Becoming the Only Cub of the Dark Tyrant

Cub 140: What on Earth Has Happened to Brother Huangmu???

Cub 139: If They Wonโ€™t Hug You, Let Me Do It
Cub 141: The Place Youโ€™ve Always Searched For Might Have Always Been Waiting For You

Right as Chao Huangmu landed.

The sunny puppy made one trip here and turned straight into a gloomy dog.

Those doggy eyes, once always bright and smiling, were now shadowedโ€”honestly, thereโ€™s a reason why going โ€œdark modeโ€ makes you look cooler.

At first glance, he now seemed more like one of those fierce, reliable big wolves, though his expression still held a hint of awkwardness.

Chu Zao yanked Chao Huangmu over.

Negotiation, huh?

You really are unpredictable.

But Chu Zao glanced again at Xi, whose expression was even darker.

โ€œYour psionic force is really strange.โ€

โ€œYeahโ€”โ€”โ€ Xi said, face blank, gazing up at the sky, his whole body covered in wounds, about to cough up blood from Chao Huangmuโ€™s psionic suppression, โ€œcan you just put me out of my misery?โ€

It wasnโ€™t just his miserable stateโ€”even now, there was not a soul by his side, and heโ€™d run right into Chao Huangmu, who, truth be told, was the last person he wanted to see. Back when he was twenty, a bit childish and quick to vent at Chao Huangmu because of years in a lab, but now, already an uncle, Xi was blank-faced, just giving upโ€”ah, might as well die.

โ€œCanโ€™t really be done.โ€

Chu Zao still held onto Chao Huangmu and blinked at Xi.

โ€œIn a way, you had a hand in exposing the Hymn Organization. With hope of saving you, if I dealt with you now, itโ€™d be ungrateful of me.โ€

Chu Zao spoke very earnestly, and also very politely.

โ€œHello, Iโ€™m Chu Zao Dwight, from Holy Cas. Whatโ€™s your name?โ€

Xi stared in disbeliefโ€”unsure whether heโ€™d misheard.

Introducing himself at a time like this?

Huh?

Must be a joke.

Yet the young boyโ€™s eyes were clear, his actions utterly natural, not the least bit calculating or concealed, and that only made Xi more at a loss.

Shenghua got this much right.

In the whole star systemโ€”there probably wasnโ€™t anyone more genuinely passionate and puzzling than Chu Zao.

โ€œDo you know where this is? Got any info?โ€

Xi ignored the rest.

He thoughtโ€”

With someone as soft-hearted as Shenghua, no wonder she orbited around this guy, but he himself was nothing alike.

He was sick of it all. He believed in no lightโ€”most of it was fake, like bubbles that burst at a touch.

Xi sneered, shut his eyes, and stopped responding.

After being pulled down, Chao Huangmu, whose mind felt like boiling over, couldnโ€™t think straight, but his gaze stuck to his wrist where it was being held.

Until he heard that cold snort beside him.

Chao Huangmu looked over suddenlyโ€”

And in the next second, Xi let out a suppressed groan, snapping his eyes wide, turning to Chao Huangmu beside Chu Zao.

This guy, so overtly strange and oddly close to Chu Zao, was staring at him with absolutely no emotionโ€”worse than last time they met, the psionic force behind him now solid, a terrible black dragon baring its teeth.

Even leaving aside if heโ€™d quarreled with his little highness to be so menacing and directly crush his psionic force, it was simply vicious and mad-dog-like.

But that totally clear-cut Soul Clan psionic force at his backโ€”what the hell?

Wasnโ€™t this guy supposed to be mixed-blood?

Why did it feel even crazier and stronger than any Soul Clan he knew?

Xi had never seen such a pure, outright insane Soul Clan psionic force.

Chao Huangmu lowered his gaze at Xi.

Secretly making little movesโ€”

Xi hated Chao Huangmu, and as luck would have it, this amnesiac Chao Huangmu hated Xi at first sight too.

Especially that similar, irritating psionic force.

But Chao Huangmu held back, didnโ€™t leave, and even tugged once at the hand.

Chu Zao, still gripping his wrist, turned his attention from Xi to Chao Huangmu.

He could feel the otherโ€™s aura, warmth, and the pulse beating under his fingers.

Could even sense the faint trembling of the skin.

As for Xi, not cooperating with anything and dead-set on seeking death, Chu Zao set him aside for now, deciding to deal with Chao Huangmu first.

