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STB Chapter 59: Running Away

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STB Chapter 58: Alone
STB Chapter 60: Picked Up

In the East Coast of the United States, Massachusetts is experiencing a snowstorm.

The thickness of snow outside the house will reach past your calf, but three steps in front of the door will make you buried in the snow. The dog sled slid into the room. The neighbors have a cheerful smile, and from their open door came joyful Christmas tunes.

Yes, today is Christmas. December is coming to an end, and there are six days left before the New Year. . .

Johnson Brown is lying on the second-floor window sill. The neighborโ€™s boy is wearing a hat and a mask, joyfully playing with the dog in the field of snow. In the dark night, the light from the house is warm and beautiful.

He turned his head, pulling the curtains.

The room is very cold. Johnson wrapped himself in a thick blanket of wool, his face cold and pale.

The heating at home broke down last night, Rather, it canโ€™t work, so the room temperature is very low.

Johnsonโ€™s former State does not have so much snow, and winter is much warmer than here. Johnson hasnโ€™t seen so much snow before, but right now, whatโ€™s reflected in his eyes is not something novel, but a very quiet place.

The house is a mess like itโ€™s been destroyed by a monster.

The closet has a big hole, and fragments of vases are piled in a corner. The wall lamp stand is tilted, one of its leg is missing, and can only be supported with books. When Johnson sits up, the bed makes a creaking noise. It seems like in the next second, it will collapse.

No one is at home.

The entire house is empty, cold like ice.

โ€”โ€”Katie and Charlie went out to fight again.

This newly married couple is Johnsonโ€™s new guardians. They said that the legal adoption documents have not yet passed, so Johnson is living here temporarily as the ownerโ€™s relative.

The owner is Katie, a former public school teacher of Johnson. She is beautiful and kind.

Her husband is Charlie, a kind-hearted lawyer, who is always kind and welcoming to children.

This is the entirety of Johnsonโ€™s knowledge about them. But when they arrived in Massachusetts, and after living together with the couple, Johnson found that theyโ€™re not the same as he thought.

โ€œKindheartedโ€ Mr. Lawyer, except for work, never go out, and do not participate in community activities. He also seldom greets neighbors, and there are times when he comes home late. He also kicked the dog from the neighborโ€™s house.

Kind-hearted Katie is not volunteering and doesnโ€™t go to church to help distribute food.

They said that because the familyโ€™s burden became bigger, they can only spend more time on their job. Their smile is still warm and welcoming, very concerned about Johnson, but their feelingsโ€”โ€”not really good.

One night, Johnson heard arguing voices downstairs during his sleep. He rubbed his eyes and got up, quietly walking to the door, and heard Katie in a violent quarrel with Charlie. It seems to be about the money, and he overheard the problem about the family accounts.

This argument, to Johnson who used to be in the slums, is something he’d heard every day.

He walks back to his bedroom, thinking about whether his decision is wrong or not. He should not have left the Southern State, and let teacher Katieโ€™s home to fall into bad luck.

The Pedrione City was seriously affected by the hurricane, and the urban area is almost in ruins. The people who did not evacuate in time are on the missing list, and some bodies have been found.

Johnsonโ€™s Uncle Rick is still missing, and he listened to Mr. Lawyer say that the adoption papers cannot be processed at this time. At present, he canโ€™t go to school, so he can only stay at home.

Thereโ€™s plenty of food here. There’s meticulous care. There are also TV programs and computer games, but Johnson is not interested at all.

The injured teenager is very sensitive.

Living together every day, eating each meal on the table, watching talk shows on the couch every night, every day saying Goodnightโ€ฆโ€ฆthe more time they spend together, the more strange Johnson feels.

Katieโ€™s favorite program is Guest. It was humorous, but they always make fun of the poor, metaphorically saying that theyโ€™re social garbage.

The positioning of this program is to please the middle class and the people who aspire to be in this class. Johnson has not yet been drugged by the bustling city life, so these programs that make Katie happily laugh will always make him uneasy.

He is in this home, like a guest, and no matter how much hospitality and care he receives, he canโ€™t fit in.

