Damn! I Got Tricked By Her

Tricked 030: “Born of Grace, Like a Curse” Ends

Tricked 029: Chen Ranyi
Tricked 031: Departure

The three of them fell silent, staring at Chen Ranyiโ€™s Weibo.

Shen Huanhuan once seriously considered this:

If an internet mobber, by some twist of fate, chose their own child as a target, would they genuinely regret it?

Would they regret the mobbing itself, or only the fact that the victim was their child?

Shen Huanhuan leaned toward the latter.

As for what Chen Ning herself thought, there was no way to know now, nor did she want to know.

Jiang Yan: “The logical chain for Task Two is complete.โ€

Shen Huanhuan closed her eyes and sighed lightly.

The evidence was enough; Chen Ningโ€™s psychological journey could now be pieced togetherโ€”

After Chen Ranyi died, Chen Ning, while sorting her daughterโ€™s belongings and logging into her online accounts, discovered another side of her daughter and realized she herself was the one who had driven her to death. But she didnโ€™t blame herselfโ€”instead, she cast blame on Zhu Xinyunโ€™s harmonious family, the very friend who had given her advice.

She stubbornly believed that if not for Zhu Xinyunโ€™s suggestions, she wouldnโ€™t have vented online, wouldnโ€™t have joined in the mobbing, that Chen Ranyi wouldnโ€™t have discovered her own mother was her chief troll, wouldnโ€™t have dwelled on every cruel comment, and, in despair, wouldnโ€™t have committed suicide by poison.

So Chen Ning resented Zhu Xinyun; she wanted Zhu Xinyun to suffer as she had, and under certain circumstances, met a psychic and gave Zhu Xinyun a curse through occult means.

Afterwards, Chen Ningโ€™s actions triggered a chain of events, indirectly causing the deaths of Zuo Nianchen and He Shuyu.

Jiang Yan was curious: “If Chen Ning hadnโ€™t killed herself, how would your bureau have punished her?”

Shen Huanhuan: “The bureau has detailed regulations. In attempted murder cases, all fortune is stripped away, and you lose everything; but in Chen Ningโ€™s case… she harmed and killed too many, sheโ€™d likely be sent to the Interrogation Room, tortured by evil ghosts for ten years. Since the bureauโ€™s founding, no one has survived those ten years.โ€

Jiang Yan got it: โ€œBut now that sheโ€™s entered reincarnation, can your bureau still bring her back?โ€

Shen Huanhuan answered instinctively: “Chen Ning only died half a year ago. Sheโ€™s entered the cycle but hasnโ€™t yet reincarnated. The bureau has formidable people who can summon spirits back by their birth date, then lock them down…” Then she paused, realizing, and shook her head, โ€œBut now itโ€™s not possible. Chen Ningโ€™s been dispersed by Lin Xinjuiโ€”thereโ€™s no spirit left to recall.โ€

Jiang Yan propped her chin and smiled: โ€œNot necessarily.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t go back tonight.โ€

Shen Huanhuan was puzzled: โ€œWhy not?โ€

โ€œTonight, Lin Xinjui will probably attempt to disperse Chen Ranyi. Youโ€™ll need to stop itโ€”after all, didnโ€™t the competition materials recommend helping supernatural entities reincarnate?โ€

*

Actually, it wasnโ€™t hard to figure out.

From Wang Zhihuaโ€™s quote, โ€œMom, I donโ€™t want to be a dentist. Thatโ€™s your wish,โ€ Jiang Yan already understood the phenomena in the block building.

Chen Ranyi lived bearing Chen Ningโ€™s will, denying her own desires, never free to chart her own lifeโ€”her individuality was broken, crushed into Chen Ningโ€™s personality.

In that process, Chen Ranyi tried to break out, to show her vibrant real self, but that was the part Chen Ning most despisedโ€”and crushed again.

Chen Ning was a mountain on her daughterโ€™s back. As long as she kept hurting her โ€œfor her own good,โ€ Chen Ranyi could never become herself.

Thatโ€™s why, after death, Chen Ranyi wore Chen Ningโ€™s face.

