Xia Qing was a volunteer teacher in the village; there was always a place for her teaching, and she always left something there.
Even if it was only a used piece of chalk.
The plan was quickly settled, with three people in their respective roles, the twins contacting other psychics, and Jiang Yan going out to gather information. The door to the main house stood ajar, and after leaving the bedroom, Jiang Yan naturally walked in.
At that moment, Wang Guilan was bending down, holding a basin. She was preoccupied, distracted, so when a chill crept up the back of her neck, she shuddered in fright. With a bang, the basin crashed to the ground, mingling with the heavy sound of rain outside, like muffled thunder.
Wang Guilan spun around quickly. That beautiful woman was standing behind her, just as she had the night beforeโsilent, making her unaccountably fearful.
Jiang Yan smiled.
She withdrew her hand from Wang Guilanโs neck, crouched, and picked up the already rusty iron basin. โDid I scare you?โ
Wang Guilan instinctively shrank back. โNoโฆ Itโs fine.โ
Jiang Yanโs tone was gentle: โI just noticed a leak in the house. Let me help you.โ
Wang Guilan hurriedly shook her head. She took the basin from Jiang Yan. โNo, no, Iโll handle it. Youโd better go rest. With this weather, you all shouldnโt have to go to the Silkworm House todayโฆ Go rest, you and your friends.โ
โWe canโt rest,โ Jiang Yan said, lips curling up, โThe professor thought about it all night. He finally figured out the issue with your villageโs silkworm breed. He just called and said heโs taking us to the Silkworm House to have a look. Congratulations, your villageโs problem is finally solved.โ
Wang Guilan looked delighted. โReally, thatโs great! Last night, my husband was just telling meโฆโ She stopped short, swallowed, and raised her eyes to Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan pretended not to notice. โHm? Your husband called you?โ
Wang Guilan paused, then nodded hurriedly: โYes, yes, heโs always worried the silkworm problem wonโt be fixed, the village depends on them for moneyโฆโ
Jiang Yan said: โThen the village owes us a thank you.โ
Wang Guilan smiled, the little mole on her chin trembling: โOf course! When you leave, Iโll steam some buns for the road. Iโm pretty good at it.โ
With that, she went back to her chores, while Jiang Yan stood by, idly playing with her phone. Earlier, Shen Huanhuan had already contacted Cheng Guang, who called Xiong An and Zhao Chong to join them; just then, Cheng Guang sent over a โten minutes awayโ emoji.
As Wang Guilan came and went, dumping water for the third time, the twins walked out. Shen Huanhuan was holding a big bag of snacks and asked Jiang Yan, โJiang Yan, do you want these?โ
โNo,โ Jiang Yan replied.
โLetโs give them to the little boy at the Silkworm House,โ Shen Huanhuan suggested, โLast time when we snacked, he stared at us for agesโlooked really pitiful.โ
Their voices were loud enough for both Wang Guilan and the Village Chief to hear. Wang Guilan paused, asking, โThat boy at the Silkworm Houseโis it Erzhuang?โ
Shen Huanhuan, โI think thatโs his name. Heโs pretty shy, took the snacks and ran off without saying much.โ
โHe didn’t say muchโฆโ Wang Guilan visibly breathed out, glancing at the Village Chief. He, too, had heard what Jiang Yan said, understanding they were heading to the Silkworm House in the rainโnothing to stop, after all, every day lost meant more silkworm deaths.
The Village Chief coughed behind his hand, his voice hoarse: โThe rainโs too heavy, and itโs far. Just leave the stuff here, Iโll give it to him when I see him.โ
Wang Guilan added, โHeโs a restless boy, lives by the Silkworm House, but runs all over the place. Just leave it here, Iโll hand it to him when I see him.โ
Jiang Yan laughed, joining in: โRight, he shouldnโt be on the mountain all the time at this ageโhas to come to school, too.โ She didnโt wait for them to answer. Casually, she asked, โThereโs an elementary school here, right? I didnโt notice a flagpole or anything?โ
The atmosphere froze, oddly tense.