โ€œNegotiation?โ€ Chu Zao looked up at Chao Huangmu. โ€œI brought some things. See if any of them spark a memory.โ€

At the mention of memories, Chao Huangmu got a little impatient, wanting to say somethingโ€”he felt he needed a mate, but wasnโ€™t someone who could be handled so easily.

One more look at Xi, and Chao Huangmu practically pinched his nose and sat down.

โ€œUhโ€ฆwhat are you showing me?โ€

Chao Huangmu looked up, eyelids half-closed, voice deliberately casual.

Which made him look even fiercer.

And harder to deal with.

Chu Zao also sat, the two of them by Xiโ€™s side.

Xi tried blankly to turn his headโ€”honestly, he was in so much pain he could barely move a finger.

But he could watch as these two treated him like backdrop.

Xi: โ€ฆ Hey!!

Am I just a prop for your play??

But such nearly invisible protests naturally went unnoticed.

Chu Zao started taking things out one by one from the past.

โ€œRemember this?โ€

A pretty stone heโ€™d given Chao Huangmu before; Chu Zao had kept a matching piece.

Chao Huangmu barely glanced at it.

โ€œNope.โ€

โ€œAnd this?โ€

The first candy he ever gave Chao Huangmuโ€”this same kind; Peng-ge said Chao Huangmu still hadnโ€™t eaten it, who knows how expired, just holding onto it.

Chao Huangmu responded even more smoothly this time: โ€œDonโ€™t remember.โ€

That attitude pretty much said it allโ€”

Chu Zao narrowed his eyes.

Stared at him.

He really wasnโ€™t used to itโ€”

He wasnโ€™t used to Chao Huangmu being a bit of a punk when not in front of him.

If he wanted to do something, heโ€™d pester you endlessly; if he didnโ€™t, he could be as perfunctory as he liked.

After a few more questionsโ€”

Chu Zao figured he ought to bring Chao Huangmu back to Holy Cas to have his head checkedโ€”this wasnโ€™t a short-term fix.

Clenching his fist, Chu Zao, whoโ€™d appeared calm on the surface, suddenly asked, โ€œDo you even want your memory back?โ€

Chao Huangmu replied even faster: โ€œNoโ€”โ€

And then paused.

His breathing caught.

It wasnโ€™t from guilt, but because Chu Zao, who even when upstanding, kind, and brave, could never quite suppress his Crown Clan heritage, grabbed him by the collar.

Chu Zao yanked Chao Huangmu right in front of him.

The clenched fist landed on Chao Huangmuโ€™s head.

Already suffering a headache, Chao Huangmu jerked his eyes up, canines bared, grinning in angry amusementโ€”but that grin instantly died.

The scent of sweet candyโ€”got stronger.

Chu Zaoโ€™s honey-colored eyes were right there.

โ€œChao. Huang. Mu, you jerk, youโ€™re just not cooperating at all!โ€

With such excellent family training, Chu Zao didnโ€™t care about arguing.

Holy Cas had a professional diplomacy department for that sort of thing, but the Crown Clan handled such issues directlyโ€”just go right at it, for thousands of years, always successful.

So even when scolding, it was with these mild words.

But with his excited movements and actions, his voice was clear and softโ€”a steady, calm young tone.

And cute.

How did he even scold people so adorably?

Chao Huangmu was stunned, didnโ€™t even notice Chu Zao bopping him on the headโ€”or maybe, Chu Zao, after all, cared about him. He said heโ€™d โ€œthrash him,โ€ but honestly held back, and compared to the splitting headache, it was nothing at all. Not until Chu Zao quickly unwrapped something and shoved it in his mouth.

The sudden sour taste made Chao Huangmuโ€™s face contort instantly.

What was that?

โ€”So sour it deformed.jpg

โ€œWhat did you just put in my mouth?โ€

Chao Huangmu, sour candy in his mouth, grabbed on to Chu Zaoโ€™s hand.

His headache got worseโ€”

Chao Huangmu thoughtโ€”his need for a mate was even more urgent.

His brain felt like it was boiling and screaming.

And yet, somehow, he maintained a degree of lucidity, as if this pain wasnโ€™t his limitโ€”just dulled his reaction.

โ€œSour candy.โ€

Chu Zao said.

โ€œThe same kind you once gave me.โ€

โ€œI gave youโ€”โ€

Chao Huangmu didnโ€™t finish.

