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STB Chapter 174: Review

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STB Chapter 173: Teaser
STB Chapter 175: The End

Johnson Brown was nervous.

He was surrounded by big and burly men in black suits. Thereโ€™s a classic fireplace in the bright European-style living room, and on the expensive leather sofa was an Italian man wearing an opal ring.

Johnson quietly compared him to the male actors in the studio. They canโ€™t compare with the manโ€™s aura sitting in front of him at all.

This โ€œMr. Morenzaโ€ reflected the vicissitudes of time with the slight smell of cigar and the cufflinks on his silk shirt reflecting the brilliance of the crystal chandelier.

That careless attitude and indifferent eyes made the sensitive Johnson feel numb.

โ€”โ€”very dangerous, every muscle in his body tightened, clamoring that he ran away.

After experiencing death and danger in the Abandoned World, Johnson had grown a lot. After returning to the United States, he was forced to meet many people like FBI investigators, senior officials of Homeland Security, and military people. They all have a common problem, they liked to dominate the conversation. Whether they guided gently or spoke in a commanding tone, Johnson didnโ€™t take them seriously.

This was also why those people felt that the ability holders were hard to manage.

The ability holders were in chaos since they lost the awe of ordinary people under the countryโ€™s weapons. More than this, even their thinking had changed as they saw other humans as just moving pieces of meat. The stronger the ability, the more they killed in the Abandoned World, and the more serious their condition was.

Of the living S-class ability holders, Jian Huaโ€™s original character was the most different from ordinary people since he could control mushrooms. There’s no need to abandon his morality and humanity for food to survive, so he’s not affected much.

Li Fei was an excellent actor. This excellence, more than his acting skills, also reflected his mental state. Ever since he debuted, Li Fei has played a serial murderer seeking revenge for his sister, a patient with schizophrenia, and also filmed biographies. There’s even a sensitive painter reluctant to live and finally committed suicide. In trying to figure out how to shape these characters, Li Fei never confused the role with his own personality. He could go in and out of character in just a second.

This is talent, and now this talent has saved Li Fei. He could easily adjust his mind, and since Jian Hua was always with him, nothing even stimulated him.

Johnson has no such luck.

His psychological problems mainly manifested as the sequela of traumatic stress. Since he was accustomed to a dangerous environment, he had insomnia and anxiety, reluctant to contact strangers, and if someone approached him while in a daze, Johnson would reflexively attack.

Federico had long โ€œforeseenโ€ this and had asked a psychiatrist for Johnson.

En, also under the control of the Morenza family.

After Johnson returned to the United States, Federico became his official guardian. He hired a tutor to homeschool him, and except when shootingใ€ŠOutcastใ€‹, Johnson basically didnโ€™t go out, so his psychological problems gradually recovered.

The 17-year-old Johnson was no longer emaciated. His height jumped up a few months after the shooting, and the changes in his bones slightly altered the contours of his face. Even if he returned to his hometown in the Southern State, estimated not many people would recognize him.

Today was the premiere ofใ€ŠOutcastใ€‹but Johnson did not participate. He was going to watch the live broadcast at home, but he was informed by Federicoโ€™s driver that Mr. Wolf Morenza wanted to see him.

When Johnson returned to the United States this time, he inadvertently heard some arguments regarding the manpower and material resources Federico used to bring him back from China, and it made him realize what kind of person Federicoโ€™s uncle was like.

He would be lying if he said he wasnโ€™t afraid.

After not moving for such a long time, Johnson thought the other didnโ€™t take him seriously. As a result, a big โ€œsurpriseโ€ came over: the East Coastโ€™s Godfather wanted to see him.

And to see him alone, not accompanied by Federico.

Johnson came obediently.

As soon as he saw Wolf Morenza, intuition sent Johnson a danger alert.

Even if he’s not from the Morenza family, Federicoโ€™s driver, agent, and assistant still gave him a clear path towards Wolf. They were particularly respectful to Wolf, so Johnson simply canโ€™t expect these people to accompany him.

This villa was far from the city, and the vast forest nearby was private property and surrounded by high fences. Johnson came in by car, and along the way, he saw a lot of people holding guns and wolf dogs on patrol.

Johnson didnโ€™t want to trouble Federico since he noticed that when Mr. Morenza talked about his uncle, he had a lot of respect in his voice, so Johnson became even more uneasy. Even so, he still had to go over even if heโ€™s nervous. He still looked up and resisted the urge to step back and let the man look at him coldly and dangerously.

โ€œSit.โ€ Wolf pointed at the chair next to him.

The words were spoken softly, seemingly casual, but that does not mean it carried little weight.

