Leaving aside the feasibility of the girls’ escape planโ
As for the plan itself, they intended to abandon ship and swim to the shore after leaving the Cow Immortalโs cave, but now Yun Mingyue and Ye Tian had become Falling-Flower Cave Maidens. All their thoughts and desires revolved around becoming brides to the Cave God.
They sang and danced, gazing dreamily at the cave, their souls seemingly trapped, wracked with pain, yet able only to keep dancing.
Before Yun Mingyue and Ye Tian were taken away by their respective parents, Jiang Yan saw the tangled, knotted complexity of their desires.
Above their heads, various faces would flicker into view; it seemed as if their souls were shackled, in torment, but forced to keep dancing.
After everyone watched the two girls leave, no one was in any mood for swimming. They all went back to the school.
Lan Lin pulled out the answer sheet that needed to be filled in.
[Before the ritual begins, please write your answers on this pageโ
1. Who am I among the seven?
2. Why am I in such pain?]
โAny ideas for the first question?โ she asked.
Zhang Du shrugged. โI feel like you could write anyoneโs name, or just put them all down.โ
Mint Candy chimed in as well. โI thought, after the cattle-rearing class, things would get easier. The spirit even gave us this question sheetโฆ The energy field canโt force us to stay, so it has to give a path to clear, but itโs rare for it to be this direct. I thought the spirit was lowering the difficulty for us, but now itโs clear thatโs not the case at allโโ
Her tone lengthened with distress: โIโm so muddledโeveryone has had it hard, but everyone has had happiness, too. Some gave up fighting, some were forced to. And each suffered in their own way. I still have no idea who the spirit is, much less why sheโs in such pain!โ
Shen Huanhuan offered a soothing smile. โDonโt worry, we have more than a day left.โ
โSister Jiang Yan and I discussed it. Since the spirit gave up on rule-based killing, that means sheโs sure we canโt guess the answer. She believes that even if we see the whole story, we still won’t get it right, so she didnโt bother with elaborate rules this time.โ
โSo letโs focus less on the story as a whole, and more on the details. Maybe weโll spot something strange there.โ
Jiang Yan lounged comfortably, watching Shen Huanhuan.
After Shen Huanhuan spoke, she glanced at Jiang Yanโs relaxed posture and curved her eyes into a smile. โSister Jiang Yan, do you have any guesses?โ
Everyone turned toward Jiang Yan, eyes full of anticipation.
[These puppy-dog eyes are killing me.]
[Jiang Yan: Arenโt we different teams? So why are you all looking at me like Iโm your captain?]
[Sister Yan: Just slacking off now, donโt bother cueing me.]
Jiang Yan: โGo through the motions first.โ
So Shen Huanhuan copied Jiang Yanโs usual style and said: โLetโs summarize what we know.โ
She took the lead: โThe underlying logic of this energy field is rules-based horror. To survive, you have to find a loophole in the rules, which means the spirit lived in a world full of restrictions, always struggling to survive between the lines.โ
Lan Lin nodded. โThat fits every girl here.โ
She pondered a moment, then added: โThe cattle-rearing class had two goals, as designed by the spirit: first, to test if weโd be good mothers; second, to see if we respect the faith in the calvesโat least outwardly.โ
โIn that class, the chicks and lambs represented children in a family. The unloved ones would envy the others and also hate their mother, but both chicks and lambs were food for the calf. Thatโs what the spirit hoped for, what she desired: that if there must be a sacrifice, the mother would give both children, so she could not hate her mother and would always be remembered by her. We satisfied that desire, so we cleared the cattle-rearing class.โ
โAs for the calves in the classโฆโ Lan Lin thought, then said, โThey represent faith. Only those who believe in the Cow Immortal can attend Wuhai Girlsโ School; previous rules stressed the Cow Immortalโs sacred status.โ
โBut based on what weโve seen, none of these girls actually believes in the Cow Immortal; in fact, theyโre dying because of it. Iโve never understood why this energy field needs a cattle-rearing class.โ
She said, โHonestly, if I died because of a groundless sacrifice, Iโd hate the Cow Immortal. In that extreme state, Iโd torment everything bovine in my energy field, not feed it.โ
Chat scrolled with agreement:
[Yes, exactly! Lan Lin nailed whatโs been feeling weird all along.]
[Yeah, right from the start this energy field has seemed offโmaybe thatโs why.]
