Such thoughts followed naturally.
Not every mother loves her child, nor should motherhood be burdened with excessive moral pressure.
Maternal love comes with prerequisites. It wasnโt just that Yang Shumei and Liu Zhengxing had no emotional foundation before marriage, or that after losing her first child, Yang Shumei became mentally unstable and lost all desire to have more children.
The fact of rape alone meant that, as the victim, Yang Shumei had no obligation whatsoever to love the child of her abuser.
Marital rape is still rape. Yang Shumei was unwilling, the one forced to suffer injuryโthe same as women abducted to remote villages and forced to give birth. Whether through brutality, intoxication, coercion, or deceit; whether the perpetrator is a stranger or a husband, the situation is the same, and so is the outcome.
The woman is the victim.
Yang Shumei was a pure victim.
And as the victim, the child she carried was proof of the assault she could not resist; the extension of her pain, carrying the abuserโs genes. Not loving him is entirely normal.
Shen Huanhuan fully agreed with Jiang Yanโs deductions.
โSince the haunted house is run by the second child, his childhood must have been filled with suffering. He never experienced his parentsโ love. Liu Zhengxing had clearly resented Xiao Mei for a long timeโselfish and self-serving, hardly the type to show fatherly care. As for Xiao Meiโโ Shen Huanhuan paused, continuing, โFrom the first child, we know she was capable of deep maternal love, but she did not give that love to her second child. Judging by all we know so far, if she had truly wanted to have that child, she would have loved himโnow she does not.โ
โThis can only mean she didnโt want the child. She was forced.โ Shen Huanhuanโs tone was firm.
Zhao Kepu was hesitant. โBut I read some articlesโsome mothers even after such things choose to keep the child and raise them with careโฆ Isnโt a motherโs love for her child just instinct? My mom says she loved me from the moment I was born.โ
โYou canโt say that,โ Shen Huanhuan replied seriously. โOnce you link anything to instinct, it becomes a kind of coercionโlike those who donโt have this โinstinctโ arenโt worthy of being human.โ
โIโve read similar reports. Itโs true, some women, forced to have children, still love them deeplyโappeasing abusers for the child, even taking them along if they run away. But plenty of women, once free, choose never to see their child again.โ
As she spoke, Shen Huanhuan drew a deep breath, her expression growing solemn.
She looked at Zhao Kepu. โReports will call the first type ‘great mothers’ and make a show of it, sometimes filming their story for others. But the latter are just as greatโtheir lives were so bitter, yet they found a way to rescue themselves and fight for a normal life.โ
โNever use the actions of the first type to coerce the second.โ
A few comments swept through the livestream chat:
[Maybe we donโt understand Xiao Mei, canโt put ourselves in her place. But try to imagine itโs Meng Chunhong in that cellar, pregnant with Zhang Chenxiโs child, forced to give birthโhow can anyone demand Chunhong to love that child?]
[Thatโs different! Yang Shumei and Liu Zhengxing were married!]
[Itโs the same in essenceโrape is rape, inside or outside marriage.]
[Agreed. If you havenโt suffered what Xiao Mei suffered, just donโt judge. Iโm with Sister Yan and HuanhuanโXiao Mei really didnโt love the second child. Not even a trace of love mingled with hateโjust not loving him at all.]
After hearing Shen Huanhuan, Zhao Kepu fell into deep thought. Shen Xiaoxiao slapped his shoulder casually.
Shen Huanhuan summed up:
โLiu Yitian lived a hard lifeโhe never received any love from birth, not even in his name, which was a shadow of the first child. Yang Shumeiโs life was even harderโshe lost her first daughter, the cat she pretended was her lost daughter, had an unhappy marriage, was forced to bear children, fell into insanity, and even her parents, not wanting shame, refused to send her to a hospital.โ
โLiu Zhengxing is the root of all this.โ
โHis logic is easy to guess: frustrated by his wifeโs breakdown after losing their daughter, he ignored her emotional needs, believed having another child would stir her motherly love and bring back their happy family, so he forced Xiao Mei to have another child.โ
At this moment, Mu Wang quickly raised his hand.
His motion was so swift only Jiang Yan noticed; he was sitting cross-legged atop the bookshelf, making the small study feel even smaller.
