I'm Not Shouldering This Blame

STB Chapter 164: Wronged

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STB Chapter 163: Livelihood
STB Chapter 165: Being Named

After half a year, winter came again.

Snowflakes fell on the streets as the ruins were replaced by new buildings. There are still some projects that had not been completed, but new stores already opened for business. Office workers returned to their cubicles in the city and rushed about for the salary. The fallen billboards were re-arranged where an actress who endorsed shampoos showed off her charm.

โ€œThis Xiao YaQin really sought after personal gain.โ€ Assistant Lin rubbed his hand, feeling a bit cold.

He got off the car, bought two cups of coffee, and trotted back.

The person driving the car was Geng Tian. He could have applied to join the Red Dragon through the assessment, but he bluntly said that he had been retired for too long and hoped to live a normal lifeโ€”โ€” although the role of a film emperorโ€™s bodyguard was nowhere near ordinary, at least the hail of bullets had stopped.

โ€œXiao YaQin?โ€ Geng Tian turned his head and looked out the window. Sure enough, itโ€™s a familiar face.

The entertainment industry was finally restored. The artists only announced their own situation at the beginning, just to calm down the circle. The state only approved a portion of films and songs to show in disaster relief stations to avoid occupying valuable human resources. Most celebrities are unemployed, and smaller companies have closed down. Although everyone knew that itโ€™s already good enough that they survived, this kind of thing is easier said than done.

Star Entertainment Media let go of half their employees. They had to support their families and need to work. They couldnโ€™t just squat at home unemployed forever. Those who participated in urban rebuilding work could have the priority to move first and even priority in employment after the economy recovered. This attraction was too big, so many people couldnโ€™t refuse.

At the moment, the recovery of business and economy had led to the re-emergence of advertising. This meant that the winter in the entertainment industry had gradually passed.

The celebrityโ€™s worth right now had fallen and fallen again. Even those ads with not much value are basically picked clean. All celebrities were eager to show their faces and were afraid of being forgotten. That Xiao YaQin could quickly take an ad is very fortunate.

โ€œGuangshi hasnโ€™t fallen yet? Not a single monster stepped into their building.โ€ Assistant Lin muttered.

Guangshi Group was the opposite of Li Feiโ€™s Star Entertainment Media, one of the three entertainment giants. After the end of the world, their competitors still survived. This made them feel very complicated.

Assistant Lin found that Li Fei didnโ€™t speak. Finding it strange, he asked, โ€œLi-ge?โ€

Li Fei, who was looking through the mail on his phone, raised his eyes and looked at the large billboard. Itโ€™s impossible to look the other way, but he frankly said, โ€œI have no long hair, how could I shoot shampoo ads? Is there an advertisement for menโ€™s shampoo that you refused?โ€

โ€œAh? What long hair? You donโ€™t haveโ€ฆโ€ฆwait a minute!โ€ Assistant Lin realized that he was deflected by Li Fei. He pulled it back to the topic, โ€œI’m talking about Xiao YaQin. Who knows what sheโ€™s planning on her side!โ€

Guangshi Groupโ€™s artists have no lower limit and Xiao YaQin was no exception. She followed the evil culture of the entertainment industry. She would first say that she admired a senior, publicly express their good feelings in a program, then post @โ€ฆโ€ฆ nothing explicit was said, but she behaved like sheโ€™s dating Li Fei. She’s a second-line artist, so falling in love with Li Fei has credibility for passerby.

Therefore, the goodwill of Li Feiโ€™s team toward Xiao YaQin was in the negatives and had reached minus 50 or less.

Many people had a scandal with Li Fei. If Li Fei had to mind each and every one of them, heโ€™d be tired.

Gossip was hype. The cast usually exaggerated it to generate waves of interest for their products. Some would maliciously focus on the heat, but none are like this Xiao YaQin. Once was not enough. As long as the heat went on, she would come out again and many ideas were pushed by the company behind her. They would send a post on Weibo alluding to smuggled goods and hinting that Li Feiโ€™s life as the film emperor was not that good. It’d be hinted that he would be too tired from filming without a break, raising a group of dissatisfied fans against Star Entertainment.

โ€œXiao YaQin?โ€

Li Fei glanced at the passing billboard, nodded, said that he knew, then lost interest, and continued to watch his phone.

Assistant Lin remembered the fourth person in the car, Jian Hua.