Three months ago, Lin Xinjui had seen a Chen Ranyi who bore her motherโ€™s visage. When he attacked her, he burned a talisman with Chen Ningโ€™s birth infoโ€”it only gravely wounded Chen Ranyi, not destroyed her.

Shen Xiaoxiao once mocked the Supernatural Administration Bureauโ€™s energy detectors, saying they couldnโ€™t track extremely weak spiritual fluctuationsโ€”only once a spirit had lingered for months and grown stronger.

So after being injured, Chen Ranyiโ€™s spirit was too weak to be detected, hence everyone assumed Lin Xinjui had destroyed Chen Ningโ€™s ghost.

In the three months since, Chen Ranyiโ€™s spirit absorbed worldly miasma, recovered energy, and appeared on the meters again.

Jiang Yan explained all this to the twins.

The livestream was shockedโ€”not just at her words, but at how quickly sheโ€™d deduced it.

ใ€Good grief, Lin Xinjui had such an advantage, and only confirmed the answer half an hour ago??ใ€‘

ใ€Yes, and Lin Xinjui didnโ€™t even touch Task Twoโ€”he was only working on Task One…ใ€‘

ใ€Jiang Yanโ€™s deductions are so practiced, no way this is a noviceโ€™s skill level.ใ€‘

ใ€No wonder Abbot He called her senior. Having a senior like this is so reassuring QAQใ€‘

Jiang Yan finished.

The logic was seamlessโ€”the twins had no arguments.

Shen Xiaoxiao anxiously said, โ€œThen letโ€™s quickly find Chen Ranyiโ€™s spirit before Lin Xinjui does. Sheโ€™s had it so hardโ€”it would be even worse if dispersed!โ€

She pursed her lips. โ€œChen Ranyiโ€™s probably at 709, or the schoolโ€™s art studio?โ€

A lingering soul goes to its home most, or places it missed during life.

So Chen Ranyi could be at the building, or have left for the art studio.

โ€œI vote art studio!โ€ Shen Xiaoxiao raised her hand. โ€œI was in 709 with Jiang Yan-jie yesterday afternoon and felt fine, so I doubt any spirits are there.โ€

To be safe, they checked 709 first.

Cheng Guang watched them wander around. โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€

Jiang Yan: โ€œLooking at the flat.โ€

Shen Xiaoxiao confirmed she felt nothing in the flat and shook her head at the others.

Jiang Yan asked Cheng Guang, โ€œCan your wall-phasing bring people with you?โ€

Cheng Guang replied: โ€œAt my current spiritual power, I can manage four rounds, two of which can bring someone along.โ€

Jiang Yan: โ€œThen come with us.โ€

Getting into the school, Shen Huanhuanโ€™s police ID would work, but too much hassleโ€”and theyโ€™d probably get tailed; too inconvenient.

So they decided to sneak in.

Cheng Guang eagerly donned his jacket, recognizing this was a lifeline for eliminationโ€”this round, either he or Zhao Chong would go. An invitation from Jiang Yanโ€™s group was a boon.

He quickly called a ride.

The car came fast; as they settled in, the driver chatted with them. The driverโ€™s daughter attended Anping No.1 as wellโ€”he assumed they were parents delivering snacks to boarding students.

โ€œJust stop by the wall,โ€ Shen Huanhuan said. โ€œWe came empty-handedโ€”need to buy snacks first.โ€

โ€œSure!โ€

After getting out, Cheng Guang didnโ€™t hold back, picked a blind spot, put a hand on Jiang Yanโ€™s shoulder, and chanted her through the wall into the school.

One trip for in, one for outโ€”two goes used.

Next, Shen Huanhuan. After bringing her in and out, Cheng Guang was spent and sat by the road with Shen Xiaoxiao, kicking at stones.

โ€œHuh?โ€ Shen Xiaoxiao was surprised that Cheng Guang himself came out. โ€œYou couldโ€™ve gone with them, why not?โ€

Cheng Guang rubbed his nose: โ€œDidnโ€™t even know what weโ€™re here for, feels too much like freeloading. Have to keep a little dignity.โ€

โ€ฆ

Inside, Jiang Yan eyed the copy-paste buildings.

She hadnโ€™t planned to come.

