Lien could not understand.
Lien was pondering where things had gone wrongโ
But most of all, why could this cub speak directly into his head?!
At this moment, hiding in a corner, Lien was both dishevelled and bleak, hugging his head in doubtโ
No, probably it was just like this. He was familiar with every good hiding spot, and after returning to Holy Cas, had put plenty of effort into that.
He always habitually mastered every dead end and corner of each location, and thatโs how he found this spot.
So probably it was just talkโ
No one could find him.
He could organize his bad mood here and suppress everything.
โHey? Anybody there? Can you hear me? Iโm Zao Zaoโโ
Lien: โฆSo why, exactly, is this happening?!
Meanwhile, in the Holy Cas royal court.
Little Chu Zao was sitting on the bed in pajamas.
Frey came back with water to find the little oneโs wings folded forward, curled up on the bed, holding his golden crown, mumbling softly.
โWhatโs wrong?โ
Frey asked, handing the cup to the cub.
Chu Zao set the halo on his knees, took the cup with both hands, gulped down half, then, with messy curls and sleepy eyes, looked at Frey: โThank you, uncle.โ
His babyish voice was so soft it could melt anyoneโs heart.
Frey agreed, then heard Chu Zao speak again.
โUncle, can we go out now?โ
โWhy?โ
The cub looked down at the little crown on his knees. In the warm lamplight of the night, his eyes gleamed slightly as he stared at that dejected strand of spiritual energy.
From before, it was obviousโamong the Crown Clan, few had been โbotheredโ by the cub.
If nothing was wrong, he wasnโt the kind of cub to disturb people.
But now, the spiritual thread twining the cubโs crown conveyed a mood as if about to cry, not wanting to be found, while pitifully clutching the cubโs crown, flickering and unstableโobviously very unsteady.
โSo, so pitiful.
Baba told Zao Zao:
When you meet a problem, solve it.
Zao Zao clambered out of bed, holding his little halo like a compass, looking at Frey.
โUncle, please take Zao Zao to help. Letโs find him, patch up his halo, and he wonโt feel so bad anymore.โ
Frey studied Chu Zaoโjudging logically, the sad Crown Clan member was probably Lien?
Outside the court, where Amos moved with careful efficiency, Frey sent him a message.
โWhatโs the matter?โ
Feeney, trailing Amos, glanced over at the news.
โZao Zao woke up. Wants to go out.โ
Amos answered offhandedly.
โAny updates from the Northern Free Federation?โ
โJust got wordโXijin, as suspected, has been dealt with. Too weak, not what we expected from a top Hymn Organization leader. Anya tracked down a Hymn starship with some conversations between Cheng Xuan and the organizationโ Second brother, honestly, the Hymn Organization just wants long-lived races extinct. If it didnโt concern the Crown Clan, theyโd hardly conflict with the Holy Cas future plan.โ
Feeney smiled, but his scarlet eyes stayed cold and distant, a longbow in his hand, fresh blood splattered on his face.
โThough, one thingโthe young princess of the Northern Free Federation doesnโt get along with Xijin, always at odds even before today. She didnโt stick with the Federationโs party tonight.โ
Amos turned his head.
โOnly one starship left Holy Cas in a hurry tonightโa Holy Chalice Clan ship.โ
โExactly. We just got word, the princessโs โnew friendโ tonight was the young chief of the Holy Chalice Clan, traced already. If needed, we can give chase anytime. Their starshipโs not fast, and with the Chalice Clanโs current stateโโ
Feeney drew his bowstring.
An arc of silver-black light flared from his fingertips, piercing the sky in a blink.
โLooks like the Chalice Clan chief is asking us to take care of their legacy.โ
โNo rush,โ
Amos decided to finish Holy Casโs internal business first.
Nextโ
was Cheng Xuan.
Amos turned, walking a few steps, pausing to look back at Feeney.
โStick to Feiman.โ
Feeney: ?
โWhy?โ
Amos was perfectly calm: โBecause I donโt trust you either.โ
These days, whenever Amos looked at Feeney, he always got the feeling Feeney was seconds from chaos.
Feeney, bow still drawn, froze: โEh, whatโ?โ
Talk about trust issuesโjust look at Feeney.
*
Where Lien was.
The noise in his mind faded; he let out a long breath, tucked away in a cramped, well-screened corner, all but invisible from outside.
He slumped, limp, into the nook.
He glanced up at the sky, then down, letting his mind go blank.