โ€”โ€”*sigh* Ah, this attitude of ignoring gossip. However, even forgetting what Xiao YaQin looked like, this is too much, Mister Li!

Jian Hua understood the meaning behind Assistant Linโ€™s gaze.

Li Fei coughed a little, โ€œAfter last fall, I was busy in the Abandoned World. It’s said to be one year, but the time we spent in the Abandoned World is far more than that. Itโ€™s like it happened in my last life, so whoโ€™ll remember?โ€

It looked like an excuse, but what Jian Hua wanted to ask was not this.

What was Xiao YaQinโ€™s relationship with Li Fei? Outsiders didnโ€™t know, but even Jian Hua had never heard of it?

The question in Jian Huaโ€™s heart, with the presence of Assistant Lin and Geng Tian, was not convenient to say. He waited until this inconspicuous black sedan entered the garage of the building that looked old (the exterior glass hadnโ€™t been scrubbed for a year), then found a gap where the other two couldnโ€™t hear them, and said to Li Fei, โ€œDonโ€™t worry. In fact, thereโ€™s long been gossip in the industry saying youโ€™re completely gay.โ€

Li Feiโ€™s heart went tight because he knew what the second half was.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆothers also said that youโ€™re not gay but sexually incompetent.โ€

This was really a malicious rumor. From the crew of movies that he had a male and female bed scene, itโ€™s said that the news was very reliable. Bed scenes in movies were probably the least favorite of the celebrities. It looked like theyโ€™re burning with passion, but itโ€™s actually under a large bedsheet. There was another blanket between the two people. Itโ€™ll be amazing if they could touch the other’s arm.

Tapes are also attached to the body to prevent light, so it’s hot and stuffy. A picky director was also less intense on the actor, even if there was not enough beauty in action. Some young actors didnโ€™t do well since theyโ€™re stiff, so the crew had to do a camera trick. Some scenes might even be relegated to the assistant director. Anyway, under the pressure of the lens, the people below are responsible for exposing their hair. The most exaggerated is when the last seconds showed a close up of the male and female actors. The rest was edited, but it’s usually the stuntman, and often two male stuntmen who did the scene. The gimmicks of the entertainment news make a lot of money since fans look forward to it. They would try to see who is on the screen since it was hard to tell.

In fact, Li Fei hadnโ€™t shot that many bed scenes. With his popularity, if it isnโ€™t really needed in the script, itโ€™s not even considered. Many big-name actors would write no bed scenes in their contract, not worried if the crew changed their mind.

Jian Hua followed Li Fei to only one movie, ใ€ŠCrowใ€‹.

ใ€ŠCrowใ€‹was barely an emotional drama. When the disease came, the young inn proprietress who loved General Wu took in some of the soldiers who fell ill. When the people who followed General Wu fled halfway, she died through an arrow.

This kind of film has no female protagonist, but considering commercialization, they designed such a character to appear for a short time. Not to mention bed scenes, there arenโ€™t even kisses. There’s only whispering under the dim light and stopping at the back of the inn amidst the setting sun. This was a kind of warm play.

In theใ€ŠCrowใ€‹production crew, Jian Hua didnโ€™t have the opportunity to witness the accuracy of the rumors.

โ€”โ€”although he had already confirmed it in another way.

After the mushrooms disappeared, Jian Hua felt like Li Fei ate the wrong medicine. At the same time, he realized that Li Fei was very reserved in bed before, very restrained, and very considerate about the existence of the mushrooms as well as the unsafe surrounding.

If Jian Huaโ€™s physical fitness had not always been good due to his occupation and very suitable for high-intensity sports, he wouldnโ€™t be able to move because of the soreness. He would have to be massaged with medicated oil every time. Although itโ€™s an excellent way to relieve muscle fatigue, with his work as a personal bodyguard and life assistant, Jian Hua probably couldnโ€™t continue.

Reacting with just a glance, it’s really like a peacock.

Under most circumstances, Jian Hua didnโ€™t know how to โ€œtease.โ€ He had been overwhelmed on the sofa/bed/bathroom wall/opaque glass window sill/desk/carpet.

Most of the time, Li Fei wouldnโ€™t go all the way and just enjoy being close with his lover, not by hand, but just waiting for his desire to go quiet, so he didnโ€™t request that frequently.

