone in a vase, but with enough precautions, human imagination and malice can go far beyond what youโd think. Jiang He hired someone to modify the vase, making a hole in the bottom for Pingping to relieve herself, and a small opening at the back, with a pretty little lock on it, which sheโd open from time to time as a reward when Pingping โbehaved.โโ
โAll those times, Pingping would struggle to drag her limbless lower body half outside, as if hoping it could breathe a little.โ
โI didnโt like her then,โ Le Yi said.
โNot at all.โ
โNo matter how miserable she had it, she cried too much. Because of her, we often couldnโt sleep, always fussing. So, I kept scolding her. The others were much kinderโevery time I scolded her, Le Yao would scold me instead; Xiao Tian would use magic tricks to make her laugh; Xiao Jia would go kiss her. Back then, everyone hated me, much more than now.โ
โBut later, I didnโt dislike her as much,โ Le Yi asked Jiang Yan, โHave you ever heard the sound of bones growing?โ
Jiang Yan said nothing, but Le Yi didnโt seem to expect an answer.
โBy then, Pingping had already lost her limbs and was regularly injected with growth inhibitors, so her body was very small. But even so, she slowly filled the vase, every bit of growth bringing with it a heavy, muffled knockingโas if you could feel the pain just from hearing it. I pitied her. I figured I could bear her crying, but after that, she never cried in front of me again.โ
โPingping didnโt like me. She only cried silently in front of Le Yao. She saw Le Yao as a big sister, Xiao Jia and Xiao Tian as best friends, and me as the villain.โ
โA lot of time passed. After countless attempts to make myself noticed, Pingping and I grew closer, and she learned to curse from me. Sometimes I couldnโt even out-argue herโshe was terrible, even more annoying than me.โ
Jiang Yan watched Le Yi, who hung her head and kept swinging her legs.
She wasnโt lying.
So Jiang Yan asked, โAnd then?โ
โThen, once we were trained enough to perform, Jiang He started to hit a wall. A circus built on abuse could never go mainstream, so she kept seeking a way in. Eventually, by luck, she found out about underground venues and took us there.โ
โWe were a sensation from the start.โ
โFlowers and money rained down on us, fresh roses with thorns bruising our faces. Jiang He commanded us to bow in gratitude. Pingping couldnโt bow, but the audience didnโt care. She was their favorite. They swarmed to photograph her and tossed money just for the chance to take a picture together.โ
โBut none of us envied her.โ
โOnce youโve heard the sound of growing bones, you couldnโt possibly envy her.โ
โIn two years, Jiang He made millionsโtens of millions, maybe moreโand started to get frightened. The audience grew ever more obsessed and crazy. They stalked her, used their power to force her to perform whenever they wished. She felt caged. She didnโt want to lose her freedom.โ
โShe hated the feeling of being trapped.โ
Though Le Yiโs pale face showed no sarcasm, her words were ironic enough.
โShe thought it over for a long time. On the one hand, she tried to establish a legitimate circus; on the other, she still took us underground. In the end, she staged a forest fire, destroying the circus in broad daylight, and secretly vanishing with us in the flames.โ
โBut as you see, we didnโt die. Jiang He never planned to kill us. She disappeared with us underground, then bought Baishan Sanatorium, keeping us in the storeroom beneath the freezer.โ
โThree months after we arrived at Baishan, no one asked about us again.โ
โJiang Heโs fans all went chasing new madness. I heard there was a new vase girl and even a braid girl at the next underground show.โ
A hush settled over the room.
Someone in the stream asked: [Whatโs a braid girl??]
A psychic who had already researched replied: [Like the vase girl, itโs an old urban legend from China.]
[The vase girl was an ancient rural stage act in China. Some say she really existed, others claim it was an illusion trick. But either way, vase girl became a kind of folk ghost story.]
[The braid girl is a story from a port city in the 1970s: a boy sees a girl crying late at school and asks why. She says everyoneโs afraid of her, wonโt speak to her. He asks her to turn aroundโhe’ll talk to her. She turns, and thereโs a braid for a face.]
[The new underground circus must have adapted the legend, replacing a girlโs face with nothing but hair.]
[โฆ]
[Human malice always finds new ways to shock me.]
