No one in this world could make Amos yield.
Except, perhaps, a tear-streaked Little Chu Zao.
Amos was on one knee, kneeling before the sobbing, breathless child.
He was silent for a long time before sighing.
โDaddy is fine.โ
Amos had made many crucial decisions beforeโlike resolving the interstellar beast crisis that once threatened the galaxy, or confronting the massive empires that tried to invade Holy Cas territoryโฆ Later, the crises were all resolved; even the vast empire nearest Holy Cas had long since collapsed.
But now, he found himself at a loss.
His little cub, shaking with tears like a lost young beast who couldn’t find his way, was finally swallowed up by anxiety.
โDon’t cry.โ
Amos reached out, cupped the little one’s cheeks, and gently wiped away his tears with his fingertips.
โYou’re a good baby, and good babies don’t cry.โ
Amosโs halo crown floated above his head as he soothed him.
Though Amosโs state was off, his halo crown still looked powerful: thick foundation with ornate branches like lush leaves.
Amos held the little oneโs face.
โLook, Zao Zao, Daddy can stay with you for a very long time.โ
Amos knew he couldn’t hide it, so he simply let the child see.
Even though the crown was shattering faster and faster, the Hymn Organizationโwho had ruined so many immortal speciesโ mythsโhad clearly underestimated him.
Amosโs desire to live had never been stronger than at this moment.
Especially when the little cub looked at his crown, then took off his own, comparing them strand by strand, yet still looked at Amos with tears in his eyes.
โBut, butโitโs still brokenโright here, a huge piece is goneโBabaโฆโ
The cub tried to hold back, but the tears still kept falling. He put his own halo back, reached out to try to fix Amosโsโplus there was that bitter scent again, stronger than ever. Zao Zao didnโt like it, didnโt like it one bit, didnโt want that smell on Baba at all.
Not even the sweet fruitโusually the cubโs favoriteโcould cover it. The little one sobbed, his own halo flashing rapidly; in that instant, the cub grew briefly dizzy, but it didnโt affect him much. Amos thought maybe Little Chu Zao had just cried too hard, suddenly catching his breath.
But when faced with the little cubโs reaching hand,
Amos dodged sideways, making his own crown instantly disappear.
Amos had never seen Little Chu Zao with so many tears.
The little one was used to crying in secret, showing strength in front of others to avoid being bullied. Even when Amos found him on the mining planet, heโd only sobbed quietly in Amosโs arms.
Never had he been this sad.
The commotion had drawn attention.
In the hallway, Butler Mori dared not approach, while Anya and Frey stood in their own doorways, not stepping out but watching closely.
โBabaโโ
The little one was already a tear-stained mess, his hand caught in Amosโs grip.
โListen, Zao Zao.โ
Amos gazed at the child.
โMaking you anxious again is Daddyโs fault for not being thorough, but you see, Daddy will be with you for a long time yet. Donโt cry anymore, or when the system checks, itโll want to find you a new daddy. Trust Daddy, alright?โ
Amosโs tone was soft and gentle.
He had rarely shown such affection before.
Little Chu Zaoโs crying quieted, though tears still fell.
But again, exhaustion overwhelmed him.
โOkay.โ
He was still choking on sobs, his milky voice hoarse.
โZao Zao, Zao Zao trusts Baba.โ
โGood.โ
Amos managed a small smile.
โSo, shall we go to sleep?โ
The cub looked at him, tears still brimming.
Amos thought for a moment, but in the end didnโt take the child back to his own room.
Instead, he carried the little one to the side of the bed.
He rarely slept with anyone else.
Only recently had he made an exception for this little cub.
He set the little one on the inside of the bed. The small figure instantly turned over, big eyes gazing at him.
He still anxiously gripped the sheet.
Come to think of itโ
With everything happening, theyโd had little time to notice or fulfill many of the childโs needs.
A five-year-old Crown Clan memberโeven Amos remembered how, when he was young, heโd keep a favorite model weapon at his pillow to sleep.
But the little cub had none of that.
He didnโt seem to have anything of his own and was used to curling up like a little shrimp every night.
Amos suddenly realized something.
He fetched one of his uniforms from the closet. He removed every badge and metal accessory, even the buttons, found some decorative ribbons from old clothes, and, relying on a memory of a rough how-to he’d seen about making a bear plush from rags, awkwardly tied together a rather unattractive rag-bear.