But the Village Chief quickly sighed, waving a hand: โNo money for things like that. Having a building for classes is a blessing enoughโฆ Used to be a school, but kids here are wildโno amount of beating or scolding gets them to learnโno hope for them.โ
Shen Huanhuan bowed her head so her expression couldn’t be seen: โSo the place is just abandoned?โ
โAbandoned, yes.โ
Then a knock sounded at the door: Cheng Guang and the others had arrived. The three said goodbye to the Village Chief, then pushed the door open. Outside, Cheng Guang stood awkwardly, Wang Baomin holding up a battered umbrella; the flashlightโs beam shone straight at Jiang Yanโs face, making her close her eyes. By the time she opened them, Wang Baomin was already turning away, heading for the mountain.
The path to the back of the mountain was muddy from rain, just like the first night there.
The same mud, the same unclear road.
The six followed Wang Baomin at a distance. The end of the path, obscured, looked like the gaping mouth of a beast, blindly swallowing one after another, thunder sounding like great gulps after devouring fleshโunsettling in every way. Cheng Guang, ever cautious, stuck close to Jiang Yan and explained in a whisper, โTold him we donโt need a guide, but he insisted. Heโs ignoring usโwhat now, are we really going to the Silkworm House?โ
โOf course not,โ Jiang Yan rubbed her temples, easing away the lingering ache from the flashlight, โI thought youโd take him out with a blow.โ
Cheng Guang: โโฆโฆโ
When her pain had eased, Jiang Yan stopped. โThereโs still time now.โ
Cheng Guang only knew they were called over, not what had happened in the village, and hesitantly said, โI donโt knowโฆ it feels wrongโฆโ
Jiang Yan looked at him, voice gentle: โWhatโs wrong about it?โ
Their eyes met. Cheng Guang shivered inexplicably, recalling that blinding light Wang Baomin shone in Jiang Yanโs eyes, and suddenly understood, and reaffirmed to himself: Jiang Yan was no ordinary person.
But he remembered his masterโs instructionโalways follow Jiang Yanโs lead.
Cheng Guang double checked: โYouโre not messing with me, rightโฆโ
Jiang Yan: โOf course not.โ
Cheng Guang clenched his fists, bracing himself. โYou told me to, then.โ
Jiang Yanโs smile only softened.
Panic rising, Cheng Guang straightened his neck and shouted, โWang Baomin!โ
Wang Baomin turned, flashlight in hand, โWhat theโโ But before he could finish, a beam of strong light struck his eyes. The glare burned, forcing his eyes shut; Wang Baomin staggered back, hands over his faceโthen, pain slammed into the back of his head.
With Jiang Yanโs flashlight as backup, Cheng Guang managed, though trembling, to knock Wang Baomin down with a karate chop.
But not very hardโWang Baomin began struggling to get back up. Cheng Guang cried out, delivered another two strikes in panic, and this time Wang Baomin stopped moving, eyes rolled back, collapsing in the mud.
โGood boy,โ Jiang Yan said, turning down the mountain, โNo oneโs out and about nowโperfect time to find the school.โ
Cheng Guangโs hand still trembled: โWhat about himโฆโ
Jiang Yan: โHe wonโt die.โ
Cheng Guang wanted to say more, but saw, in disbelief, the usually gentle Shen Huanhuan follow Jiang Yan without expression. Shen Xiaoxiao, too, tramped back heavily: โHeโll just lie there getting rained on, wash his body and mind clean.โ
Cheng Guang: โWhat if thereโs a landslideโฆโ
โThen heโs really unlucky.โ Shen Xiaoxiao gave a mock-sigh.
Cheng Guang and the other two guys exchanged a look. They understoodโWang Baomin had his reason for lying there, though they didnโt yet know it.
Zhao Chong caught up with Shen Xiaoxiao, asking her what was going on. Earlier, Jiang Yan had told Shen Xiaoxiao and Shen Huanhuan theyโd have to find the school and then go to the Ancestral Hall, and that would take timeโenough time for the Village Chief and Uncle Huang, who was staying at the Silkworm House, to realize they never went to the Silkworm House; then, the whole of Silkworm Village would try to stop them.
Theyโd need help from outside.
