Both the giver and receiver of the candy were completely calm.
The little white plush ball, standing at full attention, stretched as long as he ever had, clamped the candy wrapper in his mouth, and fluttered his little wings in confusion that hadnโt had a chance to be useful.
Rightโeven if he hadnโt changed directly back to human form.
But cub, arenโt you able to fly?
Little Chu Zao shifted back, and when he did so, he kept the tiptoe pose, biting the candy wrapper.
The little cub then took the wrapper with his hand again, looking at Amos.
He dazedly and softly said, โZao Zao forgot.โ
The moment he saw candy, Zao Zao forgot everything.
You couldnโt blame the cub; in his human form, he so rarely flew that it even came as a surprise to himselfโoh, Zao Zao can fly!
Amos was overwhelmed by the cuteness.
He picked the little guy up and sat him naturally on his knee.
The ghost bear the cub had just dragged along was now back in his arms.
Amos finished signing the last document; the virtual screen disappeared before his eyes. He looked up at Feeney, standing not far off.
He warned, โKeep your weird sense of aesthetics away from Zao Zao. Stand aside. Iโll deal with you again later.โ
Feeney: …?
Wait, Second Brother, havenโt you already dealt with me once? Still going to?
With Amos as backup, the cub just nodded his head gently, happily unwrapping the candy Amos had given him.
โAn unexpected delight for a cub!
Little Chu Zao sucked on the sweet candy, cheeks puffed up.
Honey-colored eyes reflected the figure of Feeney, growing ever more desperate.
In this moment, the heavy cloud hanging over the Crown Clanโwhether Morlo was still sufferingโbriefly lightened.
There was still a bit of time left.
Even though they didnโt know if they would find Morlo, or if theyโd get answers, at least they were near that goal.
Little Chu Zao finished his candy.
They were not far from the polluted zone.
Hel was still in the medical bay under sedation.
The other Crown Clan had already gathered at Amosโs door.
Though no one voiced it, everyone was clearly restless.
Since the wave of pollution came and beasts started attacking, the Crown Clan had become ever more busy; the nobles with more power even busier, and it had been a long time since theyโd been together like this.
Frey, as the oldest brother, though not the strongest, was emotionally the most stable and was currently discussing the situation with Amos.
Anya and Feiman stood by in the corridor, somewhat agitated, sometimes glancing at the little cub behind them, then talking about Helโs condition.
Helโs situation was indeed dire.
His psychic halo had been forcibly stabilized by the little cub, but his emotions had collapsed.
The first time Morlo left, it was already a heavy blow to Helโlet alone a second time.
They were currently discussing how to control Hel when the time came.
Little Chu Zao, having finished his candy, sat obediently on the soft stool Amos brought for him, hugging Ghost Bear, wings slightly spread, and his halo flickering nervously.
He had nothing to addโhe just blinked, watching the adults discuss.
Only one person hid in the shadows, twitching in frustration.
After a string of setbacks, Feeney was forbidden from approaching Chu Zao.
Beneath his beard, his face looked a shade ferocious, gripping the corner, staring at the cub.
He couldnโt hold back in the end, and took a few steps forwardโthis time keeping a safe distanceโpointing to his own face in utter grief.
โReally canโt reconsider? Zao Zao, wonโt you look again?โ
Feeney had always been unfazed by anyone in the clan criticizing his taste. After all, there hadnโt been any cubs in the Crown Clan, and anyway, Holy Cas people always praised his rugged manly charm!
But he never expected Chu Zao could break him this badly.
When Feeney came closer, Amos looked his way.
Seeing the cub wasnโt backing away, Amos said nothing.
Feeney flipped his hand, then grabbed into the void.
Whooshโ
Dark ash leaked between his fingers, in a flash forming a huge longbow.
In contrast to the delicate Cupidโs Bow the cub had, Feeneyโs bow was rough, fierce, with a cold murderous aesthetic, quite different from Amosโs.
This once ever-smiling, second-best warrior of the Crown Clan, who could sneak into beast armies and take down the alpha from a thousand miles away, was trying to lure the little cub with his weapon.
See, Zao Zao? Our weapons are the same!
Aesthetics have to match, right?
But clearly, the cub wasnโt focused on that.
Little Chu Zaoโs eyes widened.
He was awed by the cool way the longbow appeared, then looked down at his own palm.
