Right as Chao Huangmu landed.
The sunny puppy made one trip here and turned straight into a gloomy dog.
Those doggy eyes, once always bright and smiling, were now shadowedโhonestly, thereโs a reason why going โdark modeโ makes you look cooler.
At first glance, he now seemed more like one of those fierce, reliable big wolves, though his expression still held a hint of awkwardness.
Chu Zao yanked Chao Huangmu over.
Negotiation, huh?
You really are unpredictable.
But Chu Zao glanced again at Xi, whose expression was even darker.
โYour psionic force is really strange.โ
โYeahโโโ Xi said, face blank, gazing up at the sky, his whole body covered in wounds, about to cough up blood from Chao Huangmuโs psionic suppression, โcan you just put me out of my misery?โ
It wasnโt just his miserable stateโeven now, there was not a soul by his side, and heโd run right into Chao Huangmu, who, truth be told, was the last person he wanted to see. Back when he was twenty, a bit childish and quick to vent at Chao Huangmu because of years in a lab, but now, already an uncle, Xi was blank-faced, just giving upโah, might as well die.
โCanโt really be done.โ
Chu Zao still held onto Chao Huangmu and blinked at Xi.
โIn a way, you had a hand in exposing the Hymn Organization. With hope of saving you, if I dealt with you now, itโd be ungrateful of me.โ
Chu Zao spoke very earnestly, and also very politely.
โHello, Iโm Chu Zao Dwight, from Holy Cas. Whatโs your name?โ
Xi stared in disbeliefโunsure whether heโd misheard.
Introducing himself at a time like this?
Huh?
Must be a joke.
Yet the young boyโs eyes were clear, his actions utterly natural, not the least bit calculating or concealed, and that only made Xi more at a loss.
Shenghua got this much right.
In the whole star systemโthere probably wasnโt anyone more genuinely passionate and puzzling than Chu Zao.
โDo you know where this is? Got any info?โ
Xi ignored the rest.
He thoughtโ
With someone as soft-hearted as Shenghua, no wonder she orbited around this guy, but he himself was nothing alike.
He was sick of it all. He believed in no lightโmost of it was fake, like bubbles that burst at a touch.
Xi sneered, shut his eyes, and stopped responding.
After being pulled down, Chao Huangmu, whose mind felt like boiling over, couldnโt think straight, but his gaze stuck to his wrist where it was being held.
Until he heard that cold snort beside him.
Chao Huangmu looked over suddenlyโ
And in the next second, Xi let out a suppressed groan, snapping his eyes wide, turning to Chao Huangmu beside Chu Zao.
This guy, so overtly strange and oddly close to Chu Zao, was staring at him with absolutely no emotionโworse than last time they met, the psionic force behind him now solid, a terrible black dragon baring its teeth.
Even leaving aside if heโd quarreled with his little highness to be so menacing and directly crush his psionic force, it was simply vicious and mad-dog-like.
But that totally clear-cut Soul Clan psionic force at his backโwhat the hell?
Wasnโt this guy supposed to be mixed-blood?
Why did it feel even crazier and stronger than any Soul Clan he knew?
Xi had never seen such a pure, outright insane Soul Clan psionic force.
Chao Huangmu lowered his gaze at Xi.
Secretly making little movesโ
Xi hated Chao Huangmu, and as luck would have it, this amnesiac Chao Huangmu hated Xi at first sight too.
Especially that similar, irritating psionic force.
But Chao Huangmu held back, didnโt leave, and even tugged once at the hand.
Chu Zao, still gripping his wrist, turned his attention from Xi to Chao Huangmu.
He could feel the otherโs aura, warmth, and the pulse beating under his fingers.
Could even sense the faint trembling of the skin.
As for Xi, not cooperating with anything and dead-set on seeking death, Chu Zao set him aside for now, deciding to deal with Chao Huangmu first.
