Did you see our family’s young master or not?
Once war broke out, all kinds of people started to stir, trying to take advantage amidst the chaos. On the mountain roads, there were highway bandits robbing travellers, on the rivers were pirates stopping boats, and from time to time, groups of ruthless thieves would raid villages at the mountainโs base, burning, killing, and plunderingโcommitting every imaginable crime, to the point that these acts were even more bestial than the rebel troops marching northward.
Wei He led a squad of light cavalry, chased after a group of fierce bandits all night, finally beheaded their leader beneath his horse, settled the refugees, aided the village, and just as he was returning to camp, a beggarโwho knows whence he sprangโran up and knelt before Wei Heโs horse, refusing to move unless Wei He brought him back to camp.
A subordinate officer came to take a look and whispered, โHeโs just a madman, and has been lingering around here for days. Whenever a military officer passes, he rushes up like this, sayingโฆ heโs looking for someone. General Wei, perhaps youโd best just shoo him aside.โ
Wei He: โโฆโ
Min Xuefei and the other commanders were pondering military strategy around the sand table in the tent, while Lian Zhi sat at his leisure drinking tea from a small porcelain cup. Three or four young eunuchs circled about: one massaged his legs, another kneaded his shoulders, and another fanned him. It looked less like an expedition and more like a springtime outing. The whole scene angered the generals, who kept giving Min Xuefei hints to get rid of this troublemaker.
Just as they were discussing where to set an ambush, Wei He lifted the tent flap and came in, tossing a bloody head inside, terrifying the eunuchs who scattered with shouts. The head rolled to Lian Zhiโs feet. He calmly lifted his foot and kicked it back, displeased: โWhat bad luck.โ
Min Xuefei glanced affectionately at Lian Zhiโs foot, โSuperintendent Lian says itโs bad luckโwhy donโt you throw it out?โ
Wei He booted the head from the tent as if kicking a ball, then reported on the bandit suppression, and finally mentioned the mad beggar: โThe fellowโs insane, kneeling in front of my horse! I threw him away, and he ran back again, and chased after our horse troop, refusing to leave. He even tied himself to a horseโs leg, saying he was looking for someone. I had no choice butโฆ to bring him back.โ
Min Xuefei stepped outside the tent and, from afar, saw the so-called mad beggar pulling at his grimy hair, clutching at the hands of the guards at the camp gate. With brows raised, Min Xuefei walked closer to have a look, with Wei He following behind, grumbling the whole way about how reckless the beggar was, blocking the horses and nearly being kicked to death.
As they got closer, Wei He mused, โHe says his name is Su, Su, Suโฆโ
Min Xuefei: โSu Ting.โ
โYes, thatโs it!โ Wei He clapped his hands, then paused, โWaitโฆ General, you know him?โ
Su Ting suddenly raised his head and, seeing Min Xuefei, looked as if heโd just met a long-lost acquaintance, eyes brimming with tears, all but throwing himself forward to sob. Fortunately, Min Xuefei stepped aside; otherwise, his snowy white robes would have been stained.
โMaster Min! Youโre here!โ Su Ting wiped his eyes anxiously, โHave you seen our young master?โ
Min Xuefei, seeing the genuine emotion in his tears, couldnโt help but feel sympathetic as well. He shook his head and sighed, โI have not. How is it that you are here?โ
Su Ting, never doubting him, became all the more sorrowful at the words: โOur young master left for Chunan and hasnโt been heard from since. Jin Youting, too, was searched by the Imperial clan. I sneaked out through a dog holeโฆ Now the young lord has been imprisoned, and our young master is missing. With the land in chaos, how can I answer the young lord in the future!โ
โI knew this would happen. If Iโd fought to the death back then, I never would have let young master leave for Chunan! And now, they say our young master was seen being taken away by soldiers, but no one knows whose troops they wereโฆโ The more he spoke, the more anxious he became, frightening himself nearly to death, โCould it be the rebels?! Our young master is delicateโif captured by rebels, heโll surely be tortured. What should I do?โ
โItโs all my fault! I never should have let the young master go off alone. Before leaving, he told me to look after the house, but now Jin Youting is lost, the Sanyu Tower is lost, and worst of all, I’ve lost the young master too! This is a disaster. If the young lord hears of it, heโll surely cough up blood in anger!โ Su Ting slapped himself several times, โIโm useless, useless!โ
โโฆโ Min Xuefei watched, afraid the recriminations would drive him to suicide, and quickly ordered Wei He, โTake him to a side tent. Tell the men Iโve caught his little loyal servant.โ
โWhat are you doing!โ Su Ting was lifted by hands and feet, startled into rambling, โMaster Min! What are you doing! Military law forbids killing medics! Donโt do thisโat least let me stay to treat your wounded! I can treat injuries! Master Min! General Min!โ
Ji Hong was reading in the tent when, all at once, a black heap was thrown inside, which rolled and unfurled into a person.