It was clear heโd found something, so Jiang Yan asked, โWhat did you find?โ
Mu Wang pointed at the potted plant in the study.
โThereโs something behind thatโcaught my eye.โ
Everyone looked where Mu Wang indicated. The plant had toppled, shattered pieces of the vase and soggy earth scattered everywhere in a chaotic mess.
Mu Wang leapt down, rummaged beneath the greenery, and pulled out a twenty-centimeter-high golden Guanyin statue.
He read the four small words carved in the base: โSongzi Guanyin.โ (โGuanyin Who Grants Childrenโ)
Mu Wang handed the statue to Jiang Yan. After inspecting it briefly, she passed it to Shen Huanhuan.
Shen Huanhuan understood, so she pulled out a talisman and stuck it to the statue.
A few minutes later, she shook her head.
โNo issues. Probably just bought from a normal templeโneither useful nor harmful.โ
Shen Xiaoxiao asked, โDid Liu Zhengxing get it?โ
โMost likely,โ Shen Huanhuan replied.
โBased on Xiao Meiโs age, she was just over twenty at marriage, and with no feelings for Liu Zhengxing, it was unlikely sheโd want such a statue then. So this was probably bought by Liu Zhengxing for the second child.โ
โIf Xiao Mei conceived easily, they wouldnโt need a fertility Guanyin. So something went very wrong for her with the second pregnancy. Her life was even more miserable than we thought.โ
Shen Xiaoxiao sighed deeply.
She flopped onto the study sofa, tilting her head, stretching her neck. The others kept searching for clues. After half a minute of rest, just as Shen Xiaoxiao was preparing to get up, she heard that “grr-grr” sound again.
This time, it was right at her earโwell within half a meter.
Shen Xiaoxiao quickly scanned the surroundings, but nothing seemed amiss. Several breaths later, as if realizing something, she slowly straightened her back.
The sofa had bulged out slightly, and from beneath the upholstery, the catโs tongue protruded, licking Shen Xiaoxiaoโs ear over and over. Even through the layer of fabric, the sensation was clammy and dampโmaking her leap off in disgust.
“Geh geh gehโ”
A malicious laugh rang from inside the sofa. But this time, no one paid it any mind. They all continued with their tasks. After an exhaustive search, they moved on to the other rooms.
Still, they found nothing.
But fortune and misfortune travel togetherโinside the childrenโs room, they discovered Yang Shumeiโs death certificate.
The documents were extremely well hidden. The room was clearly decorated for a girl: a pink block palace, pretty little dresses, and hundreds of battered dolls stacked in every corner, all covered with cat-scratch marks.
The records were hidden inside a plain, ordinary doll.
The document made it clear: Yang Shumeiโs date of death was [March 5th].
The cause: suicide by jumping.
The cat had died on March 4th; Yang Shumei killed herself the following day.
This fixed the place of the tabby in Yang Shumeiโs heart: after her daughter died, Yang Shumei fell into madness and poured all her maternal love onto the cat. She bought it dolls and spoiled it to excess. After the cat died, she couldnโt accept the loss of her “daughter” and followed soon after.
Jiang Yan put down the death certificate.
โThis pretty much confirms the haunted houseโs operating principle.โ
Shen Xiaoxiao: โWhat?โ
Jiang Yan explained, โIn the real world, Yang Shumei saw the cat as her daughter and spoiled it terribly. In the haunted house, Liu Zhengxing sees the cat as his wife and suffers endless torment at its paws.โ
โAnd this haunted house was created by the second childโLiu Yitian.โ
Shen Xiaoxiao looked both puzzled and enlightened.
Jiang Yan continued, โHe seems to want his father to experience life from his motherโs perspectiveโtruly feel what itโs like.โ
โHeโs begun the conversation with his father, substituting himself for his mother.โ
โIf what others saw as just a cat was, in your eyes, Tiantian, could you be so cruel as to not love it, to abandon it, to have another child?
โAnd if the cat, seen by others, was your wife in your own eyes, could you abandon it, leave it behind, and truly let go?