Chu Zao interrupted, โ€œYou gave it to me. We grew up together. I knew you often stayed alone at military academy for the holidays, so I always invited you to the royal court. Youโ€™re my closest friend, my companion, my former sworn protectorโ€”the person I used to count on most, even if you tended to mess things up sometimesโ€”โ€

A different angle, a different memory.

Unlike those dark moments.

Chao Huangmu thoughtโ€”he subconsciously looked more carefully at the things heโ€™d brushed off before; heโ€™d just wanted to muddle through and take Chu Zao to see his lair.

Heโ€™d always resisted and chewed over the past.

But hearing it like this, maybe it wasnโ€™t so bad?

His sharp teeth crunched the sour candy, the syrup inside even sourer, Chao Huangmuโ€™s whole face scrunching up, eyes finally round and clear, brows twisted miserably as he looked at Chu Zaoโ€”just like a wronged, heartbroken puppy.

Chu Zao froze for an instant, then, suddenly, smiled.

โ€œBrother Huangmu, honestly, youโ€™re still just like before.โ€

Though he looked a bit fiercer on the outside, inside he seemed unchanged.

Chao Huangmu couldnโ€™t even hear what Chu Zao was saying.

His collar was still bunched in Chu Zaoโ€™s hand, pulled close.

And in his eyes, Chu Zaoโ€™s faceโ€”a vision of cuteness.

Wanted to take him home, set amidst all those glittering treasuresโ€ฆ

Xi, whoโ€™d spent half this time mute and perpetually weary, finally couldnโ€™t hold it in.

โ€œHeyโ€”โ€

Did you ever once consider him a personโ€”?

What was this?

Quarreling or flirting?

And you, kid, really have nerves, arenโ€™t you worried the Crown Clan elders will grind you into powder for treating the little one like thisโ€”even with this amnesia business.

Damn it, he was seriously sick of Chao Huangmu, especially as he continued pressing down on his psionic force while talking to Chu Zaoโ€”Xi was even more peeved.

What the hell had he done in a past life to deserve this, unable to die in peace?

โ€œYou willing to talk now?โ€

Chu Zao let go of Chao Huangmuโ€™s collar, grabbed his wrist again, and turned to Xi.

Xi: โ€ฆ

Are you just waiting until I canโ€™t take it anymore?

The Crown Clanโ€”so tricky! Damn!

Xi awkwardly turned away, trying not to look so pitifulโ€”he thought heโ€™d had it bad enough, but to go like this, in front of an enemy, was just too sad. He didnโ€™t want to die like this.

His voice was hoarse and cold: โ€œI donโ€™t know anything. If youโ€™re really grateful, put me out of my miseryโ€”kill me. Also, just so you knowโ€”โ€

Xi suddenly remembered, giving a harsh laugh. โ€œIโ€™m from a Hymn Organization labโ€”Iโ€™m your enemy. From beginning to endโ€”I never planned to stand on your side.โ€

Soโ€”donโ€™t start with the โ€œdeep gratitudeโ€ stuff. On missions, heโ€™d never showed mercy.

โ€œBut youโ€™re not on the Hymn Organizationโ€™s side either, are you?โ€

Chu Zao propped his cheek, looking down at Xi.

Anyone whoโ€™d truly harmed Holy Cas was either on the wanted list, had never personally acted, or had already been dealt with by the Crown Clan.

Before this, Chu Zao didnโ€™t really know Xi, but could see that, in the Hymn Organizationโ€™s mad war on the star system, Xi had done little to help.

Which was true.

As a rare success, Xi had long been trusted by Chastityโ€”so after many Hymn Organization leaders vanished, he had ended up as Shenghuaโ€™s observer, monitoring her every action.

Heโ€™d hardly been involved in interstellar operations.

If anything, heโ€™d been persuaded by Shenghuaโ€”he ought to hate the Hymn Organization most.

But did that mean putting his life on the line was worth it? Xi didnโ€™t know before all this.

Xi didnโ€™t even know why he kept clinging to lifeโ€”why he still wantedโ€ฆto keep living.

Heโ€™d just been a test subject no one cared aboutโ€ฆ

โ€œSo thereโ€™s no issue.โ€

Chu Zao went on.

โ€œYou must know a lot about the inner workings of the Hymn Organization, right? Even if the leaders are gone, as long as their twisted ideas live, theyโ€™ll never truly quiet down. Only alive can you accomplish more.โ€

โ€œAnd you donโ€™t have to worry, Holy Cas has the top psionic center anywhere.โ€

Chu Zao looked at him.