After finding out that a few midnight quarrels were witnessed by Johnson, Katie and Charlie didn’t argue at home anymore. They will go to the community park, or the bar, telling Johnson that โ€œThere are always conflicts in life, but we think that itโ€™s wrong to argue in front of children, so we should avoid it.”

Just now, they went out again.

With such a big blizzard at Christmass, they left him alone in the cold house.

Mr. Lawyer did not call for a handyman to fix the heating appliance. Katie said that they went out to see if there are stores that are still open. The smiles still remain on their faces, but itโ€™s very reluctant.

Johnson buried his head in the blanket.

Last night on Christmas Eve, they were eating turkey in the living room when the whole house suddenly shakes.

Then many black hairballs appeared. Johnson, across the windows, also saw long-armed monkeys showing its teeth and bouncing around, shaking off the snow among the pine trees.

***

On the neighborhood’s streets, a woman wearing a down jacket angrily cried out, โ€œIโ€™ve had enough, Charlie! You saw it too when the monsters came, Johnson only hid in the corner! Fortunately, there are only a dozen hairballs, if itโ€™s the long-armed monkeys and even the man-eating squid?โ€

A man with a black hat, patiently says, โ€œWhat do you want? Tell him, baby, in fact, we have mysterious powers in our bodies, manipulate it to protect yourself and defeat those monsters?โ€

The woman squinted her eyes, breathing deeply, โ€œWhy canโ€™t I?โ€

โ€œHe’s a victim of school violence. Johnson Brown suffered in his childhood, and he himself is disgusted with violence! Katie, did you forget about the contents of the book?โ€

โ€œWhen faced with a monster attack, he can only tremble and cry, this is our protagonist? I wish Iโ€™d never taken this mission!โ€ Blonde Katie is angry, โ€œIโ€™d rather be with that unlucky Jack, flying to the other side of the ocean, and walking into the devilโ€™s field. Itโ€™s somewhat better than this one.โ€

She continued to chatter about Johnsonโ€™s shortcomings.

โ€œHe wouldn’t wash his socks. He would not use knives and forks, even breaking a set of porcelain dishes. He won’t use the mowing machine to mow the lawn, and he won’t even use the microwave oven! God!โ€

Katie has a โ€œThis is a disasterโ€ exasperated look on her face. She accused the man in front of her for leaving everything to her.

โ€œLast night in the Abandoned World, we finally killed those hairballs, but he did nothing! The furniture in the room is completely destroyed, where will we get the money to repair it? We are already in deficit last month, and we still didnโ€™t receive this monthโ€™s cheque!โ€

The lawyerโ€™s face became impatient, and he raised his hands in surrender, not wanting to argue with Katie, โ€œIโ€™ve already gone to hurry them!โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ve been gone for three days.โ€ Katie is mad enough to cry.

She powerlessly squats by the roadside, thinking that there was no heating at home and that the house would be cold, she doesnโ€™t want to go back.

โ€œHey, Katie, donโ€™t do that!โ€ Charlie had to advise, โ€œListen, we canโ€™t leave Johnson alone in the house. Need I tell you what the psychiatrist said, an injured child can easily act extremely! If faced with abandonment and prejudice, he may develop an anti-social personality! We canโ€™t make Johnson like that, dear, we have worked hard for so long, God will bless us. โ€

A pair of man and woman embraced in the snow.

They are indeed a couple, or they wouldnโ€™t get a job like this. Initially, the couple was the envy of a lot of people, being in close contact with the protagonist, and becoming an important โ€œrelativeโ€ in the protagonistโ€™s life. This is as good as a pie dropping from the sky!

Katie almost died from happiness.

โ€œI knew it! If itโ€™s really such a good thing, why didnโ€™t the leader himself come?โ€

The lawyer is startled, hurrying to stop Katie, and giving her a warning stare, โ€œDo you want to die, saying such words?โ€

Katie pushes her lover in frustration, annoyed and said, โ€œCan’t you just give me some love! After coming to this world, we discovered that our hosts are losers. You allegedly helped people transfer property, and I illegally sell soft drugs. We were almost sent to prisonโ€ฆโ€ฆwon’t we be better without the leader?โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re not afraid that heโ€™s a murderer? If he dies, we will also die. How much will it damage the organization?โ€

Katie listened, not daring to speak again.