Su Ting scrambled to his feet, about to storm out and protest, when he suddenly caught a familiar scentโthe incense that Jin Youting always burned at home. In a rush, he looked up and saw the man sitting on the small couch. He froze, then, seeing the iron chain around the manโs ankle, immediately felt a wave of sorrow and fell at his feet in apology: โYoung lord! Su Ting has failed you! Su Ting is useless!โ
Ji Hong: โโฆโ
Su Ting wept, โJin Youting has been searched, Sanyu Tower sealed, and now, even the young masterโs whereabouts are unknown. I searched all the way from Chunan, but thereโs been no word at allโIโm afraid the rebels have taken him!โ
Ji Hong opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, his brows faintly furrowed.
But Su Ting took this as a sign of guilt and distress, hastily knocking his head on the ground: โMy life belongs to the young master and to you, young lord! Even if I must enter fire or blade, Iโll charge into the rebel camp to save him!โ
Ji Hong struggled, โ…No need.โ
Su Ting immediately pledged, โIf I canโt save the young master, may I die without burial!โ
Someone lifted the tent flap and entered, โ…Su Ting?โ
Su Ting, overcome with misery, cried, โI even hear the young master calling meโhe must be suffering terribly in the rebelsโ hands, waiting for us to save him! Young master, you wait, Iโll find a way into the rebelsโ camp and get you outโฆโ He turned his head and saw a pair of small brocade boots. Looking up the pant leg, Su Ting was stunned.
Yu Jinnian was carrying a tray of food and asked, puzzled, โWhat are you doing here? And looking like thisโignoring me calling you, saying youโre off to save someoneโฆ Why are you crying?โ
He set down the tray and tried to wipe Su Tingโs face, but instead got caught up in Su Tingโs wild sobbing hug.
He glanced at Ji Hong, who could only shake his head helplessly.
The culprit, General Min, was meanwhile drinking tea in the main tent.
By day, Yu Jinnian worked as a military doctor in the wounded barracks, also in charge of training a few new imperial physiciansโall children of respected families, with ancestral lines in the imperial medical bureau. Their scholarly background was sufficient, but practical experience lacking, especially on the battlefield. Soldiers here seldom suffered minor ailments; it was mostly bleeding wounds from blades, everything blood-soaked.
Fortunately, the armies had not yet clashed with Yan Changโs forces, or there would have been even more casualties.
That afternoon, when Yu Jinnian finished his duties in the wounded barracks, he finally had time to check on Ji Hong. By chance, while fetching water with the wounded, he discovered a patch of wild sweet potato vines growing on a nearby slope, and after digging them up, found several plump roots.
The army lacked refined foodstuffs, but one had to make doโhe could not let Ji Hong starve. So he dug them all up, steamed them in a pot, mashed them into paste, and made Yuyan Cake. The ancients once said, โSlice several pieces of jade, steep them in a hundred-flower fragrance,โ which was praise for the fresh delicacy of Yuyan Cake.
Yu Jinnian was bringing the steamed Yuyan Cake back when he ran into Su Ting, whoโd been tricked by Min Xuefei, wailing about rescuing him from the rebels.