So Shen Xiaoxiao didnโt hide anything: โThis morning, Sister Jiang Yan took us to the Ancestral Hall. We found out the village worships the Medicine King, and for nearly a hundred years, itโs been all inbreeding! After generations, thereโve been deformed children. To curb it, they tried two things: trafficking children to be raised as villagers, and human sacrifices to appease the Medicine King.โ
โThen Jiang Yan figured out the sacrifices. There were supposed to be four offerings, but months ago, five people died in the villageโthe fifth was the volunteer teacher, Xia Qing. Itโs complicated, but basically, the four taken as sacrifices were brainwashed from an early ageโinnocent but with no hatred for the villagers, standing with Silkworm Village, with no resentment after death, their only lingering wish to protect the village. Thatโs nothing we can help, so we let the Bureau handle it.โ
โBased on all this, only Xia Qing is full of resentment. The greater the resentment, the faster a spirit is corrupted by worldly filth, so Xia Qing was probably contaminated quicklyโand being trapped in the Ancestral Hall, her anger only festered and built…โ
Zhao Chong got it: โSo you think Xia Qing is the main cause of the villageโs unbalanced energy, and sheโs probably lost her humanityโso now youโre looking for her records.โ
Shen Xiaoxiao: โExactly!โ
So Zhao Chong hurried after the girls. Cheng Guang and Xiong An glanced at each other, leaving Wang Baomin be, and followed, supporting one another. Since they hadnโt walked far, within ten minutes they were back at the village entrance.
Jiang Yan surveyed the buildings: โXia Qing taught in a regular cottage, abandoned for four months now; there should be moss on the steps.โ
โWang Baominโs place is at the village edge. When I went to his house, I saw many abandoned houses,โ Zhao Chong hesitated, knowing whoever found Xia Qingโs records first would win; he suggested, โLetโs split up and search, itโll be faster.โ
Jiang Yan didnโt refuse: โYou take the left, we take the right.โ
โOkay.โ
Since the clues were Jiang Yanโs find, she got first pickโso Zhao Chong agreed cheerfully, calling Cheng Guang and Xiong An to take the left.
Watching them go, Jiang Yan licked her lips without expression.
Shen Xiaoxiao poked her head out, whispering, โJiang Yan, you already guessed where it is, huh?โ
Jiang Yan answered plainly, โIโm not a god.โ
She didnโt guess; she saw. When she asked about the school, the Village Chiefโs neck stretched high before her, the creases smoothed out, and he twisted his head rightโlike a giraffe.
Desires never lie. Whatever he doesnโt want her to know, she will.
The three searched along the right side of the village. As Zhao Chong said, many houses in Silkworm Village were deserted. In about twenty minutes, theyโd checked three houses alreadyโnot Xia Qingโs place.
Time was tight, so there was no room to feel defeated. They moved fast from the third house, and a few dozen steps later, spotted another one. The grass at its door was neither tall nor short, beaten down by rain and wind, the red bricks faded to near white, as if the building was ill.
โWeโre going in,โ Jiang Yan said simply, stepping up.
They pushed the door open. Hanging before them was a faded yellow floral dress. It dangled on the clothesline, frail but held in place by matching faded clips, not blown away by the wind.
Shen Huanhuan saw the dress too: โLots of girls in Jiangcheng wore that one.โ
Shen Xiaoxiao perked up: โXia Qing was from the city!โ
โMaybe,โ said Jiang Yan. โLetโs find more clues. Iโll check the main room; you check the side rooms.โ
โOkay, weโll find you in the main room.โ Shen Huanhuan slipped a yellow talisman into Jiang Yanโs pocket, reminding her: โItโs passiveโbe careful, call if you need me.โ
Jiang Yan touched the freebie talisman in her pocket, amused: โYouโre so good.โ
Shen Huanhuan smiled with lips pressed together. โSee you in a bit.โ
Once inside, Jiang Yan closed the umbrella. Rain dripped from its surface, mingling with the thick dust on the ground into dirty streaks.
Though called the main house, the space was smallโmuch smaller than the Village Chiefโs. But it had its perks: the inside was dry, with no sign of leaks. Looking up, sure enough, the ceiling girder seams were packed with white paste, and for appearance, finished with white paint.
The houseโs owner cared for it.
Jiang Yan walked a few steps in, her fingers brushing dust from the wooden table, drawing out a chair, wiping it, and sitting down.