Jiang Yan said, โYang Shumei couldnโt do it.โ
โThe child overestimated his father.โ
*
With the haunted houseโs origin roughly clear, everyone refocused on looking for Xiao Meiโs body.
After all, the haunted house mission was only to find the corpse. All the other details were just extraโfor now, it didnโt matter if the whole story fit together, as the hotel would show the complete family narrative once the haunted house finished.
Now, they had to locate the body.
Yang Shumei had jumped to her death in the villa. The place wasnโt tallโeven if you jumped from the second floor, youโd usually only break some bones. But Yang Shumei had gone head-first from the second floor and died on the spot.
In other words, her corpse could be right outside in the garden below the second-floor window.
But it also could be elsewhereโafter all, this was Liu Yitianโs haunted house; he could have placed the body anywhere he wished.
After Jiang Yan pointed this out, Mu Wang volunteered himself, raising a hand to go turn the garden soil.
Zhao Kepu wanted to go too, but Mu Wang, by vaulting through the window, cut off his request before he could even speak.
Zhao Kepu watched Mu Wang land lightly and felt the manโs lone-wolf resolve; he shut his mouth awkwardly.
โWhatโs the hurry jumping like that? Not like I dared jump anyway. If the bodyโs in the garden, normal folks wouldnโt jump out a window.โ
Jiang Yan: โYou walk out the front door, of course.โ
Zhao Kepu: โ?โ
Jiang Yan: โThe first-floor door isnโt locked.โ
Zhao Kepu mopped his forehead with a handkerchief. Jiang Yan turned to continue searching for hidey-holes for bodies. Only the guest bedrooms were left. Jiang Yan asked Yu Renwan which room she fancied. After some hesitation, Yu pointed at the one at the very end of the hall.
Jiang Yan nodded and headed directly to this guest room.
To play it safe, the twins checked other rooms. Stepping into the corner guest room with Yu Renwan, Jiang Yan immediately sensed something offโthe floor was filthy, as if it hadnโt been cleaned in months.
Not cleaning meant you didnโt want others coming in.
It meant there was a secret.
Jiang Yan circled the room, finally entering the bathroom. The guest room was roughly the same size as the study, but its bathroom was a third smaller. Jiang Yan paused, recalling countless novels and movies, and reached for the bathroom mirror.
โGeh geh.โ
The catโs laughter sounded behind her, but even its interruptions seemed to confirm her actions. Without turning, Jiang Yan gripped the cat by the neck with one hand, while the other hand felt along the mirrorโs edge.
After half a minute, amid the catโs piercing yowls, Jiang Yan found a button the size of a grain of rice and slowly rotated the mirror upwards.
A half-meter-high hole appeared before her.
The stench pouring out made Jiang Yan wrinkle her brow.
She let goโthe cat dropped to the ground in Xiao Meiโs form, glanced up at Jiang Yan, then scuttled out on all fours. Jiang Yan ignored it, steadied herself, and called over Yu Renwan as she crawled into the hole.
It was narrow inside.
Not even three square metersโturning around was tough, and Jiang Yan couldnโt stand straight, couldnโt even bend fully, but only half-kneel.
Really, you couldnโt call this a roomโjust a hole. There was no light. A battered bed, filthy and stinking bedding, a pillow spilling its stuffing, and right beside it a commode, with a moldy, half-eaten slice of bread rotting on its rimโit made the stomach turn.
But Jiang Yan paid no attention to these. Her gaze landed heavily on the bed.
A little boy of seven or eight lay stretched flat.
His cheeks were deeply sunken, thin as a rail. Someone had stabbed a knife deep into his chest; his eyes were wide open, hands locked around the blade, either fighting death or trying to stop its approach.
There were dried tear tracks at the corners of his eyes.
Who knew how long those tears had lain there.
Yu Renwan half-kneeled to the bedside and picked up a bloodstained note from the boyโs chest.
His handwriting was pitiful.
He probably never learned to write properly. Most of the short note was phonetic spelling, with plenty of mistakes.
Yu Renwan worked at it for a long time before deciphering the correct meaning.
โI saw it all, and I understood everything.โ
She read softly, โWhen I was looking for my mother in heaven, I chose her.โ
โWhen I left my mother, I forgave myself.โ