Johnson froze. He found that Wolfโ€™s voice was very much like Federico. Does this family specialize in training their voices? They spoke differently from everyone elseโ€ฆโ€ฆ

Actually, regarding if Johnson showed up or not, Wolf didnโ€™t care. He already knew Johnsonโ€™s situation from his tutors and psychologist since he kept an eye on everything related to Federico.

โ€œYou can begin.โ€

The person standing by the living room wall immediately turned off the lights.

The surroundings suddenly became dark. Johnson hadnโ€™t reacted yet when he found that the home theater screen in the living room lit up.

A familiar piano melody burst out. It was the BGM in theใ€ŠOutcastใ€‹trailer, and Johnson was familiar because he had heard it many times. The next scene was a city immersed in the night, quiet and peaceful.

It’s that movie!

Johnson immediately became interested since he hadnโ€™t seen it yet!

To protect Johnson, Federico intentionally used the Morenza familyโ€™s name to wipe out Johnsonโ€™s participation in the later publicity, trying to dilute the protagonistโ€™s sense of presence in the early stages. Anyway, there are many Johnson Browns in the United States.

Wolf didnโ€™t have to attend the premiere since he could watch this movie at home. Johnson was not surprised, and he was quickly attracted to the main character of the symphony orchestra which was preparing for an interview on the screen.

Music spread out like magic, the playing fingertips moving like brewing a breeze under the rain, sometimes seeming like a violent thunder.

Johnson had seen this scene as he saw the actor being gradually shown. Itโ€™s really different from being on the scene. The camera and later edits seemed to unearth all of Federicoโ€™s charm.

He subconsciously turned his head. With the lights from the screen, Johnson saw Wolf look more serious than before.

โ€”โ€”so today, Mr. Morenzaโ€™s uncle wanted to watch this movie?

Johnson was a little dazed.

โ€œWhatโ€™s up?โ€ Wolfโ€™s tone revealed his dissatisfaction.

Johnson quickly turned his attention to the screen. Soon his eyes followed the โ€œprotagonistโ€ as his peaceful life was suddenly broken, disaster and monsters appeared at the same timeโ€ฆโ€ฆ then he came back to reality to see a friend die, corpses filled the streets, and the mourning people filling the city with wailing.

As the plot slowly advanced, Johnson involuntarily clenched his fingers as his expression changed with the scenes.

When the monster on the screen opened its mouth, Johnson almost jumped up and waved his arm to solve this monster. Fortunately, he restrained himself because the familiar feeling of activating his ability was not there anymore.

Wolf saw Johnsonโ€™s movements in the corner of his eyes.

Halfway through the movie, Johnsonโ€™s chair had already left its original position, because he leaned back sometimes, and sometimes canโ€™t help but lean forward to see the details. This was not the movie theater, so the chair was not fixed.

The โ€œprotagonistโ€ had a chance encounter with the American Ability Holders Bureau and was even exposed to the person in charge. He was suspected to be a wanted serial killer because one of the victims was his high school classmate.

The snippets of flashbacks were short, and the content was similar to Johnsonโ€™s actual experience, an orphan suffering from school violence. The difference was that thereโ€™s a teacher who appreciated the protagonistโ€™s musical talent and occasionally takes care of him.

Johnsonโ€™s acting skills were average, so there were naturally not many shots. The editing was also done cleverly. The stylist even gave Johnson and Federico the same red mole on their ears, coupled with the intention of the makeup artist to give them the same eyebrows (mainly to make Johnson seem like Federico) so that the two people of different ages have similar looks.

Johnson looked at the screen in a daze.

He didnโ€™t expect the final effect to be so good. The teenager who huddled in the corner and didnโ€™t speak touched the wound on his head but still carefully took the music sheets from his arms, drew keyboard keys on the window sill with chalk, then opened his hands to practice.

The light was warm as fingers skillfully jumped over the โ€œkeys.โ€ It was dark behind the boy, but in front of him was a blooming flowerbed and bright sunshine.

This โ€œfinger practiceโ€ wasnโ€™t done by Johnson since the crew found a young pianist to temporarily substitute.

Johnson was a little bit shy, but the figure of the teenager gradually grew in the memory flashbacks. The view was from the ground when the scene changed. The camera moved along with a shadow, showing a young and handsome actor standing under the school flowerbed, slender fingers stroking the old windowsill.

โ€œJohnson.โ€

The characters in the movie yelled the protagonistโ€™s name.

The teenager watching the movie trembled slightly as if he finally realized: this apocalyptic movie was a reflection of reality, and that he was linked to Federico Morenzaโ€™s fate.

Wolf stood up silently, leaving the living room where the movie was showing, but Johnson was unaware.

Outside the villa, a respectful man in a suit offered Wolf a cigar.