Jiang Yan spoke up:
โThatโs because the spirit does believe in the Cow Immortal.โ
Lan Lin turned to Jiang Yan. โCan you explain your reasoning?โ
Yu Renwan answered softly, โJiang Jiang mentioned this before.โ
โThe eyes on the calvesโ faces werenโt just corrupting people but their own divine nature too. Calves without eyes were pure and sweet, like the Cow Immortal from five hundred years ago, but then things changed. The man-eating Cow Immortal is not the one Taoyuan Village once revered.โ
โWhat the spirit worshipped was the Cow Immortal of five centuries past.โ
Jiang Yan shook her head. โThat was my guess two days agoโit seemed too simple then.โ
She went on calmly, โThe spirit never saw the original Cow Immortal. No matter how the villagers described it, what she actually saw was the man-eating one in the cave. Itโs hard to feel real faith that way.โ
โSo I suspect that, during the sacrifice, the spirit actually saw the real Cow Immortal and developed a fleeting, complicated faith.โ
โThis conflictโfaith and hatred tangledโmade the spiritโs posthumous energy field so emotionally contradictory; that’s why the story inside is inconsistent.โ
Lan Lin grew thoughtful.
After a long pause, she ruffled her blue hair, sounding helpless.
โBut we have to answer the questions before the ceremony; we canโt follow her into the cave to see what really happened. If the answer depends on what happened there, thenโฆโ
Jiang Yanโs lips twitched into a smile. โDoesnโt matter.โ
โI already have my guess. I just want to see one more storyline play out to be sure.โ
*
That afternoon, Jiang Yan wandered around the back of the school.
Maybe because police had tightened security on the outskirts of Jiangcheng, no new people had wandered into the energy field these past days.
Granny Zhuang, leaning on her cane, took a walk with Jiang Yan.
The old woman was slow, but Jiang Yan didnโt wait for her. She was certainly older than Granny Zhuang herselfโso she wasnโt sentimental about respecting the elderly, simply moving forward on her own.
When she reached the riverbank, she settled onto a stone to rest.
It was several minutes before Granny Zhuang made it over, set her cane aside, and sat on the rock beside her.
They watched the river a while.
In Taoyuan Village, this was a river only men could swim in; if a girl went in, she risked approaching the cave, being chosen by the Cave God, and losing her mind, becoming a Falling-Flower Cave Maiden.
Granny Zhuang had also come out that morning and witnessed everything; she gazed distantly at the cave.
โThese poor girls,โ she said.
Jiang Yan casually made a sound. After a moment, Granny Zhuang suddenly said, โSomethingโs happened to Little Wangโs daughter, hasnโt it?โ
Jiang Yan raised an eyebrow and looked at her.
Granny Zhuang waved her hand, her kindly face tinged with sadness. โWe elders have seen a lot.โ
โAny time Little Wang mentions his daughter, your faces all changeโespecially that white-haired girl. Decades ago, after my home was destroyed in an earthquake, I asked the nurse how my youngest girl was. Those nurses had just the same look.โ
โThese next few days Iโll tell Little Wang about my own daughter. It took me years to get past it, but in the end, I did.โ
Jiang Yan remained silent.
Her task was merely to get as many ordinary people out as possibleโshe cared little for their psychological well-being.
The sound of the river lapping at shore was soothing.
Wordlessly, the two sat for a while. Granny Zhuang wasnโt bothered by Jiang Yanโs attitude.
Eventually, she patted the smooth stone. โForgive an old woman for rambling. I heard you all talking at noon. I didnโt catch everything, but I understood some things.โ
She didnโt wait for Jiang Yan to reply, simply went on: โWhen I was young, our village favored boys. In those days, no one cared; many girls were drowned as babies, every household did it. If my own mother hadnโt been sickly and needed me to look after my brother, Iโd likely have been killed as well.โ
โI saw plenty of little girls drowned, eyes never even opened. The other girls and I would watch; we werenโt angry, some of us even smiled. No one told us it was wrong, no one taught us right from wrong. In our minds, we were alive thanks to the protection of our brothers. If not for our mothers wanting us to care for them, we would have died too, so we were never angry about anyone elseโs fate.โ
โWe saw our lives as lucky happenstance. When another girl died, at most we felt she was unlucky, not born into our home. At those times, I felt secretly proudโhappy to have been born right.โ
โBut honestly, whatโs there to be proud of?โ Granny Zhuang looked at Jiang Yan. โI only learned better after my parents died and my aunt took me to the city.โ
โThese years, Iโve been filled with regret. By the time I understood girlsโ lives mattered too, Iโd already seen over a dozen little girls die before my eyes.โ
โMy ears still echo with the laughter of those men standing by as the girls drowned. When they laughed, theyโd call their friends to laugh with them.โ
โIโm no good with words,โ the old woman sighed, โbutโฆ child, do you understand?โ
Jiang Yan looked sidelong at Granny Zhuang.