His crown glowed dimly on his head, edges slowly fragmenting.
It didnโt feel good, but he thought he could still tough it out.
He could hold onโfor a day or two before asking the cub to help, it wasnโt too late.
Before returning, heโd been away from Holy Cas so long.
Everything, people included, had changed far too much.
He recalled Clansis as heโd beenโ
โIf a Crown Clan must bear this alone, I donโt want all the doubts aimed at my child.โ
The old Emperor Clansis under the stars, his scarlet eyes veering on madnessโClansis had been a great ruler, countless people chasing after him.
But by then, Prince Solan had been gone for some time, and Clansisโs actions grew ever more radical, though grief always lingered in his eyes.
โIโll do whatever needs to be doneโitโs enough if I take the blame. Amos will be the last Crown Clan emperor, also the most glorious there will ever be. As for the Holy Cas Empire, all we can do is stop hereโฆ Lien, can you understand me?โ
Yes, I understand.
โDonโt interfere. Control your feelings. Be an outsider, guide the plan, pass my wishes to Amos.โ
Yes, he was always meant to stand by, let humanity grow after the Crown Clan, let go. Both for Holy Cas and for the Crown Clanโwhen all his old friends had gone, he was like a homeless ghost adrift, nowhere to belong.
Lien let out a deep breath.
Itโs okay.
Heโd soon have those feelings under control.
Once the cub fixed his crown, heโd slip quietly away; all the plans of their time should be changed now. He knew it. Maybe next time, he wouldnโt even have a reason to come backโdie out there, for Holy Cas, for the Crown Clan, and then sleep in the depths of space with his beloved friends and kinโ
Just give me one night, he thought, to pack it all away and become that hidden shadow Crown once moreโฆ
A rustling sound arose.
Lien stiffened.
No, notโฆ right?
He tried to convince himself not to look up.
โCanโt see me, canโt see me, canโt see meโฆโ
A very soft cub voice sounded.
โUncle, look, thereโโ
โOh.โ
That was Freyโs voice.
โThereโs Grandpa Lien.โ
The little cubโs sweet, sleepy tone.
โWhy wonโt Grandpa look up?โ
Lien: So WHY?! Why did you find me?!
Go, go! Let me have some peace alone!!
โIs heโฆcrying?โ
The cub wondered quietly.
Lienโs facade broke, and he jerked his head up.
โCrying? No, donโt be silly. And whyโd you come here?! Isnโt that weird?โ Wait, I meant to ask, why are you holding your crown? And pointing it at me? What does that mean?!โ
Lien didnโt knowโthere was a spiritual thread wrapped around the cubโs crown, which had tracked its way here and linked up with Lienโs crown.
Frey, carrying the cub, stepped forward. In truth, Frey and Lien were well acquaintedโold friends of their strict father, Lien had visited Dwight Palace more than most.
But few could truly get along with someone like Lien.
The little one met Lienโs gaze, crown returning to his head, tiny hand reaching for Lienโs crown.
For a split second, Lienโs hair stood on end.
So this was how they repaired crowns??
Wait a minuteโ
How come you just reach out like that?
But even now, Lien stayed stubborn.
โI just needed some quiet time to myself. I have my own arrangements after thisโโ
His crownโs collapse halted.
It feltโฆstrange.
Lienโs eyes widened slowlyโ
He knew little about the cub.
Or, heโd always avoided getting too involved with the new Holy Cas.
He was a remnant left over from the previous Holy Cas era.
So was Cheng Xuan.
As the cubโs power began mending his crown, Lien saw what other Crown Clan whoโd received cubโs help had seenโ
Atop a treetop, a tiny, lonely cub in a battered little nestโ
His wings drooped as he gazed dazedly into the distance.
Lienโs eyes stretched wideโthe cub in this vision was so small, soft and frail, body rocked by the wind, wings blown to one side.
He was trying desperately to steady the rickety nestโ
But he was far too young, and the wind too strong. It was hopeless.
Lien watched as both nest and cub tumbled down from the treetop.
The battered little nest flipped, trapping the cub underneath as he hit hard.
โAre youโฆare you all right?โ
Lien made to step forward, offering a hand, but quickly realized he couldnโt do anything.
Only after a while did the cub crawl out, slowly patting off the dust and grass, then glancing at the large tree, then his poorly made nest, then curling up beside it.