โNegotiation?โ Chu Zao looked up at Chao Huangmu. โI brought some things. See if any of them spark a memory.โ
At the mention of memories, Chao Huangmu got a little impatient, wanting to say somethingโhe felt he needed a mate, but wasnโt someone who could be handled so easily.
One more look at Xi, and Chao Huangmu practically pinched his nose and sat down.
โUhโฆwhat are you showing me?โ
Chao Huangmu looked up, eyelids half-closed, voice deliberately casual.
Which made him look even fiercer.
And harder to deal with.
Chu Zao also sat, the two of them by Xiโs side.
Xi tried blankly to turn his headโhonestly, he was in so much pain he could barely move a finger.
But he could watch as these two treated him like backdrop.
Xi: โฆ Hey!!
Am I just a prop for your play??
But such nearly invisible protests naturally went unnoticed.
Chu Zao started taking things out one by one from the past.
โRemember this?โ
A pretty stone heโd given Chao Huangmu before; Chu Zao had kept a matching piece.
Chao Huangmu barely glanced at it.
โNope.โ
โAnd this?โ
The first candy he ever gave Chao Huangmuโthis same kind; Peng-ge said Chao Huangmu still hadnโt eaten it, who knows how expired, just holding onto it.
Chao Huangmu responded even more smoothly this time: โDonโt remember.โ
That attitude pretty much said it allโ
Chu Zao narrowed his eyes.
Stared at him.
He really wasnโt used to itโ
He wasnโt used to Chao Huangmu being a bit of a punk when not in front of him.
If he wanted to do something, heโd pester you endlessly; if he didnโt, he could be as perfunctory as he liked.
After a few more questionsโ
Chu Zao figured he ought to bring Chao Huangmu back to Holy Cas to have his head checkedโthis wasnโt a short-term fix.
Clenching his fist, Chu Zao, whoโd appeared calm on the surface, suddenly asked, โDo you even want your memory back?โ
Chao Huangmu replied even faster: โNoโโ
And then paused.
His breathing caught.
It wasnโt from guilt, but because Chu Zao, who even when upstanding, kind, and brave, could never quite suppress his Crown Clan heritage, grabbed him by the collar.
Chu Zao yanked Chao Huangmu right in front of him.
The clenched fist landed on Chao Huangmuโs head.
Already suffering a headache, Chao Huangmu jerked his eyes up, canines bared, grinning in angry amusementโbut that grin instantly died.
The scent of sweet candyโgot stronger.
Chu Zaoโs honey-colored eyes were right there.
โChao. Huang. Mu, you jerk, youโre just not cooperating at all!โ
With such excellent family training, Chu Zao didnโt care about arguing.
Holy Cas had a professional diplomacy department for that sort of thing, but the Crown Clan handled such issues directlyโjust go right at it, for thousands of years, always successful.
So even when scolding, it was with these mild words.
But with his excited movements and actions, his voice was clear and softโa steady, calm young tone.
And cute.
How did he even scold people so adorably?
Chao Huangmu was stunned, didnโt even notice Chu Zao bopping him on the headโor maybe, Chu Zao, after all, cared about him. He said heโd โthrash him,โ but honestly held back, and compared to the splitting headache, it was nothing at all. Not until Chu Zao quickly unwrapped something and shoved it in his mouth.
The sudden sour taste made Chao Huangmuโs face contort instantly.
What was that?
โSo sour it deformed.jpg
โWhat did you just put in my mouth?โ
Chao Huangmu, sour candy in his mouth, grabbed on to Chu Zaoโs hand.
His headache got worseโ
Chao Huangmu thoughtโhis need for a mate was even more urgent.
His brain felt like it was boiling and screaming.
And yet, somehow, he maintained a degree of lucidity, as if this pain wasnโt his limitโjust dulled his reaction.
โSour candy.โ
Chu Zao said.
โThe same kind you once gave me.โ
โI gave youโโ
Chao Huangmu didnโt finish.