He didnโt know how Su Ting had survived these days, ending up so filthy, and even if the Sanyu Tower was sealed, it hardly seemed he needed to fall to such a state. Hungry, Su Ting wolfed down the entire tray of Yuyan Cake intended for Ji Hong, and gulped down a bellyful of cold water before recounting his journey.
It turned out the outside world had descended into chaos, with bandits every few miles. No sooner had Su Ting arrived at Chunan than he was robbed clean, and Yu Jinnianโs group had already moved out. Making his way south, he was nearly captured by bandits several times, nearly killed more than once, and thus drifted among the refugees, asking about Yu Jinnianโs whereabouts. Only after much hardship did he reach this place, where a peasantโs family told him they had seen Yu Jinnian with some soldiers. That was how he caught Wei Heโs horse and took his chance.
Who would have thought his luck would bring him straight into Min Xuefeiโs camp?
Yu Jinnian fetched another tray of Yuyan Cake, this time reserved for Ji Hong, and asked someone to heat two coarse cakes, filling them with side dishes, finally stuffing the โmad beggarโ Su Ting full.
With the outside world so dangerous, and the Sanyu Tower in the capital shuttered, it was impossible to send Su Ting back. Otherwise, someone as frail as Su Ting might not survive the journey.
Luckily, the wounded barracks needed help, and his arrival was timely.
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As expected, Yan Changโs Yue army marched under the banner of โsaving the nation from peril.โ
Just after floods and plague had passed, with people displaced, wild bones lying in heapsโhe needed only show slight grace to easily win the fame of a virtuous prince, making the slow arrival of relief from the court seem inadequate. The rebels overran Shanzhou, Fengzhou, Lingchang and other places, winning most battles, their morale soaring. Now they gathered at Ju River to set camp, their numbers vast, each tent lit by a small campfire so that Ju Riverโs waters glowed red as if burning.
The court issued three edicts: one for a self-accusation by the Emperor, one for the investigation of the Ji family, and one to placate the disaster-stricken people. None made the Yue troops withdraw. Yan Chang declared that unless the Emperor awoke and ordered the extermination of the traitorous Ji family, he would march north to depose the king.
Expected as it was, it still angered the Emperor so much that he suffered a fit in court and smashed his inkstone.
When there was no more pretense and enmity was laid bare, all that remained was civil war.
Yu Xu, hair loose, sprawled at his feet, obediently cradling a pear. With no knife in hand and disliking pear skins, he could only roll it in his palms and mutter, โDetermined to destroy the Ji familyโwho knows if itโs for the country or for himselfโฆโ
Yan Chang put down his brush. โWhat I want, I always get.โ
Yu Xu crawled up his leg, entreating, โWhat about me? If you get him, will you let me go?โ
Yan Chang glanced down at the youth at his feet, pushed the little tray on the couch aside, flipped the youth over, tore off the garment heโd just put on, and regardless of the bruises already marring his skin and wrists, clamped his hand around Yu Xuโs neck and forced himself brutally on him: โIn this princeโs tent, without my permission, who allowed you to speak?โ
The yellow pear rolled off, hitting the table.
Yu Xu fell silent, eyes brimming with tears from the pain. When finished, he wordlessly dressed, wrapped himself in his robe, stepped off the couch barefoot, bent to pick up the now-bruised pear, then turned and asked, โCan I borrow a knife to peel thisโฆโ
โGet out.โ
โโฆโ Yu Xu stuffed the pear in his chest and quietly left the tent.
Outside, soldiers clustered around the campfire, passing around a little flask of tasteless spirits. Seeing him come out, they turned to gawk; the camp was all burly men, rarely seeing someone so delicate in expensive silk, looking more like a girl.
The tent was thin-walled; every sound inside was easily heard. They looked at him like a courtesan at a brothel, not a shred of respect, some even whistling and asking, โFive coppers for a feel of your thigh?โ
Yu Xu knew this was no favor. Yan Chang, though he had him day and night, lavishing food and clothing, did not truly let him hold favor. True favor looked like Yu Jinnianโsโcherished by Young Heir Ji, doted on, protected in his very heart, never suffering even in the rain. Not like him, driven out at night for the whole camp to laugh at.