After a moment, Jiang Yan asked, โWhat really made Jiang He decide to destroy the circus was also your blood type, right?โ
Le Yi glanced at her and replied:
โBack then, a foreign billionaire was desperately searching for blood for his ailing daughter. Mine was extremely rare. If youโd seen Jiang Heโs face when she got that blood reportโฆโ
โFour hundred milliliters, offered at four hundred thousand.โ
Jiang Yan said, โA sellerโs market.โ
โYes,โ Le Yi replied.
โWith a new way to make money, she didnโt need the circus to get rich. But it was a shameโjust a year after she arrived, she died of a sudden brain hemorrhage in her apartment.โ
โShe seldom came to the sanatorium, so no one noticed. Days later, Jiang An found her decaying corpse by accident. To take over her place, Jiang An quietly dismembered her and buried her under the riverbed.โ
Jiang Yan asked, โHow did you find out?โ
โThe doctor I worked with told me,โ Le Yi rolled her eyes. โHeโs two-faced. He saw through Jiang Anโs act, so she confessed to him, offering triple pay to buy his loyalty.โ
โBut he still sided with me, since I offered a better deal.โ
โUsing your blood?โ Jiang Yan asked.
โYes. The medical staff had made their own rules. To keep me from dying, everyone had a logbook for who could draw and how much. When it was his turn, Iโd let him secretly draw an extra hundred milliliters.โ
โBut things have been better lately. Many staff have died, and the rest have been out of it during the day, so nobodyโs bothered me for a while.โ
Speaking at length left Le Yi parched, and she asked Jiang Yan for a drink, tossing her head back to gulp it down.
Jiang Yan lowered her gaze.
Everything was as sheโd supposed.
This mission, despite the seemingly troublesome hunt-and-escape aspect, was straightforward in terms of deduction.
So far, only Jiang He and Pingping could have designated Le Yi and her friends as โwhite miceโ in this semi-closed field.
Jiang Yan asked, โWho do you think chose you as white mice?โ
โOf course itโs Jiang He.โ
Le Yi tilted her face up with a look that bordered on contempt. โWho else would it be?โ
โEven if Pingping and I started out on bad terms, we got along by the end. The restโno way.โ
Jiang Yan corrected, โThatโs what you think.โ
โYou canโt really know what Pingping felt.โ
โIf she ever envied or resented you, even a little, her game would target youโthe field amplifies all negative desires.โ
Le Yi: โIt was Jiang He.โ
Seeing Jiang Yan was about to retort, Le Yi finally lost her patience.
โI must be out of my mind to listen to your nonsense. Canโt you just leave me alone?โ
[โฆ]
[Jiang Yan has no brains (silence)]
[Was that an insult to Jiang Yan?]
[That was meant for me, itโs me being insultedโฆ]
Smiling, Jiang Yan flicked back her hair.
It was the second time today sheโd felt like beating the crap out of Le Yi.
But the stream was still running, and Jiang Yan, deterred by the camera, decided to walk in the garden outside the first floor.
She rose to leave.
Closing the door behind her, she walked into the hallway.
Le Yao was sitting on the fourth-floor benchโshe had a double room to herself. Seeing Jiang Yan, she looked surprised. โSister, where are you going?โ
Jiang Yan: โJust going to the garden for a stroll.โ
She asked, โWhy are you here? Not going to play with Le Yi?โ
Le Yao smiled, shaking her head. โNot now. Sister, at my age, I really need some alone time.โ
Jiang Yan curved her lips in a smile, then headed to the stairs after saying goodbye.
She went down the stairsโthird floor, where two patients chatting greeted her cheerfully. Then on, to the second, then to the first floor.
Outside in the garden, seven or eight patients were present. On a bench by the flower beds sat Xiao Jia and Xiao Tian, whispering under the night sky.
Jiang Yan called, โItโs nine already. Not going to bed?โ
The children shook their heads.
Jiang Yan pulled several packets of crackers from her pocket and gave them to the children, sitting with them to gaze at the stars.
The night breeze cooled. Jiang Yan rose and said her goodbyes.
She started back.
Behind her, cheerful voices filled the air. Jiang Yan could clearly hear patients chatting about their childhood, their kids, and the evening news. She listened as she walked back.
As she reached the lobby, she suddenly turned around.
The small garden was abuzz with conversationโeveryone talking about their lives.
But a chill crawled up her spine: every face was turned her way.
They spoke animatedly, yet every frozen face was clay-gray and expressionless, as if, entrenched in the darkness, they were a row of human gravestones.
Xiao Jia and Xiao Tian clung tightly together, seeking her help.
โSister?โ
The two asked, โCould you take us upstairs with you?โ