Chu Zao interrupted, โYou gave it to me. We grew up together. I knew you often stayed alone at military academy for the holidays, so I always invited you to the royal court. Youโre my closest friend, my companion, my former sworn protectorโthe person I used to count on most, even if you tended to mess things up sometimesโโ
A different angle, a different memory.
Unlike those dark moments.
Chao Huangmu thoughtโhe subconsciously looked more carefully at the things heโd brushed off before; heโd just wanted to muddle through and take Chu Zao to see his lair.
Heโd always resisted and chewed over the past.
But hearing it like this, maybe it wasnโt so bad?
His sharp teeth crunched the sour candy, the syrup inside even sourer, Chao Huangmuโs whole face scrunching up, eyes finally round and clear, brows twisted miserably as he looked at Chu Zaoโjust like a wronged, heartbroken puppy.
Chu Zao froze for an instant, then, suddenly, smiled.
โBrother Huangmu, honestly, youโre still just like before.โ
Though he looked a bit fiercer on the outside, inside he seemed unchanged.
Chao Huangmu couldnโt even hear what Chu Zao was saying.
His collar was still bunched in Chu Zaoโs hand, pulled close.
And in his eyes, Chu Zaoโs faceโa vision of cuteness.
Wanted to take him home, set amidst all those glittering treasuresโฆ
Xi, whoโd spent half this time mute and perpetually weary, finally couldnโt hold it in.
โHeyโโ
Did you ever once consider him a personโ?
What was this?
Quarreling or flirting?
And you, kid, really have nerves, arenโt you worried the Crown Clan elders will grind you into powder for treating the little one like thisโeven with this amnesia business.
Damn it, he was seriously sick of Chao Huangmu, especially as he continued pressing down on his psionic force while talking to Chu ZaoโXi was even more peeved.
What the hell had he done in a past life to deserve this, unable to die in peace?
โYou willing to talk now?โ
Chu Zao let go of Chao Huangmuโs collar, grabbed his wrist again, and turned to Xi.
Xi: โฆ
Are you just waiting until I canโt take it anymore?
The Crown Clanโso tricky! Damn!
Xi awkwardly turned away, trying not to look so pitifulโhe thought heโd had it bad enough, but to go like this, in front of an enemy, was just too sad. He didnโt want to die like this.
His voice was hoarse and cold: โI donโt know anything. If youโre really grateful, put me out of my miseryโkill me. Also, just so you knowโโ
Xi suddenly remembered, giving a harsh laugh. โIโm from a Hymn Organization labโIโm your enemy. From beginning to endโI never planned to stand on your side.โ
Soโdonโt start with the โdeep gratitudeโ stuff. On missions, heโd never showed mercy.
โBut youโre not on the Hymn Organizationโs side either, are you?โ
Chu Zao propped his cheek, looking down at Xi.
Anyone whoโd truly harmed Holy Cas was either on the wanted list, had never personally acted, or had already been dealt with by the Crown Clan.
Before this, Chu Zao didnโt really know Xi, but could see that, in the Hymn Organizationโs mad war on the star system, Xi had done little to help.
Which was true.
As a rare success, Xi had long been trusted by Chastityโso after many Hymn Organization leaders vanished, he had ended up as Shenghuaโs observer, monitoring her every action.
Heโd hardly been involved in interstellar operations.
If anything, heโd been persuaded by Shenghuaโhe ought to hate the Hymn Organization most.
But did that mean putting his life on the line was worth it? Xi didnโt know before all this.
Xi didnโt even know why he kept clinging to lifeโwhy he still wantedโฆto keep living.
Heโd just been a test subject no one cared aboutโฆ
โSo thereโs no issue.โ
Chu Zao went on.
โYou must know a lot about the inner workings of the Hymn Organization, right? Even if the leaders are gone, as long as their twisted ideas live, theyโll never truly quiet down. Only alive can you accomplish more.โ
โAnd you donโt have to worry, Holy Cas has the top psionic center anywhere.โ
Chu Zao looked at him.