โ€œAll right, baby! Let’s go home and bring your wallet. And to our Johnson, let’s just say that no one can repair the heating, so weโ€™ll go to a hotel for a night.โ€ Charlie persuades.

The two finally reached a consensus, turning around and going back to the house.

Ten minutes later, they were frightened. Thereโ€™s a set of a childโ€™s footprints in the snow, extending all the way outโ€”โ€”Johnson took advantage of when theyโ€™re not at home, and left.

โ€œDamn it! He ran away!โ€

โ€œJohnson!โ€

Katie anxiously said, โ€œHe never set foot one step outside the house these days. He even rarely comes out of his bedroom, why did he suddenly go? There is so much snow outside!โ€

โ€œKatie, did you say something?โ€ Charlie looks at his girlfriend in doubt.

โ€œShit, I donโ€™t know!โ€

Both complained to each other while following the footprints on the road. They met the neighborโ€™s boy who came back, and they saw the footprints disappear on the road where it was mixed with other footprints, and they can no longer distinguish which is his.

โ€œNo! Weโ€™re going to die!โ€ Katie collapsed while grasping her hair.

***

Johnson staggered on the road.

The cold wind is giving him a headache, but he didnโ€™t want to return to that house.

Katie seems to have a problem with finances lately, and dinner has only been potatoes and bread for the past three days. He seems to have brought doom to them.

In that unfamiliar house with messy decorations, Johnson canโ€™t settle down and continue living there.

He wants to return to the Southern State, to go back and find his Uncle Rick. Maybe his missing Uncle Rick is still playing in the casino. That cold, shabby ghetto is his home. No TV, and no ironic talk show Guest.

But the Southern State is too far awayโ€ฆโ€ฆ

Johnson identifies the churchโ€™s cross sign in the blizzard, and he was suddenly in front of a flowerbed. A tall man is wearing a leather jacket riding a modified heavy motorcycle, stopping in front of him. Its high tires, on such a cold day, let out steam with the engine is still running.

The huge sunglasses almost covered the manโ€™s entire face.

โ€œMisterโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ Johnson weakly uttered.

The man put the vehicle across the road where the snow has been cleared. If he doesnโ€™t make way, Johnson can only step on the piled up snow which is half his height. It doesnโ€™t feel good, and his clothes are wet. Once again, the cold wind blowsโ€ฆโ€ฆ

โ€œLittle ghost, you want to freeze to death on the street?โ€

The man picked Johnson up, looking him up and down with a frown, and wrapping him directly in his leather jacket.

โ€œSโ€ฆโ€ฆSir?โ€ Johnson is sluggish, then struggled.

โ€œDonโ€™t move!โ€ The man pulled up the motorcycle, and crazily drove it. The fine snow is crushed beneath the tires, creating a snow mist drifting in the sky.


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15 thoughts on “STB Chapter 59: Running Away

  1. Ohoo~
    So, the ones behind Li Fei’s incident + the protagonist adoption was not the USA government but a underground gang of transmigrators that were successful at canceling themselves from the eyes of the government….. maybe the why the adoption procedures can’t go on is not because there’s a simple problem but because they can’t let the government intelligence catch that they have the protagonist and are trying an illegal way like false documents or even change his name…… they probably transmigrated in really influente people, just like the leaders of the countries feared…… USA government might be going crazy for not finding the protagonist while China is just smiling for having found the villains before their blackening~
    I wonder if that motorcycle guy was also a transmigrator or just a passerby that likes to travel and had a bad past that makes him agree with the youth’s choice of running away? Well, I’d rather the protagonist to become a free spirit and discover about the story than just a puppet~
    Thanks for the chapter!

  2. I think Li Fri and Juan Hua should just go adopt Johnson. That way they won’t have to fight him.

  3. …. damn, novel’s protagonist is way too naive, if there’s no plot armor, he’ll die like years ago o.o that naivety is truly high quality o.o

  4. if i was suddenly yeeted into another dimension and i had the chance to raise the protagonist….. i would’ve adopted him so quickly. outta my way, fools. that’s my son now. that couple is an embarrassment to the word “parents.”

How about something to motivate me to continue....

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