โ€œI canโ€™t stand the Hymn Organization, so I want to cooperate with you. Weโ€™ll deal with what’s left together. If you insist on dying right now, itโ€™ll slow down your new plansโ€”โ€

Direct, clear, very gentle-voiced, with no grand theory.

But in Xiโ€™s excruciating pain, just as he was about to give up his will to survive, this gave him a reason to grab that chain once more.

Xiโ€™s lips parted, then closed, muttering, โ€œWhatever.โ€

If it was like thisโ€”if it was always like this.

Xi thoughtโ€”heโ€™d seen so much filth inside the Hymn Organization, seen so many secrets and conspiracies at the state level. If Chu Zao was always like thisโ€”

No wonder Shenghua chased him so desperately.

Someone with her power and status, who could have practically anything she wantedโ€”no wonder she looked up to one personโ€ฆ

Xi grunted again.

And finally, Chu Zao realized why Xi had kept hissing with pain.

Looking down, he saw the black dragon tail of psionic force behind Chao Huangmu actively whipping at Xiโ€™s spirit. Chu Zao: โ€ฆ

โ€œBrother Huangmu, what are you doing?โ€

Chao Huangmu snapped his gaze back, stopped moving, and jumped up.

He looked down at Chu Zao and muttered something very softly.

โ€œYou wait here, Iโ€™ll be right back.โ€

What was there to mind about all that?

Heโ€™d go get all his gems and show Chu Zao what he was going to decorate their lair withโ€”shiny, shiny treasures.

โ€œYouโ€”โ€

Because Chu Zao had his psionic force tied tightly around his coronet, he wasnโ€™t worried about Chao Huangmu getting lost.

But right now, Chao Huangmu, all fired up, didnโ€™t even finish his sentence before turning and flying off.

In the skyโ€”the gathering clouds grew heavier.

The wind picked up, growing stronger.

Tiny raindrops blew onto their faces.

Bone-chilling cold.

Dan, still watching not far away, glanced up at the sky. He wiped at his cheek.

โ€œRainy seasonโ€”came early?โ€

Desmond looked up as well, lazy and wild expression disappeared, a shadow of gravity there.

โ€œNot a good sign, whatever it is.โ€

โ€œYeahโ€”โ€

After a while, Desmond suddenly paused, tilting his head to listen: โ€œDo you hear something?โ€

โ€œWhat?โ€

Dan looked over.

โ€œSounds like monsters and dragons moving together.โ€

Desmond raised a hand, pushing aside the branches blocking the view.

Chao Huangmu moved quickly.

Especially once it started raining.

It was about to rain and he didnโ€™t know if the pretty little gem would still wait for him.

Also, it was bothering himโ€”a weird guy had shown up from nowhere.

Chao Huangmu quickly returned to the lair heโ€™d chosenโ€”on the way, heโ€™d already decided, this place was still too far from Chu Zaoโ€™s side; even as fast as he was, Chu Zao clearly wasnโ€™t happy about it, so it wouldnโ€™t do as a lair.

He gathered up all his shiny gems and headed straight for Chu Zao.

It wasnโ€™t pouring yet, just a few random drops.

Until, right as he was almost thereโ€”

Chao Huangmu was blocked.

A youth, his load of shiny things bundled in cloth, hovered midair, black psionic wings unfurled. At his side, the black dragon roared at the encircling threat.

Dragons werenโ€™t the only ones aheadโ€”there were all sorts of monstrous beings too.

They blocked every possible escape.

โ€œGet out of my wayโ€”โ€

Away from Chu Zao, Chao Huangmuโ€™s headache seemed lighter, his presence far more cold and terrifying.

But the lead dragon roared and lunged, the surrounding dragons were wild-eyed, seemingly out of control.

โ€œOutsiderโ€”eliminateโ€”โ€

A raspy voice sounded, making Chao Huangmu uncomfortable.

What exactly are they doing?

Chao Huangmu sneered.

Were these guys all nuts?

He showed no mercy, his black dragon darting into the mob, ripping apart bodies, himself guarding the shining bundle like a treasure, smashing through attackers.

But wave after wave of monsters surged up.

Dragon roars filled the air, as if theyโ€™d tear Chao Huangmu to pieces.

The psionic force wavered for a moment.

Chao Huangmu twisted aside.

Those mad dragons barreled forward.

And then, numerous blood-red eyes locked onto Chao Huangmuโ€”in such proximity and so completely out of control.

Destroy everything.