Round teddy ears were fixed in place, tied securely, the head rounded, but it had no facial features. Amos had wanted to do more with the body, but it just wasnโt working, so he left itโnow it looked like a ghost-bear.
Little Chu Zao lay on the bed watching him.
Big eyes blinking.
Still with tears.
Amos came over and handed the makeshift ghost-bear to the little one.
โItโs so late. If you decide what you like, let Mori prepare it tomorrow, okay? Want to try sleeping with this?โ
The bundle of not-so-soft fabric was tucked in the little oneโs arms; he blinked, his babyish cheek nuzzling the bear, and he could smell Amosโs scent. Slowly, he squeezed the bear tighter.
He was so small, but Amosโs clothes so bigโso the bear ended up quite large for the child.
His little feet tangled around it, hugging it close.
Half his face was hidden behind the bear as he still peered at Amos.
โHe seemed to like it.
Amos breathed a sigh of relief.
He then got on the bed, too. With the cub hugging the ghost-bear, another hug from Amos would have been uncomfortable.
He wasnโt picky with his sleeping position, lying on his side against the headboard, covering the cub in a blanket, and spreading his snow-white wings loosely over him, engulfing the child in his aura.
โIf Baba doesnโt feel wellโhe has to tell Zao Zao.โ
The cub, after such a thorough cry, grew calmer, his voice muffled and weak.
But soon, he seemed too exhausted, his halo above dimming slowly.
His breathing grew steady.
Heโd finally fallen asleep.
Amos exhaled.
There was a quiet knock at the door.
Freyโs voice came: โZao Zao okay?โ
โHeโs fine, go to bed.โ
Amos replied, and felt a rare fatigue himself, closed his eyes, and soon entered dark dreams.
The blood and carnage that had often haunted him did not appear this time.
Nor did the countless breaking crowns in his mind.
Instead, hazily, he saw a little figure sitting among flames.
Soft black curls partly hiding his faceโ
Amos instinctively took a step forward.
The cub in the flames slowly looked upโit was Zao Zaoโholding a freshly patched halo, surrounded by a heap of broken ones.
โBabaโโ
The tender, weak little voice; above, the small golden halo wobbled as if about to fade. In the next instant, as Amosโs pupils widened slightly, the beautiful golden halo began to fractureโ
Boomโ
A blast of mental strength blew the window open.
Cold wind swept in. The palaceโs AI system instantly detected the change and quickly shut the window.
โHonored Majesty, do you require assistance?โ
The machine-voice in the quiet night sounded hollow.
Amos instinctively checked on the cub by his side.
Heโd been dazed for a second or two, thinking it just an odd dream.
But then, he saw the little oneโs flushed face, clenched eyes, beads of sweat falling from his brow. He was burning hot and trembling, weakly callingโโBabaโฆโ
โZao Zao!โ
The Dwight palace was suddenly ablaze with light in the middle of the night.
Anya and Frey were jolted awake, sitting on the sofa as Amos sat across from them.
Amosโs black hair was rarely so tousled; Little Chu Zaoโs hair seemed to take after him, both father and son with wild curls when unkempt.
Amos was in pajamas, the collar stained with the sweat from picking up the child. He wore a blank face, staring forward, fists slowly clenching.
In the other room, the emergency medical team was at work, the little cub lying there, worrying everyone with no sign of waking.
The living room was oddly quiet.
But just looking at Amosโs face, one could sense his fury.
โYour Majesty.โ
The medical group was split in two: one for the mental strength, one for the physical condition.
Everyone was exceptionally tense, as the last exam of the little oneโs health had been so poor.
The mental strength team came first.
Their faces were hesitant.
โHis Highnessโs mental strength looks fine overall, but the numbers keep risingโit’s odd.โ
Normally, Crown Clan mental strength increases steadily with age, eventually peaking, but never rises so quicklyโespecially since Little Chu Zaoโs numbers had been stable for a long time.
โIs it because I showed him my crown?โ
Amos got up, went to the doorway, looking at the sickly cub inside, and asked in a deep voice.
โI didnโt let him touch it.โ
He had thought he was being extremely careful, so why was there still a problem?
Never having cared for a cub before, and now that this one weighed more and more in his heart, Amos was even more anxious.