From this spot, the whole house was visible. Everything was simpleโthe bed in the corner, a proper single bed, yellow floral sheets, rabbit-shaped slippers beside it, white curtains tasselled and billowing in the breeze, very pretty.
Though long abandoned, it must have once been cozyโat least the owner tried to make it so.
By the bed was a pile of books. From her angle, Jiang Yan could make out a few titles: on top were โComplete Phoneticsโ and โQuadratic Equation Workbook.โ
If Xia Qing really was the owner, she worked hard.
Not only teaching in her living space, but also to both elementary and middle schoolers.
Jiang Yan got up, flipping quickly through the top two workbooks. They were filled with notes: how to explain topics to children, various problem-solving methodsโneat handwriting, and a good teacher.
She placed the workbooks on the bed. Underneath was a thick stack of extracurricular books.
The first was โThe Kite Runner.โ
It was quite new, the corners untouched. Jiang Yan opened the front: โFor Niao Niaoโs birthday.โ
โTeacher believes thereโs a wind inside you that can lift you high, taking you out of these mountains.โ
A gift that was never given.
She placed it aside. The fourth book was โHow to Be a Gentle Person,โ clearly a self-cultivation book.
It wasnโt a gift. The flyleaf was filled with the owner’s notes for her students.
โAs expected, gentleness is impossibleโnever in this life could I be gentle with brats!โ
โNot only do they skip class, but they take no care for their lives. I saw three top truants sunbathing in a dirt pit by the streamโwater and mud all over, filthy.โ
โHow can kids be this dirty, and itโs not safe!โ
A bit like peeking at someoneโs diary.
Jiang Yan wasnโt bothered; she curved her eyes in a smile, closed the fourth book, and checked the next.
The fifth book was again a giftโbooks evidently a favoured medium for Xia Qingโs messages. She opened itโthe flyleafโs tone was different; this was an apology.
โApologize to Huang Jingโโ
Xia Qing wrote beautifully, earnestly:
โLast week, I lost my temper, but you still smiled at meโso lovely. So keep smiling, okay? This is teacherโs apology. And donโt bury your head in the dirt again. If anything happens, your parents would be heartbroken.โ
The sixth book was a bribe.
Xia Qing hoped the oldest, Wang Sun, would stop leading the others in skipping class and set a good example for the younger ones.
Jiang Yan quickly skimmed the rest, all gifts for village childrenโeach with its own motive and excuse, praise for cuteness, wit, pretty obsidian eyes.
Sheโd gone to great lengths for these books.
Jiang Yan unhurriedly leaned by the bed, finished reading every single flyleaf, and finally breathed out.
Now the ownerโs identity was confirmed; she could let Shen Xiaoxiao and the others continue. Jiang Yan, feeling sheโd accomplished her task, pushed up and was about to leaveโthen frowned.
She turned, knocking on the bedboard sheโd just touched.
โThump, thump.โ
The sound was dull, echoing.
Jiang Yan immediately flipped up the bedding; beneath was nothing unusualโexcept the grain on the bedboard broke where sheโd tapped.
She felt along the uneven patternโobviously, by sound and appearance, something hidden below. It was well concealed; only luck led her to it.
The edge of the hollow board was sealed tightly with white paint, with no gap to lift it.
Jiang Yan adjusted her camera, fingertip tracing the surface of the paint. Out of sight, a red thread shot from her finger, dozens of lines fanning out under the bed like a great crimson canopy. Within moments came creaks and cracks; then, with a crash, the thick board split where the paint held it.
The red threads vanished instantly.
Jiang Yan pinched her fingers, then bent to pick up a notebook wedged inside.
โAnother oneโwhat a bother.โ She dusted it off.
ใโฆโฆโฆใ
ใOkay, okay, we get it, more clues, QAQใ
ใDid she just break open the bedboard with her hands???ใ
ใShe really is Abbot Heโs discipleโฆใ
Jiang Yan, unaware of the livestreamโs commentary, examined the notebook. Aside from being grimy, it was hardly wornโclearly a recent purchase.
On the cover, in formal script, was written โXia Qingโs Little Happiness,โ the six characters bolded and darkened with carbon pen, heavy-handed and eye-catching.
Xia Qingโs diary.