Sheโ€™d already done plenty this round and had tipped off Shen Huanhuanโ€”regardless of Chen Ranyiโ€™s outcome, her advancement was secure. But Shen Xiaoxiao, impressed by her brutal โ€œdog beatingโ€, had quickly stepped aside after getting out of the car. Before Jiang Yan could refuse, Cheng Guang had put his hand on her shoulder.

Now, refusing would risk losing viewer votes, so Jiang Yan remained silent.

Shen Huanhuan wasnโ€™t aware of any of this and scanned the teaching blocks.

โ€œThat one, right?โ€ She pointed at the only building painted in rainbow colours.

โ€œShould be.โ€

Shen Huanhuan thought Jiang Yanโ€™s tone was a bit languid, but she saw her give a gentle smile. โ€œLetโ€™s go?โ€

That slack feeling was gone.

Shen Huanhuan figured sheโ€™d imagined it and walked along.

The buildingโ€™s doors were open, walls covered in club emblems and maps. The art club was on the fourth floor, in a corner. They hurried up and found the walls lined with oil paintings.

One, in a black frame, was most eye-catchingโ€”paper white flowers for mourning stuck all over the frame.

โ€œThatโ€™s Chen Ranyiโ€™s painting.โ€

They were in a hurry and only glanced at it.

It was a painting of butterflies in the art studio.

A butterfly perched on a scarlet, trembling heart. The crystalline blue wings drooped, and the wings were full of blurred, twisted human faces. They roared through the painting, stirring a fierce wind.

โ€œI love you so much I let you grow in my soul.โ€

In the lower right, Chen Ranyi had written:

โ€œYou can always be here, because you are my favourite.โ€

Jiang Yan walked forward a few steps and saw classmatesโ€™ notes for Chen Ranyiโ€”post-its thick across the surface.

โ€œRest in peace.โ€

โ€œRest in peace.โ€

โ€œGod must have thought you were too gifted and wanted to meet you.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re the most talented student Iโ€™ve seen.โ€

โ€œIn the next life, I want to see you at an exhibition.โ€

โ€œIn a parallel universe, you must be a great artist.โ€

Self-deceptive blessings.

Jiang Yanโ€™s lips curled slightly, but Shen Huanhuan seemed genuinely moved, walking faster and finally breaking into a run.

She pulled Jiang Yan down the fourth-floor hallway. โ€œWe have to hurry.โ€

โ€œWe have to make their blessings come true.โ€

Jiang Yan was swept up in the run; the evening breeze from the windows brushed her face.

At the corridorโ€™s end, Shen Huanhuan flung open the door.

What she saw made her eyes tremble.

At that moment, Chen Ranyi was being pinned by Lin Xinjuiโ€”her wrists bound and suspended from the studio ceiling.

*

Seeing them, Lin Xinjuiโ€™s expression changed at onceโ€”he hadnโ€™t expected anyone else would come here tonight.

โ€œHow did you know to come here?!โ€

After just a momentโ€™s thought, his expression darkened with suspicion, sneering: โ€œYou cheated?โ€

He suspected theyโ€™d spied on his streamโ€”otherwise, how could they have found this place only ten minutes apart?

Jiang Yan frowned: โ€œWhy cheat?โ€

โ€œThereโ€™s nothing hard about this taskโ€”why cheat?โ€

Livestream: ใ€โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€‘

ใ€You might not have killed Lin Xinjui with anger, but you got me.ใ€‘

Lin Xinjui glared, locking his gaze onto Jiang Yan, as if to find guilt in her eyes, but no matter how grim he looked, all he found was calmness.

But how could that be?

He was ranked in the top 100 overall, but even so, working on Task One had taken some luck.

Heโ€™d been to the building beforeโ€”heโ€™d seen self-righteous coworkers try to help polluted ghosts reincarnate, only to be devoured and lose all five senses, becoming oblivious to the world. Lin Xinjui hadnโ€™t cared to save fools, even if it only cost him a flick of the hand.

He knew exactly the mindset with which heโ€™d shattered Chen Ningโ€™s spiritโ€”breaking her into pieces, scattering them, blood everywhere. The chat had been ecstatic, the energy detector soon stabilized, but the thrill lingered.