He copied the move, flipping his hand, and out came Cupidโs Bow.
The cub tilted his little headโ
Not cool enough.
Try again!
He flipped his hand againโ
Whooshโ
Had it appear once more, still not coolโ
The little cub had actually been led astray.
He even started studying random moves.
Feeney reached out, meaning to say something to stop the cub, and heard Amosโs footsteps.
But he also thoughtโ
โWhatโs wrong with a little showing off? If youโre awesome and donโt show it, isnโt that a waste?โ
The little cubโs eyes went wide: Is… is that true?
Feeneyโs head got a slap from Amos.
He hugged his psychic bow and retreated to the corner, howling.
Everyone else just stared at him.
Unreliable as ever, thatโs Feeney.
โWeโre almost thereโโ
Frey withdrew his amused gaze, looking a certain way.
โProbably less than half an hour left.โ
โMm.โ
Feiman replied.
โLater Iโll go with Anya to check on Teacher Hel. The pollution zone is complicated with a lot of beastsโget ready for anything, and the military canโt go out recklesslyโโ
For humans, the pollution was deadly, causing countless losses.
โItโs basically meaningless,โ
Feeney, wailing in the corner, suddenly spoke.
His eyes went oddly cold.
โIn the end, it always ends in death, so itโs just reckless anyway.โ
The others looked at him.
Feeney went on.
โWhen the pollution swept across the stars, even with parts of space cut off, we didnโt know whether some survived, whether pollution swallowed them completely or left some clinging to life. Crown Clan disappeared, worlds fell, coronets shattered, and for centuries there was no changing that outcome.โ
He dropped his gaze, burying all his madness, then looked up and cackled again.
โAh, but, I got the message and sent scouts right awayโrationality is rationality, feelings are feelings.โ
It was a mask.
Feeney was only matching what he guessed others would do.
He honestly didnโt think it meant much.
But Amos understood what Feeney was thinking.
He didnโt press.
More interesting to Feeneyโbefore they reached the heavily contaminated zoneโ
Suddenly, a longbow was thrust at the cub.
Feeneyโs psychic weapon was huge compared to the others.
For little Chu Zao, it was like aromatic crunchy food pushed to his mouth, but so big he couldnโt eat it.
The cub instinctively widened his eyes and pushed at it.
No, canโtโcanโtโ
But Amos had already picked up the nervous cub.
Feeney was still calling, unwilling to give up.
โBig Brother Amosโs is strawberry flavor. Zao Zao, try a bite of my psychic energyโfind out what mine tastes like! Iโm so curious, I tried myself, couldnโt figure it out.โ
Never mind repeating the โBig Brother Amos is strawberryโ partโwhat even is this?
Feeneyโs actions were always wild, but this one was wilder than ever.
โNo, waitโโ
Anya stared at Feeney as though seeing Chu Zao take off his own halo for the first timeโshocked.
โThird Brother, what did you do? You actually bit your ownโ?โ
First the halo incident and knocking himself out, now thisโFeeney was rewriting what the Crown Clan thought possible.
โYep.โ
Feeney looked up.
โJust a tasteโjust oneโโ
The cub, lying on Babaโs shoulder, chin resting, looked at Feeney holding out his bow.
He couldnโt resist anymore.
โBaba.โ
โHmm?โ
Amosโstill calm, like nothing could faze him by nowโheard the cub whisper, wings instinctively standing up to block his body.
โSo weird, Third Uncle is so weirdโโ
Amos couldnโt help but smile.
Finally, the Crown Clan had given unique Zao Zao some true Crown Clan shock.
โDonโt mind him.โ
Frey sighed, hand over his eyes.
Even Amos, after getting his psychic weapon chewed on by the cub, had to get used to itโonly someone as odd as Feeney could do this on purpose.
โJust one taste!โ
Feeney pleaded.
โJust a tiny request, can nobody help me out? Heaven knows, I barely survived destroying all those instruments (referring to my bad luck), braved beast lairs a thousand timesโfinally to reunite with my family, and I canโt even have this?โ
He sounded pitiful.
Butโwho would believe that?
Anya mutteredโso much of it was his own fault!
And then the cub, after a momentโs thought, poked his little head out, chompโtook a bite.
Huh?
At this moment the cub clearly had no real need for psychic food.
Face puffed, he chewed for a while, then slowly swallowed.