But what did he know? Yu Jinnianโs relationship wasnโt petting eitherโit was true feeling, life-and-death commitment, โwhat in the world is love?โ
At heart, though, he only wanted someone to dote on him like that.
The soldiers harassed him regularly, knowing Yan Chang would not defend him. In the past, Yu Xu would curse back viciously, threatening to gouge out eyeballs and tongues. But tonight, barefoot, he walked over and instead asked if the five coppers would buy him a peeled pear.
The men, stunned, soon dragged him together into an empty tent in the shadows.
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โHurry up, or someone will see!โ
โSo what if they do? Brothers wonโt tellโwho dares? Him? Bah, this slutโs fair and soft!โ
โLike tofuโsmooth as anything! I can say Iโve slept with a noblewoman.โ
โOver your dead body, itโs a guy, just so you know!โ
Yu Xu got up and, searching among the straw, looked for his lost pear. The tent was pitch dark, and his hands only found loose coins. Muttering curses, he heard rustling and a hesitant voice: โAreโฆ are you looking for this?โ
Yu Xu turned and saw a lowly soldier holding out the round pear, โWhat, you want five coppers too?โ He lay back. โFine, but you have to peel my pear. I want to eat it.โ
The soldier hesitated, then edged closer, only to jump away in fear after almost sitting on Yu Xuโs sleeve, explaining frantically, โI have a friend, much more skilledโheโs a platoon leader now. Iโm just on corpse dutyโฆ He told me thereโd be fun here, so I cameโฆ I see you a lot! Youโre always in the princeโs tent, reading at night, singingโฆโ When Yu Xu rolled his eyes, he fell silent, then whispered, โYouโre beautiful, like the yellow birds on the tree by my home.โ
โAre you stupid?โ Yu Xu kicked him to the ground, โI donโt have time for birds by your door! Either pay five coppers to show me your bird, or get out!โ
The soldier tore open a hidden seam in his underclothes, pulled out five copper coins, and gave them to Yu Xu, then sat so close he could gaze his fill, before removing his shoes and socks.
From his socks, he produced a gold-and-silver-inlaid dagger adorned with pearls.
With it, he began to peel the pear, chatting: โMy daggerโs a trophy from some corrupt officialโs house! Gold stacked to the rafters!โ He exaggerated, arms wide to indicate the size of the stacks and the brightness of the pearls, eyes sparkling. โDonโt tell anyoneโI kept it for myself. Someday, after the war, Iโll use it to get a wife as pretty as you. If not for the draft, Iโd be learning storytelling now.โ
โโฆโ Yu Xu ignored him, and the soldier just kept talking and peeling.
Eventually, the story and the pear were both finished. He wiped the knife, stowed it in his boot, then, as Yu Xu gnawed on the sweet fruit, said quietly, โYou shouldnโt do this. If the prince finds out, youโll die! If you need money, take mineโbut donโt come here again.โ
For once, someone honored a promise and peeled him a pear. Yu Xu took a biteโthe sweet juice filled his mouth. โSweet?โ
The soldier grinned, โIf youโre unhappy, come to the little gray tent in the northeast corner; Iโll tell you stories. My nameโs Yuan Gui.โ
Yu Xu thought he must really be a foolโhe spent five coins and did nothing. Eating the last bite, he tossed the core, ignored the coins on the floor, and left with only Yuan Guiโs five coins in his fist.
Outside, more soldiers lurking for โfunโ stared in disappointment. Yu Xu spat curses: โWhat are you looking at! Get lostโall of you! Or Iโll have you down on the front lines as meat shields tomorrow! Lose your arms, your wives will cuddle the dogs for comfortโnow scram!โ
The disappointed men scattered.
Yu Xu looked back as the soldier followed him out. He cursed, โIdiot! You scram too!โ