It landed in her hands with no effort. Jiang Yan flexed her wrist, opened the first pageโdated June 21st, Summer Solstice. Last year on the solstice, Xia Qing had come to the village.
โ6.21โ
โAfter much pleading, my father finally agreed. Kisses to Dad! Thank you for supporting my dream.โ
โThe air in this village is wonderful, a freshness you can’t breathe in the city! The back mountain is so green and full of lifeโI love it here.โ
A few words, but brimming with energy.
It would take time to read the whole diary, so Jiang Yan carried it to the chair and settled in.
โ6.22โ
โPaperworkโs done. Today, the Village Chief took me door to door. Not many residents, but plenty of children of school age. I was so, so happy the whole time, though the villagers werenโt warm. But Iโve decidedโclasses start tomorrow~โ
Jiang Yanโs instincts said class wouldnโt go smoothly. She turned the pageโand was not surprised.
โ6.23โ
โFirst day, not a single child cameโexpected. Startingโs always the hardest. Seniors warned meโmany rural villagers donโt value education. Looks like this is one of those villages.โ
โThey donโt come, Iโll go find them.โ
โ6.24โ
โStill no kids today. Visited five families yesterday, five more today.โ
โOh, good deed of the day! Saw three kids lying in the dirt pits by the streamโquiet, not making a fuss. Pulled them all up, but they seemed unhappy. Did I interrupt their game?โ
โBut at your age, you should go to school! I wonโt soften up!โ
Three days passed with no entries, likely due to frustration, without many โlittle fortunesโ to record. On June 28, Xia Qing picked up her diary again.
Her handwriting was beautiful, precise.
โ6.28โ
โVillage Chief came again, saying the kids donโt need school. I was angryโI took so long to convince my parents for this! I spoke some harsh truths, but itโs true: only through study can these children leave the mountains. Silkworm Village is tiny; theyโre like worms in cocoons. If they canโt break free, theyโll stay like this for life.โ
โSighโฆ I shouldnโt have called the village small. The chiefโs face was scary. Did I hurt his pride?โ
โ6.29โ
โApologized to the Village Chief. He was preparing for the ritesโturns out the village worships the Medicine King. Impressive. People with faith live more earnestly. What do I believe in?โ
โI suppose I believe in the futureโa good future will come.โ
โ6.30โ
โPulled out national policy talk, painted dire consequences. Finally convinced the villagers.โ
โTomorrow my class will have students, ten in allโtheyโll be there.โ
โ7.1โ
โMy class now has ten kids, tiny like bamboo shoots sprouting from the mud. Theyโll grow tallโtomorrowโs hope.โ
From here, Xia Qingโs mood soared; most entries revolved around those ten shoots.
โ7.2โ
โGave the kids candy and milk. May they be sweet and healthy~โ
โ7.3โ
โThese brats! Several said Iโm uglyโso angry!โ
โ7.4โ
โKidsโ heads are so fluffy, hehe.โ
โ7.5โ
โNo one did the homeworkโฆ but at least they cameโI have such low standards (cry.โ
โ7.7โ
โWhy does no one talk to meโis my teaching too hard?โ
โ7.8โ
โYesterdayโs was too hardโtoday, someone got it right! Iโll ask something easier tomorrow!โ
โ7.12โ
โNiao Niao, the little girl, smiled at me todayโadorable dimples =w=โ
โ7.14โ
โAnother dead silent day. Was I an icicle in a past life?โ
โ7.18โ
โNiao Niao volunteered to answer today! I almost jumped up in class! So happy, Iโll teach them all well.โ
โ7.20โ
โThree poor kids in classโdull and silent, perhaps muteโฆ can’t ask their parents. Their names are all medicinal herbs, probably for a blessing.โ
โAh, every child is a treasure.โ
โ7.26โ
โThree skipped class todayโthis world, I swear.โ
โ7.28โ
โHa! Caught them allโXia Qing gets results!โ
โ8.1โ
โIt drives me crazyโyou have an herbal name, but youโre not a herb! No more skipping to play in dirt pitsโyou wonโt sprout!โ
โ8.5โ
โThree skipped againโthis world!โ
โ8.11โ
โThree skipped againโitโs the third time!โ
โ8.12โ
โFought with Mom tonightโshe saw another story about volunteer teachers getting harmed. But there arenโt so many bad people in the world!โ
โSilkworm Village is fineโtheyโre just too backward, and donโt know kids should study.โ
โ8.14โ
โAll present today!โ
โ8.15โ
โAll present!โ
โ8.16โ
โAll present!โ
โ8.17โ
โAll here!! Hugging the world.โ
At this, Jiang Yan casually flipped the next page. The words leapt outโfull of hopes and ambitions.