โThis isnโt certain, but if so, weโre beginning to understand what unique attributes His Highnessโs mental strength hasโโ
The treatment team explained.
โThereโs a possibility itโs the stuff of legendโmanipulation, possibly even transformation.โ
If this were true, it would explain why Little Chu Zao could touch other Crown Clan membersโ mental strength crowns, and why his mental strength weapon could change othersโ emotions; his rarified, near-mythical mental strength traits could influence the life-critical crowns of the Crown Clan.
โWe suspect His Highness was simply too young. The first time he patched Meilunโs crown, then used his own strength to repair it, he was already weak and couldnโt recoverโwhich is why he chewed Meilunโs weapon. Later, helping Kaman, His Highness became exhausted due to too short a gap before recovery. This time he may have adjusted Your Majestyโs own mental strength, forcing himself to do even more.โ
They turned to look inside again.
โUnder harsh conditions, life will advance and adapt. Majesty, we checked you too, your mental state is stabilizing. If His Highnessโs physical condition is fine, then that confirms it.โ
This was nothing short of a miracle for the Crown Clanโno, perhaps even a divine sign.
โYour Majesty!โ
The other medical team, seeing the results, relaxed and quickly reportedโ
โMajesty! His Highnessโs vitals have improved since beforeโthere’s no damage to his body!โ
Frey and Anya were stunned.
Amos pressed: โNo effect on his health?โ
โYes, your Majesty.โ
The medicโs hands were trembling.
On this calm night, it seemed they had witnessed a new chapter in Holy Cas Empireโs history.
Beyond the window, the crimson flag that had fallen at night seemed to billow ever onward.
โHis Highness is just too young. Donโt patch crowns again back to backโhe wonโt recover.โ
โBut heโs feverish now.โ
โWith mental strength this active, thatโs normal. May last a few days. With this level of activity, His Highness may have disordered memory, slow reactions, but once he stabilizes, he’ll be fine.โ
The team hesitated a bit.
โBut this level of mental energy, weโve never seen before in one so young.โ
They had endless Crown Clan data, but this situation was new to them.
It felt as ifโ
As ifโ
โUhhโฆโ
Little Chu Zao finally woke, groggily sitting up, flushed face, looking dazed, his mind in chaos, blinking sad big eyes.
โI feel badโโ
He seemed to be searching faces, but ended up shrinking away in fear.
Atop Little Chu Zaoโs head, the golden crown started to glow, then tremble faintly.
Everyone tensed.
They saw the mental strength crownโsupposedly fixed at birth for the Crown Clanโslowly form a new, golden, star-bright branch.
Little Chu Zao just felt his brain blank out, memories jumbling, making him sluggish, not recognizing people, but somehow he found Amos. He wasn’t really processing who it was, but on instinct, he reached out.
โZao Zaoโฆ feels bad, want a hug, hug Zao Zaoโโ
Amos froze for two seconds, then walked quickly to hug the little one, checking his crown, where the golden new branch was vibrant and growing.
Little Chu Zao seemed to recognize Amos.
He was still slow, dulled.
โBabaโฆ Zao Zao, whatโs wrong?โ
Amos thought for a moment. He himself didnโt quite knowโcould that crown really grow?
He held the little one.
โYou grew a new halo.โ
Cub, youโve got more brain now!
The dazed cub, amid muddled flashbacks, also heard countless painful cries from throughout the royal court. Everything was foggy, but hearing this, he cocked his head slowly, a big question mark practically popping above it.
Huh?
*
After all that trouble and with a fever, the little cub slowly drifted back to sleep.
Everything seemed to be moving in a direction theyโd never dared hope for.
But Amos was still tense as ever.
He simply couldn’t sleep, keeping watch.
Anya and Frey were awake too, digesting the news.
Had the Crown Clanโs ruin been halted by this little cub?
Centuries of despair suddenly felt easierโleaving a sense of strange emotion.
Something like relief, numbness, and bewilderment all at once.
When Little Chu Zao woke again, he was still dazed and wooden.
Feverish still, a cooling pad on his forehead, his pale face tinged with red, sitting on the sofa staring ahead.
Then, he was scooped into Amosโs arms.
Frey and Anya gathered around.