Because he knew himself so well, he was certain Chen Ning was dispersed. If energy spiked in the building again, it wasnโ€™t her. Investigating over two days, he found everyone else had reincarnated; the only one who lingered had been Chen Ning.

So with supreme confidence, he deduced heโ€™d gotten the birth info wrongโ€”among the dead connected to Chen Ning was only her daughter. Thatโ€™s how he found Chen Ranyi.

But all that had taken him two daysโ€”how could anyone else do it in the same time?!

He spat harshly: โ€œYou trying to fool me? Howโ€™d you see my stream?!โ€

Jiang Yan suddenly laughed: โ€œOh my.โ€

โ€œYou really didnโ€™t think this was a hard task, did you?โ€

Though her tone was mild, the content was stinging.

Shen Huanhuan turned toward the window.

Sheโ€™d already checkedโ€”apart from some bruising on Chen Ranyiโ€™s wrists, she was intact. Lin Xinjui must have just caught her and hadnโ€™t had time to hurt her.

While Lin Xinjui was focused on Jiang Yan, she quietly recited a spell, her fingertips flickering with gold, and wrapped a band of pale gold around Chen Ranyi.

Chen Ranyiโ€™s eyelids fluttered open; she looked quietly at Shen Huanhuan, expression calm as if none of this involved her. Soon, she closed her eyes again.

Jiang Yan observed her: โ€œIs this what a miasma-polluted spirit looks like? She doesnโ€™t seem aggressive.โ€

Shen Huanhuan replied: โ€œHer coming to the studio shows sheโ€™s not that far goneโ€”at least she remembers her passion.โ€

โ€œAnd itโ€™s odd,โ€ Shen Huanhuan said. โ€œSheโ€™s using her own face, not Chen Ningโ€™s.โ€

Their indifference infuriated Lin Xinjui. He whipped out a talisman. As his strange incantations rose, flames licked up around Chen Ranyi; he chanted ever faster, eyes vicious and merciless.

Chen Ranyi clenched her mouth, struggling not to scream, but the pain of spiritual burning grew unbearable. She bit her lips and writhed.

โ€œLin Xinjui!โ€ Shen Huanhuan shouted and coiled the rope around Lin Xinjuiโ€™s fingers.

The birthdate talisman fell; Shen Huanhuan swooped to grab and tear it.

Lin Xinjui stared murderously. Heโ€™d been registered with the bureau for seven yearsโ€”unlike Shen Huanhuan, whoโ€™d trained only two or three.

She dared challenge him?

Within a few breaths, he shrugged off the binding.

Shen Huanhuan had expected it and quickly recited another spell, restraining his hands, then tightly binding both arms.

Half a minuteโ€”bound again.

And again.

And again.

Lin Xinjui grew more livid, finally kicking over an easel.

BANG!

The wooden board smashed against the wall, breaking in two.

โ€œDonโ€™t destroy public property,โ€ Shen Huanhuan said, and silently tied his legs too.

Lin Xinjuiโ€™s fists clenched, knuckles popping with rage.

Jiang Yan, half amused: โ€œYou two going to do this all night?โ€

Shen Huanhuan answered softly, “The bureau forbids using supernatural means to attack colleagues.”

Jiang Yan: “So what are you doing?”

Shen Huanhuan: “Mm… helping him calm down, I guess…?”

She pressed her lips, cheeks coloring, and stopped talking.

Seeing them locked in a stalemate, Jiang Yan grew irritated: โ€œThen stop with the supernatural. Just fight hand-to-hand, loser leaves.โ€

Lin Xinjuiโ€™s eyes narrowed; his struggle ceased.

โ€œIโ€™m down.โ€

Shen Huanhuan glanced nervously at Jiang Yan, who sighed. โ€œForget it, Iโ€™ll do it.โ€

Now it was like two cops, unarmed, agreeing to an informal contest.

Jiang Yanโ€™s tone was exceedingly casual. Shen Huanhuan thought it over, removed the ropes from Lin Xinjui, and gave Jiang Yan space.

Lin Xinjui was clearly goaded; he strode up, swung his right hand in a sharp strike at Jiang Yanโ€™s neck.