His tiny head drooped: โNo one cares where Zao Zao isโฆ Itโs so hardโฆ Zao Zao canโt do itโฆโ
The little oneโs babyish voice was so disappointed, head buried in his knees.
Just like Lien had done before.
But now, the snowy little wings quivered gently.
After a long while, the cub, eyes reddened, got shakily to his feet, looked up to the treetopโโZao Zao doesnโt need anyone. Try again.โ
Why draw close?
Different experiences, different feelings, yet the cub understood.
He hoped not to be found, yet also ached for someone to discover him.
Lien blinked in a trance.
His fingers clenched, trembling slightly.
The cub fixed his crown, then turned in Freyโs arms to reach out for a hug.
The little one was no fool, he was sensitive to feelingsโonce done, he wanted to be held.
Bundled warm by Frey, the cub completed his task, blinking up: โUncle, shall we go back now?โ
โIโฆโ
Lien instinctively stood, staggering a couple of steps, stretching out a hand, reaching for the little one.
Frey paused, the cub staring round-eyed.
Earnestly, in a soft voice: โAny more plans and arrangements?โ
Still holding Freyโs neck, the little one added, โZao Zao knowsโThird Uncle says you can call him Grandpa With-A-Plan.โ
He had learned.
Grand-pa-with-a-planโฆ
Lien hiccupped, hearing Freyโs faint mockery.
โNo, I justโโ
He didnโt know what to say, actually stammering for once.
He felt like he ought to say something.
He looked into those honey-colored eyes.
Remembering that fleeting vision, wanting to tell the cub that many cared for himโbut Lienโs nature had him tripping over the words.
The cub noticed Lienโs trembling hand. Out tonight, warmly wrapped by Frey, the little one thought of the pitiful spiritual thread heโd seen, glanced at Frey, then at Lien, then took off his own little scarf and handed it to the thin, shabbily dressed Lien.
The scarf was still warm from the little one.
Lien froze a moment, holding it lightly, looking at Chu Zaoโs bobbling halo, his eyes lost for a moment.
Clansisโthere are things heโd been sure of, but now, not so absolute.
About your conclusionsโฆ
โฆโฆ
Not far away, in another location.
A hidden starship stood silent.
A figure waited in front of it, quietly watching the sky, as if expecting someone.
Everything was calm and still.
Until a half-grown youth in pitch-black uniform approached.
โTeacher.โ
The teenโs voice was icy, his actions stiff, like a flawlessly programmed machine.
โLing Ye.โ
Seeing the one heโd been waiting for, Cheng Xuan smiled, turning to the boy.
โYou remembered we came here together. As expected, you got here first.โ
โTeacher, they say youโve defected.โ
Ling Ye wasted no time on pleasantries, his hand already drifting unconsciously to his waistโ
โwhere a power pistol was holstered.
First in their year at Holy Casโs top military academy, Ling Ye was known for tremendous battle and reflex skills.
โYes.โ
Cheng Xuan replied lightly, smiling.
โMy loyalty has always been to His Majesty Clansis, following his every order to the letter, preparing everything for the aftermathโhow Holy Cas will continue once the Crown Clan is gone. That requires power, status; I firmly believe in Clansisโs principle: strength and ambition are the basis for continuity.โ
He agreed so quickly that Ling Ye was briefly stunned.
Haltingly, โBut, but thatโs wrong. Teacher, you always told me, loyalty to the Crownโฆ so thatโs not right; we still have the little highness.โ
Cheng Xuan looked at him, slowly drawing his own power weapon, the cold steelโs reflection casting eerie light on his face, making even his gentle smile seem menacing.
โTeacher was right about you, Ling Yeโโ
Cheng Xuan stepped closer, smiling: โYouโve always liked soft, fluffy things, even though you hide it wellโโ
Ling Ye froze.
โYouโre actually a gentle child, you just always believed you were doing the right thingโfor Holy Cas, for the Crown Clanโs future, so you always gave your best. You asked the little highnessโs guards about it, didnโt you?โ
Cheng Xuan shook his head, smiling.
โAre you angry youโre too young, on the wrong side, that thereโs no chance? Forget itโClansis taught that ambition and strength are Holy Casโs only sources of power. Amos has proved that. As for the too-gentle little highness, I refuse to let the plan end because of him. But Amos wonโt let us threats exist, not me, not youโwhy not leave with teacher? Keep hope alive, preserve the flame. We can continue to shape Holy Cas our way.โ
โTeacherโฆโ
A shadow crossed Ling Yeโs face, thenโclickโ
The power pistol primed.