โI canโt stand the Hymn Organization, so I want to cooperate with you. Weโll deal with what’s left together. If you insist on dying right now, itโll slow down your new plansโโ
Direct, clear, very gentle-voiced, with no grand theory.
But in Xiโs excruciating pain, just as he was about to give up his will to survive, this gave him a reason to grab that chain once more.
Xiโs lips parted, then closed, muttering, โWhatever.โ
If it was like thisโif it was always like this.
Xi thoughtโheโd seen so much filth inside the Hymn Organization, seen so many secrets and conspiracies at the state level. If Chu Zao was always like thisโ
No wonder Shenghua chased him so desperately.
Someone with her power and status, who could have practically anything she wantedโno wonder she looked up to one personโฆ
Xi grunted again.
And finally, Chu Zao realized why Xi had kept hissing with pain.
Looking down, he saw the black dragon tail of psionic force behind Chao Huangmu actively whipping at Xiโs spirit. Chu Zao: โฆ
โBrother Huangmu, what are you doing?โ
Chao Huangmu snapped his gaze back, stopped moving, and jumped up.
He looked down at Chu Zao and muttered something very softly.
โYou wait here, Iโll be right back.โ
What was there to mind about all that?
Heโd go get all his gems and show Chu Zao what he was going to decorate their lair withโshiny, shiny treasures.
โYouโโ
Because Chu Zao had his psionic force tied tightly around his coronet, he wasnโt worried about Chao Huangmu getting lost.
But right now, Chao Huangmu, all fired up, didnโt even finish his sentence before turning and flying off.
In the skyโthe gathering clouds grew heavier.
The wind picked up, growing stronger.
Tiny raindrops blew onto their faces.
Bone-chilling cold.
Dan, still watching not far away, glanced up at the sky. He wiped at his cheek.
โRainy seasonโcame early?โ
Desmond looked up as well, lazy and wild expression disappeared, a shadow of gravity there.
โNot a good sign, whatever it is.โ
โYeahโโ
After a while, Desmond suddenly paused, tilting his head to listen: โDo you hear something?โ
โWhat?โ
Dan looked over.
โSounds like monsters and dragons moving together.โ
Desmond raised a hand, pushing aside the branches blocking the view.
Chao Huangmu moved quickly.
Especially once it started raining.
It was about to rain and he didnโt know if the pretty little gem would still wait for him.
Also, it was bothering himโa weird guy had shown up from nowhere.
Chao Huangmu quickly returned to the lair heโd chosenโon the way, heโd already decided, this place was still too far from Chu Zaoโs side; even as fast as he was, Chu Zao clearly wasnโt happy about it, so it wouldnโt do as a lair.
He gathered up all his shiny gems and headed straight for Chu Zao.
It wasnโt pouring yet, just a few random drops.
Until, right as he was almost thereโ
Chao Huangmu was blocked.
A youth, his load of shiny things bundled in cloth, hovered midair, black psionic wings unfurled. At his side, the black dragon roared at the encircling threat.
Dragons werenโt the only ones aheadโthere were all sorts of monstrous beings too.
They blocked every possible escape.
โGet out of my wayโโ
Away from Chu Zao, Chao Huangmuโs headache seemed lighter, his presence far more cold and terrifying.
But the lead dragon roared and lunged, the surrounding dragons were wild-eyed, seemingly out of control.
โOutsiderโeliminateโโ
A raspy voice sounded, making Chao Huangmu uncomfortable.
What exactly are they doing?
Chao Huangmu sneered.
Were these guys all nuts?
He showed no mercy, his black dragon darting into the mob, ripping apart bodies, himself guarding the shining bundle like a treasure, smashing through attackers.
But wave after wave of monsters surged up.
Dragon roars filled the air, as if theyโd tear Chao Huangmu to pieces.
The psionic force wavered for a moment.
Chao Huangmu twisted aside.
Those mad dragons barreled forward.
And then, numerous blood-red eyes locked onto Chao Huangmuโin such proximity and so completely out of control.
Destroy everything.