After a while, she smiled.
โThatโs exactly what Iโve been thinking about.โ
โYouโll be able to leave here on your own, Granny Zhuang.โ
*
That night, the timeline jumped to after the school holiday.
When Zhou Xiahua returned, she was utterly changed.
Her usual vitality and warmth were gone; her arms and knees were scraped, her clothes dirty and face sooty.
Back in the dorm, she slid down the wall by the door and collapsed, hiding her face in her hands as she wept.
Yu Renwan ran to her and held her, but for a long time, Xiahua didnโt move. Then, at last, she dropped her hands, face streaked with tears.
โMingyue and Ye Tian donโt recognize me anymore.โ
Yu Renwan stayed crouched in place, at a loss for how to comfort her.
Zhou Xiahua choked out, โYinghuoโs mom found out about the hidden razor bladeโher mother guessed she was planning to cut her bindings during the sacrifice, so she slashed Yinghuoโs hands with a butcherโs knife. When I went to their house, her aunt drove me off. I never even saw her.โ
She asked Yu Renwan, โWhy is it like this?โ
โWhy us? What unforgivable mistake did we make?โ
โWe just want to live. Is that really so wicked?โ
Tears fell on Yu Renwanโs arm. She didnโt know how to respondโjust squatted there and watched Zhou Xiahua cry.
After a while, someone knocked at the dorm door.
Outside, Han Yinghuoโs loud, earthy shout rang out: โDonโt worry, Xiahua! Iโm back, tough as ever!โ
Xiahua immediately scrambled up, wiping her eyes, and opened the door.
Han Yinghuo held out her handsโwrapped completely in white cloth. As Xiahuaโs tears threatened, Han Yinghuo rushed to explain:
โJust the tendon in my right hand was cut, the left is only lightly hurtโno big deal.โ
โReally, what a mom, huh? Iโve been her daughter for seventeen years, and she still doesnโt know Iโm left-handed, hahaha.โ
โThereโs a banquet at the headmanโs place tonight. Xu Xing says sheโs planning to imitate Zhao Yao and steal a boatโsheโll scout around the cave and confirm the route. Donโt worry, weโll all get out together!โ
Jiang Yan watched Han Yinghuo from the doorway.
After a few heartbeats, she approached and touched the left strap of Yinghuoโs backpack, then the right.
Han Yinghuo was puzzled: โWhatโs up?โ
Jiang Yan: โDid your mom make this backpack?โ
โNo way,โ Yinghuo replied. โIt was my brotherโs castoff.โ
โIs your brother left-handed?โ
Han Yinghuo thought about it, then shook her head. โI donโt think so.โ
Jiang Yan raised her lips in a half smile and nodded.
Han Yinghuo pulled Xiahua away to talk. Jiang Yan watched them go, then pulled out the answer sheet, and a pen from her bag.
Noticing what she was doing, the chat exploded in question marks.
[??]
[????]
[Am I seeing things? Sheโs answering now??]
[I thought sheโd procrastinate till the last secondโsheโs starting a whole day early?!]
โJiang Jiangโฆโ
Yu Renwan followed anxiously, but Jiang Yan waved her off, laid the paper flat on the table, and skipped the first question.
She looked straight at the second:
โ[Why am I in such pain?]
With a casual flick, Jiang Yan wrote:
[1. Taoyuan Villageโs reality is far more complicated than you think. There is no deep-rooted male favoritismโat least, not in this generation. What pains you is how long youโve tortured yourself with hatred.]
Almost at once, a red [30%] completion mark appeared after the sentence.
Jiang Yan glanced at it, and wrote again:
[2. Your brother is not scum; he is a girl.]
The chat filled with rows of [?]
Everyone was stunned.
As Yu Renwan sucked in a sharp breath, after the second sentence appeared [60%] on the answer progress.
Jiang Yan set down the pen and leisurely put away the paper.
โIโll write the rest tomorrow. I want to see the final storyline unfold.โ