The cub squirmed in Amosโs arms, wanting down.
Amos set him down and they watched as the cub toddled over to Feeney.
The cub was so tiny.
Feeney, stunned by the strange sensation, stared straight at the little bite on his bow; when the cub approached, he only just looked up.
He was crouchedโheโd already realized how tiny the cub truly was.
Feeney also knew his own excuse was nonsense. He was curious, always used all sorts of antics to mask a lack of feeling, but this little one would actually believe it.
To the cub, Third Uncle really came back late; Baba had said Third Uncle had gone through a lot and brought back news about Teacher Helโs mate.
The cub could never resist gentleness.
So, before Feeney recovered, the small child took a deep breath, looking at his uncleโs big beard, steeled himself, and gave Feeney a hug.
โThird Uncle.โ
The cubโs voice was soft and innocent.
โZao Zao tried it, itโs sort of sweet, a little bitter, but Zao Zao has never had anything like it beforeโโ
The little one was too young; his past was not good. Heโd only recently had his first candy; many flavors are still unknown.
Everyone looked on as Feeney froze, listening to the cubโs soft voice.
โBut even though Zao Zao hasnโt tried it yet, heโs sure heโll taste it somedayโthen Iโll tell Third Uncle.โ
Are there unknowns ahead?
Doesnโt matterโjust keep going and theyโll vanish.
Feeney slowly widened his eyes.
It wasnโt an act.
That soft, warm little ball just pressed up to him.
Smelling of just-eaten candy.
He was just like a sweet.
Feeney always felt differently from the others.
So, when Amos had spoken of the cub, heโd never truly cared.
It didnโt matterโthose things never really meant anything to him.
But now.
Feeney suddenly understood why Anya and Feiman were always fighting to stay close to this little cub.
Heโs just so small, so soft, hugging him is like holding a creature without bonesโah, Amos is lucky, to walk around all day holding this little one.
Feeney tried his best,
But in the end he couldnโt resist as that numb, hard inner shell was gently tapped over and over.
Until the cub changed again, turned into a white ball, and slipped out of his arms, leaving Feeney grasping at nothing.
This time, he remembered his wings; he fluttered back to Amos, settling in Amosโs arms with the ghost bear.
Ghost Bear, still made from Amosโs shirt, had been improved to look even more bear-like, so now Amos had a white and a black thing in his arms, making him look softer than ever.
Two white paws went up, scrubbing his cheeks, halo wobbling atopโ
All the Crown Clan looked over and realized at once what the cub was expressingโpoked, Third Uncleโs beard poked Zao Zao.
Zao Zao tried as hard as he could, but he just couldnโt resist.
A hush fell for a moment.
Feeney froze; Anya turned away, chuckling softlyโfine, just keep your beard.
Right then, Amosโs communicator rang.
โYour Majesty! Weโve sighted Third Armyโs starships, pollution indicators and energy are spikingโshould we proceed?โ
Theyโd arrived.
Amos, holding the cub, didnโt hesitate.
โProceed, enter the pollution zone, start power scanningโlook for the strongest anomalies.โ
โYes, sir!โ
Soon after, in the shipโs medbayโ
โDo we need to increase Prince Helโs sedative?โ
โShould we? Weโve already entered the polluted zoneโwould it even help?โ
The attached medical staff frowned.
โWhat if, what if we find Lord Morlo soon?โ
โBut what if it takes a long time? Itโll only be worse for Lord Hel…โ
Worried, they clenched their fists.
No one noticed as, in the med pod behind them, Hel quietly opened his eyesโshowing none of the calm from the drugs.
His fingertips, silently, braced on the edge of the medical pod.
*
Elsewhere in the galaxy.
With it confirmed the eighth knight and their leader were really dead, the Hymn Organization taskforce paid close attention.
The Hymn Organization couldnโt get into the polluted zone. After getting the video from Lin Yuan, every attempt at reconnaissance had failed; finally, the arrival of Holy Cas Third Army forced them to pull back.
โHoly Casโs army is moving into medium pollution, toward heavyโshould we act?โ
โBest not toโstay away. For the godโs descent, we need to keep the group intact; no rushing in like Compassion did, only to die at the hands of the Crown Clan.โ
Every leader of Hymn over the years had, by some chance, eventually met the Crown Clan and died.