Already unstable to start, Chao Huangmu was a bit restricted by his treasures, and now surrounded, all those memories heโd wanted to avoid rose to the surface again.
You want to recall the pastโ
Why? I was abandoned. I donโt want to remember being left behind.
I donโt want to remember the feel of blades in my flesh.
I donโt want to remember those maddening eyesโwould he become that too?
Chao Huangmu stalled midair, the black dragon mauling the dragons suddenly started twisting, as though mutating, voice wracked with pain.
The boiling shrieks in his mind changedโdrawn on by external force, his power spiraling further out of control and now tinged with a seductive note.
โโYes, the final fate of the Soul Clan is always that kind of madness. The longer you fight it, the more you suffer.
Yeahโฆ
Who would ever care, anyway.
His kin never did.
Chao Huangmuโs eyes grew hollowโso much like back when the Holy Cas crowd had first found him.
But then, a bright arrow flashed past.
He heard unfamiliar voices.
โThese dragons nuts? Teaming up with the monsters now.โ
โAnyone else get here yet? Oh, wait, I see some shapes.โ
โHey, Chu Zaoโs flying that way, should we cover him? Desmondโโ
โDan, you talk too much.โ
Half his hoard had been scattered, only a portion still in hand.
With violent eyes and slipping sanity, he wanted to destroy everything, but knew that if he did, heโd lose all control, like a dam breaking.
Until someone grabbed him.
The rain got heavier, falling cold on his face.
โChao Huangmu!โ
He heard someone shouting his name in his ear and grabbing his hand.
That little cub, once gone mad with the urge to destroy, was seized by the hand and hauled out of the devouring gloom of the past.
Chao Huangmu came to in an instant, wings stilled, as a dragon slammed into them from above; the one holding him kept them both from falling till they hit the ground.
Chao Huangmuโs head raised slowly, face streaked with blood, not all his ownโa lot from the dragons.
He looked dangerous, empty, and exhausted; he just stared at Chu Zaoโthe reflection of himself in Chu Zaoโs eyesโ
So ugly.
He looked horrible.
The black mutated dragon above vanished, dove for Chao Huangmuโs head, and in that instant, merged into him.
โBrother Huangmu, are youโโ
The voice echoed by his ear, arms wrapped around his chest and waist, that familiar sweet scent, the taste of candyโ
Chao Huangmu felt like he was done for, looking dully at Chu Zao, still stubborn: โIโm notโฆโ
He was cut off halfway through.
Chu Zao, having noticed things were off before, had just made eye contact with him and rushed here. He didnโt even register what happenedโas Chao Huangmu, usually much taller, abruptly started shrinking, thenโvery quicklyโturned tiny?
Chu Zao shifted down in size instinctively, the snowy fluff supporting a little bundle of inky black.
Startled dumb.
What had Chao Huangmu become now?
โโMatte black little dragon horns, inky scales, eyes tinged with gold, a scaly tail dragging behind, two tiny wings spread desperately, trying to shield the white little fluff from rain, looking ragged, dumb, and fierceโthose eyes still a bit dog-dragon-like.
So this wasโa little black dragon?
The white fluff supported the black dragon, honey-colored eyes looking up.
Chao Huangmu fell dazed for a secondโsomewhere, sometime, it had been like this too, maybe hiding from the rainโrain falling, the damp, indistinct noise, something about potatoes, but none of that matteredโwhat did was the same gaze looking up.
It made him freeze, made him inch closer, made him, ever so carefully, gently press a kiss to the white fluffโhe needed a mate.
Heart racing, all his reactions was sayingโhe was really done for.
Chao Huangmu thought, but the restless mood faded because of Chu Zao, because of the little fluff supporting himโhe was being watched, he was โfavored,โ he wasnโt just nobodyโ
Ever since seeing Chu Zao, beside loving โshiny thingsโ on instinctโ
He was done for.
In front of Chu Zao, it was reasonable and completely right to fall completely, utterly apart.