His chopping hand sliced the airโ€”but Jiang Yan sidestepped, caught his wrist, andโ€”lightning-quickโ€”shoved him backwards several meters.

Lin Xinjui staggered back in shock.

His face was aghast with anger: “Youโ€””

In that split second, Jiang Yanโ€™s elbow landed lightly on his chest; a wave of nausea surged up his throatโ€”he didnโ€™t even know how he was being beaten so deftly. He glared, snatched up a chair with his right hand, and swung it at Jiang Yan.

Too fast for anyone to see, Jiang Yan slipped aside, propped a hand on the desk, and kicked Lin Xinjui in the faceโ€”BANG!!โ€”The chair crashed down, shaking the floor.

She was wearing high heels; if he could use a chair, she didnโ€™t hold back either. Blood gushed from his nose.

He stood stunned, staring at Jiang Yan.

โ€œStill want to fight?โ€ Jiang Yan asked, expressionless.

Lin Xinjuiโ€™s eyes slowly moved; after a long moment, the buzzing in his head faded. He wiped the blood, swallowed the metallic taste, and cursed, โ€œFuck your mother! Iโ€™ll kill you!โ€

โ€œOkay,โ€ Jiang Yanโ€™s lips curled, โ€œso you want to keep fighting.โ€

Shen Huanhuan was stunned. Last round, she hadnโ€™t seen Jiang Yan drive a knife through Wang Baominโ€™s heartโ€”this was her first time witnessing Jiang Yan use violence.

Jiang Yan stooped to grab the chair heโ€™d failed to swing at her, and, with no technique, simply swung it down at him.

There was a table behind Lin Xinjuiโ€”nowhere to dodge, so he shielded his face with his elbow.

Shadow fell over him; Lin Xinjui squeezed his eyes shut and groped for a pen on the table.

But the expected pain didnโ€™t come; the chair stopped five centimeters from his face.

โ€œStill want to fight?โ€

Jiang Yanโ€™s calm voice carried over. Lin Xinjui opened his eyes, sweat clouding his vision.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆ..โ€

At last, he released his grip; a sharp-tipped pencil fell to the floor, shattering its point.

โ€œI donโ€™t hit women.โ€

Jiang Yanโ€™s smile was ambiguous, about to speak when a rough female voice cut in.

โ€œEven I can see you canโ€™t beat her.โ€

Jiang Yan raised her eyebrows, looking at the suspended Chen Ranyi.

Her wrists in bonds, Chen Ranyi lowered her head to Lin Xinjui: โ€œOnly after losing do you claim you donโ€™t hit women. Pathetic.โ€

Blood rushed to Lin Xinjuiโ€™s head; he thrust his hand in his pocket, about to write Chen Ranyiโ€™s birth info on yellow paper.

Shen Huanhuan quickly bound his hands. โ€œGetting offended by a few words and breaking your promiseโ€”thatโ€™s really pathetic.โ€

Lin Xinjui glared at her, as if cursing her ancestorsโ€”but after a moment, he withdrew his hand empty.

Breaking the game rules live would not benefit him at all.

Before leaving, he glanced back at them.

Jiang Yan: โ€œWhat?โ€

Lin Xinjuiโ€™s face was bitterly mocking: โ€œYou people are so hypocritical.โ€

โ€œWho caused Song Zhengโ€™s backlash? Wasnโ€™t it her? And you want to let her reincarnate,โ€ Lin Xinjui shot to the heart. โ€œLosing your five senses is as good as deathโ€”sheโ€™s taken a life. If she lived, itโ€™d be a death sentence, but die, and sheโ€™s free from sentencing?โ€

Shen Huanhuan held firm: “You’re the last person here qualified to blame everything on Chen Ranyi.โ€

โ€œI watched that livestream. Back then, you could have saved Song Zheng with a hand, but all you did was stand by and chew gum.โ€

โ€œShe will pay for what she did, but you are not her judge.โ€

The door slammed.

Lin Xinjui used actions for an answerโ€”he slammed the door and strode off.

The ropes on Chen Ranyiโ€™s wrist faded.

Shen Huanhuan loosened the spell, gently lowered her to the floor, but did not remove the ropes wrapped around her.