The negative distance contact total up to three times a week. What made Jian Hua feel numb is the fact that he canโ€™t get up once a month, sometimes twice. The exact date depended on Li Feiโ€™s mood.

Faced with such โ€œself-disciplinedโ€, โ€œsensible,โ€ and thoughtful lover, persuading โ€œmoderationโ€ wouldnโ€™t work.

Sometimes Jian Hua preferred Li Fei to come every day and finish it once a dayโ€ฆโ€ฆ

Thinking of their negative distance interaction, Jian Hua felt very confused. Heโ€™s puzzled by how Li Fei very easily react, although not entirely up, but it’s enough to feel it. What kind of performance does Li Fei have that will lead to this kind of gossip? Isn’t it that during filming, the two lead actors would be several meters apart? Or, did it happen before Li Fei became popular since there’s no stuntman to do the camera trick, so it’s revealed?

Jian Hua was not good at concealing his expressions. Although he didnโ€™t expressly ask, his expression and eyes told it for him.

Li Fei had been with him for so long, his understanding of Jian Hua deepening, so he could guess what Jian Hua was thinking in his heart. He touched his nose helplessly, then whispered, โ€œA total of three timesโ€ฆโ€ฆ I was nervous for the first time. I felt like a shelled lobster on a white plate in a gourmet documentary, so how could I feel anything? The second time was shot after a few months, and I was just doing the positions with the female lead actress. Everyone was very familiar with each other. Looking at the otherโ€™s arms, shoulders, and body, I could only think of the crewโ€™s poor food. She was really thin, and I definitely wouldnโ€™t like a skinny person!โ€

Jian Hua didnโ€™t expect this explanation. He wanted to compose his face, but the corner of his mouth still has a smile.

โ€œThe third one is with a very petite womanโ€ฆโ€ฆ at that time, it happened to be a popular skinny girl on the screen. I could only feel her bones. Fortunately, sheโ€™s wearing clothes, but while shooting the bed scene, the entire picture ratio wasnโ€™t coordinated. The director said not to shoot and finally decided to put a plastic model under the sheets.โ€ Li Fei said with no expression, โ€œThe director shot three times, but the angle isnโ€™t satisfactory even after adjustments. I was too tired and couldnโ€™t help but lie down on top, so I didnโ€™t know who took the photo at this time.โ€

Jian Hua looked at Li Feiโ€™s โ€œno love since birthโ€ expression and his smile went deeper.

At this time, Assistant Lin and his old colleagues in the company came back and heard this sentence. It was immediately followed by an angry denunciation, โ€œThey were too unruly! That sneak shot was sold to a magazine before the movie was even released!โ€

It almost caused a stir, and the news headlines read: ‘New Film Emperor vs. New Beautiful Woman Scandal, The Emperor Didnโ€™t Feel Anything, Taking Advantage But Still Avoiding.’

Fortunately, Star Entertainmentโ€™s PR department was timely. They paid a sum to resolve things. Otherwise, if it was sent out, itโ€™s going to trigger a fan battle with unpredictable consequences. Whether itโ€™s the female lead or the director, they couldnโ€™t explain to the audience that what theyโ€™re seeing was a blood-thirsty drama since several shots were made of Li Fei modeling in a shop window.

The photoโ€™s clever angle showed Li Feiโ€™s face and one could see him only wearing a pair of loose pants. The female body curve outlined below the sheets are not quite clear, but the background looked like a scene still.

โ€œAlthough the photo was bought, there are still rumors left in the circle.โ€ Li Fei supported.

Plus, the crew of the previous two dramas, after a careful recall, determined that Li Fei didnโ€™t appear too stiff during shooting. In fact, many actors wouldnโ€™t react. Li Feiโ€™s case was not unusual, but this โ€œstudent who canโ€™t get it upโ€ was still photographed, ah! In particular, the two female stars are the public fantasies that had been held as Goddesses in the past two generations.

Li Fei didnโ€™t respond. Heโ€™s not sick or gay!

โ€œThereโ€™s nothing worse than this!โ€ Li Feiโ€™s tone was bitter.

Jian Hua looked at him, then said, โ€œThe conclusion was correct, so how are you wronged?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€


Translator’s Notes:

too stiff… this meant he wasn’t stiff down there even with a beautiful woman by his side.

STB Chapter 163: Livelihood
STB Chapter 165: Being Named
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