Little Chu Zaoโs mind was chaotic. Amos stuffed a bottleโs nipple into his mouth. The cub bit down instinctively, suckled some sweet milk, then looked at Amos and spat out the nipple.
โWantโฆโ
His baby voice was weak, probably because of agitated mental strength and his brain still โgrowing.โ He wasnโt very hungry, but for some reason, he suddenly reached out his little hand, gesturing to Amos.
โThatโโ
โWhat?โ Amos gently asked, looking down.
The little one seemed to have a bit of trouble expressing.
โThis bigโthatโholdโโ
He gestured anxiously, soft as cotton, looking up at Amos expectantly.
Something to hold?
Amos pondered.
He had Mori bring over the ghost-bear the cub had abandoned after developing a fever yesterday.
Thatโs what Little Chu Zao wanted; he reached for it, only relaxing when the bear was in his arms.
โWhatโs that?โ
Frey and Anya both looked over.
Bewildered by the ugly little bear.
Amos held the cub, attempting to work the bottleโs nipple into his mouth another way, and answered coldly, โGhost bear.โ
โWhat ghost bear? Whereโs that from? This rough fabric isn’t fit for kids, is it? Letโs swap it outโuse a pillow for nowโฆโ
Anya reached for a throw pillow.
โI made it.โ
And was shot down by Amos before he finished.
Anya: โฆ
But Amos did agree the uniform’s cloth was too rough to cuddle with always.
He took the pillow, meaning to trade out the ghost-bear from the cubโs grasp.
The little cub seemed off in his own world, pale with a rosy flush, cooling pad on his forehead, clutching the bear tightlyโuntil it was tugged away.
In that moment, the little cubโs crown flashed.
Golden, childlike mental strength brushed against his familyโs strength, making their crowns appear.
Several images and fragments flashed through their mindsโ
The little cub found a soft toy that another angel cub ahead had dropped.
He instinctively hugged it, curious and cherishing it, butโ
He spoke hesitantly: โNot Zao Zaoโs.โ
In the end, Little Chu Zao struggled to flap his wings, caught up to the other angel cub and his parent, returning the toy.
But before he’d flown far, still foraging nearbyโ
He heardโ
โDonโt play with that anymore, itโs dirty, and was brought back by that little oneโwe canโt be sure if his mutation will affect other angels; best to destroy it.โ
The little cub peeked out from the shrubbery.
Watched as the toy he so cherished, though not his, was burned to ashes with a bit of magic.
The little cub blinked, watching, then slowly drew back in.
Itโs okayโ
It wasnโt Zao Zaoโsโฆ
โฆIf Zao Zao hadnโt picked it up or returned it, would it not have been burnedโฆ?
His little wings drooped, and he continued looking for fruit in the grass.
The sunset cast lonely rays on the cub.
The adults snapped back to themselves.
They exchanged glancesโrealizing at that moment, they had all seen it.
Not a hallucination nor despair-fueled dream.
And now, too, the cub was slowly loosening his grip.
Looking at the ugly ghost-bear.
โโฆNot Zao Zaoโsโฆโ
He murmured softly.
Itโs okay.
Zao Zao, itโs okay.
The tiny cub slowly let go.
But in the next second, the rough, unsuitable bear was stuffed back into his arms.
Amos quickly denied the cubโs murmur: โIt is Zao Zaoโs.โ
The cub looked up, repeating, โIt is Zao Zaoโs?โ
โYes, itโs Zao Zaoโs.โ
At last, he hugged the ghost-bear tightly again, staring at Amos with big, round eyes; after a moment, his attention was caught by something else.
He hugged the bear, struggling to get up.
Amos stayed put, letting the feverish little one clumsily stand with his ghost-bear, reaching out to help.
He wasn’t sure if the little one was all there, as heโd been confused and slow ever since his fever started, not even recognizing people clearly.
Now the cub fixed his gaze on Amosโs crown.
As if confirming something.
Amos remembered the crying the previous night, and lowered his head.
โSee, it’s fine nowโitโs just like yesterday, isnโt it?โ
Then the cub, still holding the bear, looked around, andโdemonstrating epic filial pietyโchomped right onto Amosโs halo, with all the force a cub could musterโ
Anya, Frey: !!!
Amos: โฆ?
Heโs leveled upโheโs really biting Amosโs โbrainโ now!