โOne day, Iโll make this little mountain village bright and alive, and every child who leaves will be educated.โ
She must have seen or felt something profound.
Jiang Yan, recalling Xia Qingโs fate, smiled and flipped ahead. The rest described struggles with the villagers, the relentless effort to bring students back to class, burning with enthusiasmโa person who never burned out, never wavered, endlessly alive.
But Jiang Yan couldnโt relate; she just found it dullโlife more boring than the tombs sheโd spent time in. At least there, she didnโt have to run or repeat herself.
She sped up her reading, skimming through the days. In November, she stopped.
โ11.16โ
โWent to the Village Chiefโs to get Wang Sun; saw him making Wang Sun bathe with a watering canโWang Sun, naked, kneeling in a pit, shivering in the winter wind, lips purple. The Village Chief didnโt seem to notice, and Aunt Guilan didnโt seem to either.โ
โI ran. My heart pounded so hard. When I went back, all three were gone.โ
Xia Qing had discovered a dark truth about Silkworm Village. Her guilt over running was clearโshe didnโt know her sixth sense was keeping her alive.
โ11.17โ
โThereโs a loose floorboard; Iโll fix it later.โ
โWang Sun didnโt come to school. The Village Chief wonโt let me see him.โ
โ11.18โ
โThree students are absent againโthose three. I visited their homes; people said they were off playing. Iโm uneasy. Didnโt find them by the mountain stream or at home.โ
โ11.19โ
โLost count of my fights with Momโshe said if I donโt come home, sheโll disown me. I called her many times, no answer. So sad, but I did nothing wrong.โ
โForget it. Priority is finding the kids. If I canโt, Iโll call the police.โ
โ11.20โ
โThank goodnessโthey came back.โ
โI tried speaking to Wang Sun, but he ignored me, forgot that he couldnโt talk. Still, glad heโs back~โ
โ11.21โ
โWent to the Village Chiefโs at night to ask. He said itโs an illness, too much heat, must use cold water to cool down.โ
โGod, these folk remedies could kill! Wang Sun needs a hospital. Class is cancelled tomorrowโIโm taking him.โ
โ11.22โ
โThe Village Chief wonโt allow it. None of them will.โ
Jiang Yanโs finger paused at the word โthem.โ Xia Qing hadnโt explained, but it was clear what had happenedโsheโd tried to take Wang Sun for treatment, only to be blocked by the Village Chief and others.
But it wasnโt a rational reaction. With Xia Qingโs personality, sheโd offer to pay for treatment; the villagers had no reason to refuseโXia Qing shouldโve sensed something wrong.
Sure enough, after those lines, Xia Qing penned one in red: โI saw Uncle Huang with a watering can, same as the chiefโs. Huang Jing was behind him, soakedโฆโ
She circled โwatering canโ and noted beside it, โIllness? Abuse?โ
At last, Xia Qing realized something was wrong hereโshe knew the skipping children had reasons. Her time was running out.
โ11.25โ
โAll present.โ
โSnowed todayโthe whole village is beautiful.โ
โWrote messages in books for the kids, will give them out tomorrow.โ
โ11.26โ
โThose three missed class again.โ
โFound Huang Jing by the mountain. Same sceneโkneeling naked in the snow, drenched from a watering can. How could this be? Sheโs a girlโor even if not, no person should suffer this. She was freezing, and so was I. This time, I snatched her away. Uncle Huangโs face was scary, but he couldnโt catch me.โ
โHuang Jing trembled in my arms. I was so sad I couldnโt cry. Sheโs my student.โ
โThe books werenโt given out. My phone was lost when I grabbed her, slipped into the stream. Bad luck, but I protected my studentโso Iโm still lucky.โ
On the 26th, Xia Qing wrote for two whole pages; that night, Huang Jing slept in her bed, with Xia Qing watching, hoping sheโd sleep peacefully. By her account, at daybreak, sheโd confront Huang Jingโs father before everyone, exposing his abuseโnot just him; sheโd confront the Village Chief, and try to get Huang Jing and Wang Sun to live with her.