They desperately wished for the Crown Clanโs destruction and fanned the flames constantlyโbut when encountered, usually only just scrambled to escape.
โThat was half a year oldโmaybe that Crown really did survive for a while in some weird balance, but eventually, only death awaits; no need to waste more effort hereโbetter think about new recruits.โ
โRecently, all the candidates have been mediocreโokay as pawns but far from good for the real organization. But there is a girl, growing rapidly.โ
โOh?โ
โI checkedโused to be the daughter of a noble house, family was in Boel, but they were persecuted, hunted, even threatened by the Spirit Eye clanโescaped in the end, wound up on a drifter planet. Sheโs gifted, and hates all long-lived races; ambitious, using our support, just went back to Boel and is already expanding her power.โ
โSounds promising. Letโs keep an eye on her, and if she checks out, initiate her into our creed.โ
โRightโโ
The one speaking, satisfied, looked out at the immense sea of stars on his screen; they couldnโt approach, still couldnโt see where Holy Casโs army had gone, but he maliciously crushed his own cup.
โCrown Clanโwouldnโt resting sooner be better?โ
*
The specialized ship crawled forward in the contaminated zone.
Interstellar contamination was fatal to life, damaging to machines, and the medium zone was crawling with beasts.
It was all too much; even with Zao Zao, no one dared leave the ship. All progress depended on the shipโs weapons, and movement slowed to a crawl.
The contamination zone was vast. They searched and searched.
Feiman and Anya, as they neared the heavy pollution zone, left the bridge for the medbay.
At the same time, the bridge sounded an alarmโone of the onboard shuttles had undocked, destroyed its comms and locator, and was speeding away; possible escape in progress.
Amos reacted instantly, called for Helโs signal to be checked, and hurried to the medbay with Chu Zao.
On the way, he heard Feimanโs and the bridgeโs report.
โThe always-composed Teacher Hel had disappeared from the medbay after entering the polluted zone.
โHelโs signal had also been shut down.
โWhat does he want to do?!โ
Anya, standing in the medbay, pointed to the message Hel had left on the screen.
โThis is surely Morlo and my destiny; my coronet is shattered, Morlo canโt be alive, or perhaps itโs a blessing to reunite in death.
โWe should have just sat and watched over him.โ
Feiman frowned.
โShouldnโt have let him stay in here to calm down. The medical staff were all just knocked out.โ
โTeacher Hel is a Crown Clan eliteโhis family were imperial tutors for generations. If he wants to go around us, we can barely stop him.โ
Feeney, leaning nearby, added.
โTeacher Hel and Lord Morlo know each other best; and back then, only Hel made it out of the poisoned zone. Heโs probably the only one who could find Morlo.โ
Simply unwilling to involve the cub in something so dangerous.
Chu Zao clung to Amosโs neck; he couldnโt read the words Hel left, but he could sense the atmosphere, and looked up seriously at the adults.
Zao Zao had tried hard, but hadnโt managed to helpโ
Would there be no more Teacher Hel?
If Teacher Hel could be with his partner, it would make things easierโeven the hurt or the heartache of loss; maybe it was the best outcome.
But Teacher Hel said Zao Zao would have what every other Dwight hadโ
The cub felt very spoiled at this momentโbut… Teacher was lying.
The cubโs eyes suddenly overflowed with tears.
โBaba, does it meanโฆ there wonโt be Teacher Hel anymore?โ
Was he to lose the loved ones heโd found?
Amos was silent for a moment, stroking the cubโs hair.
Chu Zaoโs tears dripped down, he sniffed, halo lighting up: โBut Zao Zaoโฆ Zao Zao still wants Teacher HelโZao Zao hasnโt gotten to help Teacher Hel yet.โ
Teacher was stern but always in painโZao Zao knew that.
From the corner of his eye, the cub saw the familiar, flickering, almost broken psychic thread.
At the same time, Hel, having reached his target position, broke away from the Holy Cas convoy.
The shuttle sped forward, taking the miserable, blurred route from his memory.
He was an imperial tutor of the Crown Clanโ
He could not, could never let his students face more danger.
But, he couldnโt hold out much longer; forgive him for leaving without a wordโฆ the pain was too much.
Who knows how long passed.
On the shuttle screen, among swirling dust, he saw a pair of scarlet eyes.
Are you suffering like this too, Morlo…