โ€œSir, now you can rest assured that the boy did not pose any threat to Mr. Morenza.โ€

โ€œTheir relationship is so good, isnโ€™t that a threat?โ€ Wolf said coldly. Federico almost lost his life to save this little kid. If the food in the Abandoned World didnโ€™t have special effects, Federicoโ€™s life would be ruined just by becoming a drug addict.

Wolf was among the first people who watched the movie, so even if he came out midway, he knew the following events.

โ€œThe one who played the leader of Chinaโ€™s Red Dragonโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

Wolf thought deeply with a calm face. Li Fei’s role in the first part was not much, but also a lot. It added up to about 15 minutes. After all, the main plot ofใ€ŠOutcastใ€‹was still in the United States. Wolf couldnโ€™t tell what kind of person Li Fei was from the movie, which was a little tricky.

โ€œThe information is unmistakable. Fire Demon is protected by Chinaโ€™s Dragon Team! Ah, sorry, protected by Chinaโ€™s Red Dragon.โ€ The man in the black suit was a little dizzy. Red Dragon was a codename and also the name of the secret service department. The reality was confused with the setting in the film, which was really troublesome.

โ€œHe is stress-free, very high profile, and donโ€™t care about the consequences of the filmโ€™s global release.โ€

However, the former ability holders could not wait to dig a pit to hide.

Wolfโ€™s subordinate thought about it, then offered a suggestion, โ€œMaybe heโ€™s used to becoming the focus and standing in the eyes of everyone?โ€

โ€œNo, heโ€™s fearless, bold, and has a strong ability.โ€ Wolf took a breath from the cigar. The power behind Fire Demon was undoubtedly Red Dragon, but as the person who has the idea to create a huge mysterious organization in the Abandoned World, will he fully trust the State?

โ€œThe Chinese are really hard to understand.โ€ Wolf flicked some soot. The winked subordinate immediately took out an ashtray, their timings just right.

Putting the cigar back in his mouth, Wolf suddenly said, โ€œThe day the Abandoned World disappeared, find out the video from the maritime conflict, I want to take a closer look.โ€

This kind of secret government information, people with no background would obviously find it troublesome.

Three days later, Wolf Morenza got the satellite image.

When Federico returned by private jet and opened the door, the smoke in the room looked as if thereโ€™s a fire.

โ€œCough, Uncle?โ€

After opening the ventilation for half a minute, Federico walked in again.

Wolf was facing the screen. He couldnโ€™t find any problems in the video data, but the speculation in his mind became more evident.

โ€”โ€”because the Devourer was taken away by the Abandoned World, the panic-stricken Li Fei almost collapsed, but to recover so quickly and even filming as if nothing happened while also willing to lead a normal life?

โ€œFederico, donโ€™t go to China again.โ€

โ€œHuh?โ€ Federico was puzzled.

Wolf glanced at him but didnโ€™t say that he suspected Li Fei had a distorted temperament and may even be plotting revenge. Sooner or later, big trouble would occur, so Wolf instead said his second more direct guess.

โ€œDevourer might not be dead.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

Federico had a rare guilty conscience. He didnโ€™t tell his uncle that when he was fetching Johnson, he saw Jian Hua at the airport and he just came back without saying anything.

โ€œThe Devourerโ€™s relationship with the Fire Demon is unusual.โ€ Federico awkwardly said, โ€œJohnson once heard them at nightโ€ฆโ€ฆer, when they were in the underground city of the Turkish Plateau.โ€

Wolf froze, then felt that his guess was reasonable.

Federico wasnโ€™t worried that his uncle would tell the secret just out of fear of the Devourer. He just subconsciously wanted his family and friends to stay away from that name.

โ€œActually, the Devourer is someone close to Li Fei in reality, its his stuntman. In the film, there might be some shots of him among the Chinese Dragon Team, but not with Fire Demon.โ€

Wolf became interested.

โ€œUncle?โ€

โ€œYou go rest, and weโ€™ll talk later,โ€ Wolf said in a commanding tone.

Well, thereโ€™s a new reason to watch the movie again tonight.

STB Chapter 173: Teaser
STB Chapter 175: The End
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4 thoughts on “STB Chapter 174: Review

  1. Not only is the Devourer not dead, his army of mushrooms are also back; preventing Li Fei from completely devouring the Devourer every night.

    1. IKR HAHAHA IS HE A SECRET FUDANSHI???
      the leader of one of the strongest italian mafias in the USA, a secret fudanshi LMAOOOOOOO

  2. Hm… I wonder what Wolf is looking for. Just to protect his family and get a feel for the devourer? Or rather, I’m really curious what he’s thinking!

How about something to motivate me to continue....

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