Already unstable to start, Chao Huangmu was a bit restricted by his treasures, and now surrounded, all those memories heโ€™d wanted to avoid rose to the surface again.

You want to recall the pastโ€”

Why? I was abandoned. I donโ€™t want to remember being left behind.

I donโ€™t want to remember the feel of blades in my flesh.

I donโ€™t want to remember those maddening eyesโ€”would he become that too?

Chao Huangmu stalled midair, the black dragon mauling the dragons suddenly started twisting, as though mutating, voice wracked with pain.

The boiling shrieks in his mind changedโ€”drawn on by external force, his power spiraling further out of control and now tinged with a seductive note.

โ€”โ€”Yes, the final fate of the Soul Clan is always that kind of madness. The longer you fight it, the more you suffer.

Yeahโ€ฆ

Who would ever care, anyway.

His kin never did.

Chao Huangmuโ€™s eyes grew hollowโ€”so much like back when the Holy Cas crowd had first found him.

But then, a bright arrow flashed past.

He heard unfamiliar voices.

โ€œThese dragons nuts? Teaming up with the monsters now.โ€

โ€œAnyone else get here yet? Oh, wait, I see some shapes.โ€

โ€œHey, Chu Zaoโ€™s flying that way, should we cover him? Desmondโ€”โ€

โ€œDan, you talk too much.โ€

Half his hoard had been scattered, only a portion still in hand.

With violent eyes and slipping sanity, he wanted to destroy everything, but knew that if he did, heโ€™d lose all control, like a dam breaking.

Until someone grabbed him.

The rain got heavier, falling cold on his face.

โ€œChao Huangmu!โ€

He heard someone shouting his name in his ear and grabbing his hand.

That little cub, once gone mad with the urge to destroy, was seized by the hand and hauled out of the devouring gloom of the past.

Chao Huangmu came to in an instant, wings stilled, as a dragon slammed into them from above; the one holding him kept them both from falling till they hit the ground.

Chao Huangmuโ€™s head raised slowly, face streaked with blood, not all his ownโ€”a lot from the dragons.

He looked dangerous, empty, and exhausted; he just stared at Chu Zaoโ€”the reflection of himself in Chu Zaoโ€™s eyesโ€”

So ugly.

He looked horrible.

The black mutated dragon above vanished, dove for Chao Huangmuโ€™s head, and in that instant, merged into him.

โ€œBrother Huangmu, are youโ€”โ€

The voice echoed by his ear, arms wrapped around his chest and waist, that familiar sweet scent, the taste of candyโ€”

Chao Huangmu felt like he was done for, looking dully at Chu Zao, still stubborn: โ€œIโ€™m notโ€ฆโ€

He was cut off halfway through.

Chu Zao, having noticed things were off before, had just made eye contact with him and rushed here. He didnโ€™t even register what happenedโ€”as Chao Huangmu, usually much taller, abruptly started shrinking, thenโ€”very quicklyโ€”turned tiny?

Chu Zao shifted down in size instinctively, the snowy fluff supporting a little bundle of inky black.

Startled dumb.

What had Chao Huangmu become now?

โ€”โ€”Matte black little dragon horns, inky scales, eyes tinged with gold, a scaly tail dragging behind, two tiny wings spread desperately, trying to shield the white little fluff from rain, looking ragged, dumb, and fierceโ€”those eyes still a bit dog-dragon-like.

So this wasโ€”a little black dragon?

The white fluff supported the black dragon, honey-colored eyes looking up.

Chao Huangmu fell dazed for a secondโ€”somewhere, sometime, it had been like this too, maybe hiding from the rainโ€”rain falling, the damp, indistinct noise, something about potatoes, but none of that matteredโ€”what did was the same gaze looking up.

It made him freeze, made him inch closer, made him, ever so carefully, gently press a kiss to the white fluffโ€”he needed a mate.

Heart racing, all his reactions was sayingโ€”he was really done for.

Chao Huangmu thought, but the restless mood faded because of Chu Zao, because of the little fluff supporting himโ€”he was being watched, he was โ€œfavored,โ€ he wasnโ€™t just nobodyโ€”

Ever since seeing Chu Zao, beside loving โ€œshiny thingsโ€ on instinctโ€”

He was done for.

In front of Chu Zao, it was reasonable and completely right to fall completely, utterly apart.

Cub 139: If They Wonโ€™t Hug You, Let Me Do It
Cub 141: The Place Youโ€™ve Always Searched For Might Have Always Been Waiting For You

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