It was true Chen Ranyi had harmed Song Zhengโ€”Shen Huanhuan planned to take her back to the bureau.

But Chen Ranyi suddenly spoke up.

“Was the man in white last time named Song Zheng?”

Shen Huanhuan was surprised, then nodded: โ€œYou remember him?โ€

โ€œI remember,โ€ Chen Ranyi recounted her last half year. โ€œWhen I drank the poison and killed myself, seven days later, I was back home. I thought that was just how death worked for everyoneโ€”after watching my mom kill herself in the fire, I was scared for days, worried her soul would return and treat me like in life. But she didnโ€™t. After the seventh day, she vanished.โ€

โ€œThen I guessed I couldnโ€™t reincarnate for some reason. So I waited in my room. As time went on, more and more painful emotions filled meโ€”anger, fuzziness. Thatโ€™s when two boys showed upโ€”one in white, one in purple. The one in purple is the fierce one from just now.โ€

โ€œThough my mind was often a mess, I could still talk,โ€ Chen Ranyi said.

โ€œThen whyโ€™d you hurt Song Zheng?โ€ Shen Huanhuan was puzzled.

If sheโ€™d been clear-headed, why attack Song Zheng?

โ€œBecause Song Zheng-ge wanted me to,โ€ Chen Ranyi said.

โ€œWhen the man in purple first saw me, he tried to burn me, and didnโ€™t let me speak. The one in whiteโ€”Song Zhengโ€”stopped him, pulled me out of the fire, and asked what my wish was,โ€ Chen Ranyi recalled. โ€œI was in so much pain, couldnโ€™t remember my wish, but still knew who I was, so I whispered to him my nameโ€”I was starting to forget my own face.โ€

โ€œHe told me not to tell the man in purple. He said the purple one had the wrong person, so even burned, I wouldnโ€™t dieโ€”but it would really hurt.โ€

โ€œSong Zheng-ge wasnโ€™t as strong as the other one. Right after he spoke to me, he was shoved aside.โ€

โ€œAfterward, I kept burning for a long time. Song Zheng-ge found me again. He said even though I couldnโ€™t recall my wish, heโ€™d thought of a way.โ€

โ€œHe wanted to make a deal, to lend me his five senses. In return, I had to endure the purple manโ€™s torture, and afterward, hide myself somewhere safe.โ€

โ€œHe said my face was too ugly nowโ€”if I didnโ€™t throw it away, Iโ€™d never recover it. So I should throw it away, use his five senses to feel the world, go to every place Iโ€™d ever loved and slowly search for my own face and my wish.โ€

โ€œWe pinky-sworeโ€”I promised to try my best to remember my wish, and after I did, return his senses.โ€

โ€œLater, I was beaten severely. It took two months to recover my strength; then the negative emotions started flooding in again,โ€ Chen Ranyi clasped her hands over her chest. โ€œBut Song Zheng-geโ€™s five senses glowed within meโ€”every time, Iโ€™d regain my clarity. I floated and floated with them, finally to the art studio, where I found my self-portrait,โ€ she pointed at her face, โ€œand then I remembered.โ€

โ€œWant to see my self-portrait?โ€

Shen Huanhuan released her restraints, and Chen Ranyiโ€™s semi-transparent form moved to the back of the studio.

She lifted a canvas.

Behind it was a small space, a bunch of white flowers, and a lonely easel.

After Chen Ranyiโ€™s death, Anping No.1 set aside this space to commemorate the girl who had entered with a city-topping score but died unjustly.

Maybe because of her good reputation, no one was afraid; in fact, the space was cared for daily, always with fresh flowers.

Jiang Yan leaned against the canvas, looking at the easel in the center.

Truthfully, Chen Ranyiโ€™s self-portrait was not beautiful.

The picture was a bit dirty, the colors uneven, even brush lines repeatedly covered and revisedโ€”not as refined as her butterfly work.

But in the painting, she was smiling in freedom. Jiang Yan thought, she showed perfectly matched canine teeth and laughed so joyfully, her pink gums showed.

Healthy skin, clear eyes, smooth black hairโ€”all faded behind that smile.