But she didnโt know the village would not help. Xia Qing had been shelteredโshe didnโt believe such cruelty existed.
Jiang Yan flipped onโa few pages were left, the paper fresh. Jiang Yan thought she could guessโthe confrontation led Xia Qing to threaten calling the police, but the villagers stopped her gently. Huang Jing and Wang Sun, as she wished, moved in with her; Xia Qing continued recording daily life, until, suddenly, the entries stoppedโshe was taken, closing her diary before then.
That wasnโt the case.
The next entry was dated early on the 27th, the handwriting scrawledโthe roughest of all so far.
โHuang Jing woke up acting strangeโfleeting. She snuck out; I must follow. This village is strange, I keep feeling itโthe villagersโ smiles always frighten me. Iโm so scared, but I must go.โ
Jiang Yan frowned.
To go, despite fear? Reckless.
The camera sharing Jiang Yanโs view recorded all this; the livestream viewers were anxious.
ใIs this girl dumb? Knows the village is weird but still follows?!ใ
ใFelt Xia Qing was sillyโturns out she really isโฆใ
ใGod, I canโt watchโsheโs not going to die now, right?!ใ
ใShe wonโt dieโwho else would have closed the diary? Xia Qing must come back. Jiang Yan, hurry and read the next part, Iโm dying of suspense.ใ
Jiang Yan was curious too, and quickly scanned down the page.
What came next matched her expectations, only in more detail. After writing, Xia Qing secretly followed Huang Jing, heart pounding as she stumbled toward the Ancestral Hall. Luckily, the walk was shortโin ten minutes, they arrived. From afar, she saw Uncle Huang waiting at the hall door, as if expecting his daughterโs escape. The moment he saw her, he seized her, dragging her in. The little girl scraped her white leg on the threshold, bleeding, but the man didnโt slow a step.
Xia Qing wrote: โHuang Jing bled. Her father ignored her. I was no betterโcried uselessly, because she was my student but unloved.โ
โBut soon, I couldnโt cry; what was said inside the hall left me unable to think.โ
โThey were drawing lotsโto choose which child would be ginseng. I didnโt get itโpeople are people, how could they be ginseng?โ
โThe Village Chief said the villageโs sins had to be cleansed sincerely. Years ago, after drawing the names of four offerings to the Medicine King, they assigned new surnames, delivering children to those families, to cultivate human medicines and bring honour. But because of ginsengโs โspecialโ nature, its host wasnโt decided for years. The ritual will begin soon, so they must choose now.โ
โIt took me a long time to process. What does โnew surnameโ mean? Arenโt surnames inherited? What is โdelivering childrenโโarenโt kids born through pregnancy? Whatโs ginsengโs โspecial nature,โ whatโs a ritual, how can there be such a thing?!โ
โIโm terrified.โ
โReally terrified. Coming back, Uncle Wangโs dog growled at meโguess Iโll be discovered. What do I do? Someone, tell me what to do. Iโm so uselessโwhy canโt a teacher protect her student? My phone is gone. Now I finally know why Uncle Huang didnโt chase Huang Jing but broke my phoneโtoo late to realize.โ
The rambling lines, circling over and over, blurred and rewritten, revealed how utterly broken Xia Qing feltโashamed and crying in despair.
Jiang Yan touched the creased paper and flipped aheadโblank pages. More blank pages. But Xia Qing must still have something to say; this wasnโt the diaryโs end.
After a momentโs thought, Jiang Yan closed the diary, then flipped to the very last page.
There were words.
Having left in a hurry, Xia Qing hadnโt the time to open the right pageโor set the diary straight.
Her final message was written upside down on the back, so frantic that the letters almost ran off the paper.
โDawn hasnโt come. They are here. I have nothing left to say.โ
Xia Qing wrote: โThe essence of education is one person lighting up another.โ
โIn this life, I never lit up a single soul.โ