โYouโve changed.โ
Wind. A clash.
In a flash, Ling Ye and Cheng Xuan exchanged blows.
Cheng Xuan was a top human combatant, and Ling Ye was still a bit lacking.
Driven back, Ling Ye lunged again, blade in left hand, gun angling for an opening. A mental struggle swirled overhead.
โTeacher, youโve lost your wayโstanding high for too long, thinking like those others. My father was right, your obsession with Clansis, this plan, has driven you mad.โ
Cheng Xuan laughed aloud.
โStanding high, itโs easy to lose sight, isnโt it? You topped the league again, flowers, applause, everyoneโs envy, you were so proud Ling Ye. Teacher rarely hears you speak so muchโฆ but now I have.โ
In that moment, Ling Ye sensed something very wrong.
But too late.
He was under heavy pressure, desperate to intercept Cheng Xuan before the Holy Cas forces arrived. He fired relentlessly, but Cheng Xuan stepped aside, letting the bullet hit his chest.
โTeacher, youโโ
Footsteps approached from behind.
Blood beaded on Ling Yeโs cheek as he turned in confusion.
From the shadows, a pair of scarlet eyes gazed their way, a longsword glimmering with dripping blood.
โAmosโฆ Your Majestyโฆโ
Ling Yeโs gun hand trembled, but the next second, Cheng Xuan caught his hand.
Ling Ye spun around.
โTeacher? Shall weโโ
Cheng Xuan raised a hand, finger to his lips, the now white-haired old man smiling gently.
โDonโt be sad. Teacher didnโt have many days left anyway. Your Majesty Amosโโ
Still nothing odd in Cheng Xuanโs voice.
โYouโve seen how deviation from Clansisโs plans will affect the next generationโฆ Let it end with me, let these good children take their rightful place. Itโs my duty.โ
โI donโt like being plotted against.โ
Amosโs tone was calm as his spiritual sword vanished.
โBut your proposal, Iโll reconsider.โ
Until now, the Holy Cas future plan had been completely crossed out in Amosโs mind.
Whether connected directly or indirectlyโall involved.
Not that all would be dealt with, but Amos would not allow them near Little Chu Zaoโs circle again.
Cheng Xuan looked skyward: โLittle Highnessโฆโ
Too gentle, the little highnessโฆ
He, one of Clansisโs era, spent his life pursuing Clansis, only to find that losing the core and the โfaithโ led everything out of control. He wanted to stop it, but was powerless, only able to hasten the process before Amosโs frantic, protective reaction.
Is being too gentle a flaw?
โฆ
Under another sky, in his uncleโs arms, the little cub, sensitive and soft, quietly asked Lien: โWas it because of Zao Zao thatโฆyou were disappointed?โ
He was too aware, too obedient.
Heโd already noticed something was off lately, thought it through, and asked with care.
Lienโs response was quick:
โNo.โ
In an instant, his whole presence softened.
โNot at all, it has nothing to do with you, Zao Zaoโyouโre a very, very good little Crown Clanโฆโ
As he spoke, he instinctively turned away, ears reddening from this rare frankness, wanting closeness but not knowing how.
โฆ
Was he, perhaps, disappointed in the little highness?
And as Cheng Xuan closed his eyes in front of Ling Ye, he sighed as wellโnot at all.
After his initial confusion, he soon realizedโฆ gentle strength was another kind of power.
He had stood so many times behind the little highness, feeling scorched, too afraid to reach out.
He said again and again to those around himโthe little highness was too soft, as if convincing himself, as if soothing something within.
He saw Amosโs increasing mistrust, saw the faint opposition of those lost families, had lost himself too, but reacted quickly. Yet powerless to change it, maybe ruin together or being sidelined by Amos was best. But a child like Ling Yeโฆdid not deserve such an end. So he began to hurry the process, surprised by the speed of events set off by others, but let it take its course.
He never dared approach Little Chu Zao, not even once, and the little highness hardly knew himโthat was for the best. As a remnant of the old plan, he feared warmth, afraid that if he reached for it, heโd never let go.
Holy Cas Future PlanโCheng Xuan had once said, โColleagues, we are one.โ
But now.
Cheng Xuan said to Ling Ye once more.
โChild, do the things you want to do. Those plans arenโt your problem anymoreโfrom now on, we are no longer one.โ