Chen Ranyi said, โ€œThis was my happiest day.โ€

Jiang Yan: โ€œThe day you placed first in the city?โ€

Chen Ranyi grinned, showing her canines: โ€œWrong! It was the day my art teacher praised meโ€”she called me a little oil painting prodigy.โ€

Shen Huanhuan was moved, opening her mouth to say softly, โ€œYour teacher was right.โ€

Livestream viewers were moved, too. Lin Xinjui had many followers, most of them fellow psychics harmed by out-of-control ghosts, but none called for a fight today.

Chen Ranyi seemed to have nothing more to say.

She brought out a warm white ball of light and handed it to Shen Huanhuan.

โ€œThis is Song Zheng-geโ€™s five senses. Please return them to himโ€”and tell him, Iโ€™ll repay him in my next life.โ€

Then, she stretched her arms toward Shen Huanhuan, as if preparing for handcuffs, โ€œTake me away.โ€

Now Shen Huanhuan faltered.

If Song Zheng had given his senses voluntarily, then Chen Ranyi had committed no crimeโ€”alive or deadโ€”and should not be taken to the bureau, nor punished.

But she didnโ€™t hesitate long; her phone pingedโ€”someone messaged her.

โ€”โ€”โ€œHelp her reincarnate. Thatโ€™s Song Zhengโ€™s wish.โ€

Shen Huanhuan exhaled.

She showed the message to Chen Ranyi, who stared a long time, โ€œBut I borrowed them so long; his days must have been hard.โ€

โ€œBut he doesnโ€™t want you to suffer.โ€

Chen Ranyi fell silent, eyes rapidly reddening.

Shen Huanhuan said, โ€œTell us your dying wishโ€”letโ€™s see if we can help fulfill it.โ€

Chen Ranyi whispered, โ€œIf I say my wish, can I reincarnate?โ€

Shen Huanhuan shook her head, explaining, โ€œYou reincarnate once your wish is fulfilled.โ€

Chen Ranyi: โ€œBut if I say it, itโ€™ll be fulfilled.โ€

โ€œShould I really say it?โ€ she asked Shen Huanhuan. โ€œIf I say it now, but later you regret it, itโ€™ll be too late.โ€

Jiang Yan was curious now: โ€œTry us.โ€

Chen Ranyi looked at the ceiling, then at the white funeral flowerโ€”she thought over her words, and at last spoke slowly, โ€œIt really hurt when I died.โ€

โ€œIt hurt so muchโ€”my insides spasming with pain.โ€

She recounted the day she died with studied blandness: โ€œThat night I saw the pesticide on the table and thought of my motherโ€™s hurtful words. She always hurt me in the worst possible ways. Even from afar, sheโ€™d find me online and wound me again. Suddenly, I thought I might as well die.โ€

โ€œBut as soon as I drank the poison, I regretted it. It was too painful, far too painful. By then, it was too lateโ€”no one could save me. I had to die,โ€ tears suddenly welled and flowed, which she wiped away hurriedly, โ€œSo, at that moment, I wanted to tell everyone one thing. I want everyone to know how much it hurts to swallow poison. Donโ€™t be stupid like meโ€”suicide over that isnโ€™t worth it. I swear, nothing Iโ€™ve suffered in life compares to the pain in that moment.โ€

โ€œSo if you feel down, try to think of yesterdayโ€”try to find some memory worth remembering for tomorrow. Maybe youโ€™ll want to live.โ€

Shen Huanhuan waited, but when Chen Ranyi didnโ€™t continue, she asked, โ€œโ€ฆThatโ€™s it?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s it.โ€

Shen Huanhuan pressed her lips tight.

Chen Ranyiโ€™s dying wish wasnโ€™t to escape her motherโ€™s control, not to have her own life, not to become a painter, nor to see one of her works in an exhibition.

Thatโ€™sโ€ฆ all?

Shen Huanhuan watched as Chen Ranyiโ€™s outline grew faint, her throat locked with bitterness she swallowed but could not release.

Only when she saw Chen Ranyi vanish from the world did she regain her voice.

Only then did she dare be sureโ€”

Chen Ranyiโ€™s final wish really was only this.

Tricked 029: Chen Ranyi
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How about something to motivate me to continue....

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